WeLcoMe To mY wOrLd

 

yossh! 1st of all mianae..entry kali ni x spt yg dijanjikan..which

means i’ll postpone again entry psal SJP tu ^^ huhu bukannya

ape, ekceli masa x mengizinkan..somemore mata pun dah

ngantuk ni..dah ler sy blum study lgi..dri td dok on9 jek..haizz mati

lah sy x dpt jwab soalan dr Ohmar sok x_x

not much to say ekceli..juz nak menyampaikan sdikit pndgan ntuk

sape2 yg rase berkaitan lah yek..sy harap korang jgn ambik hati

sgt dgn ape yg sy cuba smpaikan..ambik yg jernih buang yg

keruh..

erm yesterday (28sept) wow~! we’re so lucky or wat? dat

morning byk giler mama bersalin... mmg busy siot lab room

tu..x ckup tgan nurses nak handle..dis means byk ler chances for

us ntuk conduct delivery..erm but sygnya i x grab the chances to

conduct..coz i think i need to observe more b4 i have courage to

conduct..dat time most of my gp members succesfully conducted

the delivery..except for me,firdaus n prema..but prema ady

conducted one b4 this..so if nak diikutkan , left me n firdaus dat

havent conduct any delivery yet..haaiizz wat a pressure!

keje sy kat lab room tu juz mundar-mandir n tolong ape yg

patut..omo..nurses kat situ mmg suke giler suh kmi2 yg xde keje

ni ntuk ambik2 brg..mcm kes sy..tgh sy khusyuk2 brdiri kat 1

korner observe kes juey hong..tb2 nurse sebut “nurul~tolong isi

air dlm bekas ni”..adoii smpat lgi sy blur kejap n tertnya2 “eh

nurse ni pngil aku ke?”..isk3 nurul2, dah nurse tu pndang ko,

mstilah dia sruh ko!

wuuu blur siot! air ape yg nurse ni nak? xkan ler air paip plak..sy

tnya my colleague but they oso dunno..last2 tnya nurse..haha

time tu lah teruk kene bomb dgn nurse..pedas siot kene sindir..

“hah?air pun x tau?ni lah kamu org ni..dah brape lama observe

pun still tak tau ape2..korang tau observe je tp x reti nak tnya2

soalan..”

last2 nurse tu yg pgi cri “air”..bila dah jmpa dia suh sy teliti btol2

nama yg tertera pda botol tu..ooooo benda alah ni ke plak..air yg

dimaksudkan tu “clorhexidine” (antiseptic)..fuh sy akan ingat

smpai mati tu..

slain kes air tu..ade lgi 1 kes..nurse suh ambik bnda putih yg gune

ntuk clamp baby punye umbilical cord..ntah ape dah nma bnda

tu..x ingat (hak3 coz bkan sy yg kene suh cri)..but still tolong cri

ler jga..ekceli msa nurse sebut bnda tu..kmi mmg x tau ape bnda

tu..so ape lgi..kene lah lgi bomb yg ke2..

adooii sabar je lah..but i can see seseorang mcm dah start

“moody” effect kene sound dgn nurse tu..hmm how to say

aa..for me no need lah trasa sgt dgn kata2 nurse tu..juz take it

easy laa..nurse bukan maki hamun pun..paling kejam pun

dorang juz menyindir je..but tu sume kan ntuk kebaikan kita

maa..its 1 of the learning process..so juz accept it dgn open

heart laa..no need moody2..coz u oso will affected the

surrounding u know..

hmm sorry la if my words seem to harsh or wat ever..ntah

lah..maybe setiap org pnya penerimaan tu berbeza kan..sy x tau

ler plak if sy ni sorang yg “takde perasaan”..but i feel that i can

easily accept the kritikan wif open heart..as long as kritikan tu

betul n bertujuan ntuk memperbaiki diri sy..ape gunenye dok

pendam perasaaan sedey or x puas hati tu lame2?? buat stress je..

klau dah stress tu..faham2 je lah…xde mood nak interact dgn

org..klau org tnya soalan, msti dibalas dgn 1 expression yg hmm

camne nak describe aa..ala its like “isk bleh x jgn kcau sy skang? x

nmpak ke sy tgh hot?”..klau org tu mmg dah lama kenal kita, its

oklah..at least dorang faham..oh si dia ni tgh stress..baa jgn lah

kacau dia..if org yg x brapa rapat plak, wat do u think?? mstilah

org tu akan trasa kan dgn tindakan tu..

