Friday, May 13, 2011 - 0 comments

On Rainy Days - Beast

 

 

 

Translation : credit to http://b2stdiary.tumblr.com

When the world turns dark
And the rain quietly falls
Everything is still

Even today, without a doubt
I can’t get out of it
I can’t get out from the thoughts of you

Now
I know that it’s the end
I know that it’s all just foolishness
Now I know that it’s not true
I am just disappointed in myself for
Not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride

On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

I must be drunk, I think I need to stop drinking
Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well
Well this doesn’t mean that I miss you, no it doesn’t mean that
It just means that the time we had together was a bit sharp
When it’s the type of day that you really liked
I keep opening the raw memories of you
Making the excuse that it’s all memories, I take a step forward
I don’t even make the effort to escape

Now
I erased all of you
I emptied out all of you
But when the rain falls again
All the memories of you I hid with effort
It all comes back, it must be looking for you

On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

Now there is no path for me to return
But looking at your happy face
I will still try to laugh since I was the one
Without the strength to stop you

On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

What can I do about something that already ended?
I’m just regretting after like the stupid fool I am
Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well

Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well

 

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its hard for me…

 

aku betol2 tertekan sekarang ni…aku tak tau pada sape harus aku luahkan…sejujurnya terlalu banyak benda yang aku pendamkan selama ni…

aku sedih..apa yang aku mampu buat hanyalah menangis kesorangan…am i pathetic?

entahlah…aku betol2 rasa kesorangan…sekarang ni semangat nak balik rumah pun dah luntur…kalau kepulangan aku hanya akan membebankan orang, its better for me not to go back rite?

aaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh stress!!!

p/s: sekiranya nanti perbuatan aku membuatkan korang terasa, or i seem like menjauhkan diri daripada korang, please forgive me… i just want some time for myself…

buat masa ni, aku just nak fokus on my study… i really need to struggle to improve myself… looking at my prof exam result, it just make me realize that i’m not serious in taking this course…in 2 years, i’ll becoming a doctor..but if i just stay with that attitude, am i thinking that i qualified to become one??

"Ya Allah, tabahkanlah hati aku dalam menempuh ujian yang mendatang..sesungguhnya aku hanyalah insan yang lemah”

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