 

i know u realized bout this problem rite n have initiatif to

overcome it..but hmm i ekceli cant see the progression..i guess

it takes time..

hmm for my other friend..hey..i think u have improved a lot..org

yg sy mksudkan di sini is someone yg really easy

to feel irritated..haha i hope u know who you are.. 

previously..u really easy to get irritated for small2

things..sometimes ur actions seems quite harsh and “kejam”..esp

if in a situation when u forgot to bring something..u know wat..u

makes us “takut” wif u ^^ but the good thing is..the rate of

recovery oso so fast one..u know u ady buat org tersinggung n at

the end u apologized.. it wont take days..its only take few hours

only..

now…u really seems improved…eg like the case we “escape”

the clinic dat day…u ada mention yg its ur fault coz forgot dat dr

will come to clinic for pemantauan..when u started to mention

bout the thing..in my mind, i ady prepared my physical n mental

to accept dat u gonna “explode” in any time..but thankfully~ u

didnt explode..omo~ its hard to believe..u juz acted calm.. till

now, u havent show any sign of previous “illness”..i hope it

will last for a long period..

i think dats all i want to say for now…we’re friends rite..so

tujuan sy mention psal sume tu bukanler nak buat korang

tersinggung ke ape..as friend i juz tegur mane2 yg patut..up to u

guys laa nak trima mcm mana..i oso not perfect baa..byk yg

kurang sana sini..so if u guys have any teguran..juz tell

me..insya”allah i’ll accept it wif a open heart n try ntuk

memperbaiki diri..kat dunia ni, kite bukannya duk sorang2..we’re

living in a society..so fkir2 lah jga kat org sekeliling..peace x war..

oh ye sblom i end this entry..i have something to ask..i wonder

why most of the MALAY h/0 esp m/o sooooooo berlagak one??

eeee tolongla..muka lgsung tak mesra alam..mcm nak makan org

je..plizlah, specialist pun x berlagak like dorang tu…haizz dorang

dulu x penah ke jdi med student like us?sepatutnya dorang faham

ler keadaan kite kan..

i hope if i managed to finish my study n graduated as a dr..i wont

be so cocky..i want bcome a dr like Mr Jerry..he is my

ispiration..i admire him so much! for PEOPLE dat HARDLY to see

mr jerry’s pnye kelebihan…better go drink clorox laa..haha gurau

only..dun get angry…hmm i ekceli dunno how to convince

u..wat i can say is..mr jerry got an “X-factor” in which when we

1st time saw him,we’ll say “wow!!” n we have some kind of

inspiration to become like him..for me, i started to admire him

during 1st bst wif him..omo~ terpegun tgk cara mr jerry clerk

pt!! 

oklah dats all guys..hehe dis time btol2 end sdah ni..see u guys next time!!

nasihat ntuk diri sndri: ingat nurul…bnyakkan se~nyum~

coz if u dun smile, ur expression owez looks “stress” hahaha…

p/s: 2nite onkol..hope i have chance to conduct delivery..Ya Allah

bagilah aku kekuatan!

Jgn stress2 ye abang & kakak sekalian…

kmi menantikan kehadiran korang

ntuk “menyambut” kami  ^___^

Ganbatte ne!!

 

 

                  

-The End-

 

 

Hi guys..tanpa memnjgkan crita meh sy critekan psal life sy kat sandakan ni ye..hoho i guess crite ni mmg dah bangas tahap dewa dah..i dun think u guys have interest to read bout it..but who’s care...layaan je lah!

3 months ago…

1st impression of Sandakan…

                       

 

hmm of coz ler sedey n berat hati nak meninggalkan rumah…but dats ekceli not the main point..lgipun sy dah biasa brjauhan dgn family..hoho mane taknya…diri inikan dah tak brape “diterima” sgt biler kat rumah tu..hak3 tulah sape suh brlagak mcm “princes” sgt..pemalas tahap babas btol..

so as korang expected, sy berat hati nak mngalkan ums & 1borneo…baa,1B tu kan dh mcm my 3rd home (2nd home~ums)..klau 2nd year omost evry week muke sy dok mnyemak kat 1B tu..huhu nnti biler dah stay sandakan x dpt ler nak lepak kat 1B..no more kbox..no more movie..no more boling..no more soping..no more McD..no more apple’s..no more big’s apple..arrghhhh no more everything dat can b consider as FUN T.T

reader: haizz u tot sandakan tu hutan ke cik nurul ooii!!??

1st day in sandakan..

fuuhh perjalanan pun dah ambik masa 6hours++ penat siott!!wlpun bukan sy yg drive kan..but oso penat maa..nek lenguh badan duk dlm bus lama2..haizz high risk to get Deep Vein Thrombosis (DVT) u know >.< well dlm bus most of the time i sleep! haha hbis tu nak watpe lgi..org len pun busy wat taik mate! but smpai je ranau..tak “slere” nak tido coz jalan yg berliku-liku…wuuu pening giler..nasib ler x termuntah..i think ader lah terjaga dlm sejam b4 terlelap balik haha..mase kat ranau tu sifu pnyalah bertuah coz dpt jmpa dgn mum n adik2 dia..hehe tp awal2 tu sifu brlagak “cool” skit..mcm nak tak nak je turun g jmpa mum dia ^^

~STRESS MENGHIMPIT JIWA~

1. arrived at bandar Maju around 4pm..

penat siott!! mulenye ingat we’ll stay there..rupenye juz p reg rumah je..adooi awat lah office SPU ni “isolate” btol..byk2 tmpat, lot kedai yg blakang2 jga jdi pilihan…somemore xde rupe opis pun..ermm i guess still in construction guaaa!?

 

2. our dream house is juz a dream T.T

 

its really heartbroken coz our dream house hanya tngal harapan…ntah makhluk tuhan manelah yg pndai2 ckp kmi bleh tentukan housemates sndri..skang tgk ler ape jdi? i think chalen n sifu yg paling sedey bler dpt tau yg we have to apart..coz dorang trpksa 1 rumah dgn bdak chinese which 4sure x ngam dgn dorang..sy plak ditakdirkan serumah dgn dorang dila…huhu sedey la jga coz sy x biasa dgn dorang..but lega skit coz dpt tau yg tiah oso my housemate…

 

haha but yg kin panasnye bdak malay yg len awal2 dah buat “komplot”..they exchange dis person wif dat person so dat they can be wif their pals..me n my gangs plak “too slow”..i oso dunno wat happen to us..sume jdi blur n stress..last2 kmi2 jga yg jdi “org prtukaran”…yg sy pelik nape dorang x ikut je plan asal..wat i mean is, sume pun dah plih housemates masing2 kan..so instead of tukar 1-2 persons why not rombak sume skali??kan senang..sume puas hati..but they said we cant do dat coz tkut phak pngurusan mrah..haizz

end up, i stay wif ros..sifu stay wif ct whereas edith stay wif chalen..ekceli 5 of them have chance to stay 2gether..but last2 x jadi coz miss R tlah potong jalan…since no enuf space, ros x jdi msuk n decide stay wif me..then we tot sifu joining them..rupenye tak jdi coz sifu dun want serumet dgn bdak chinese..dats why end up sifu stay wif siti..

3. master room???

since kmi (me n ros) lambat pok bilik..we have to stay in master room..cehh sounds so ssuaangg kan..klau tgal ber2 mmg lah suaang..ni kene tgal ber4..adooii sempit siot! xde privacy! then we found out dat our room dun have enuf meje study ,tilam n almari..wth!? nasib ler dorang ed ade extra tilam..klau nak tgu phak pngurusan hntar..alamat tido atas lantai ler slama smggu..meja study plak ekceli ade tp blum dipasang..end up kmi yg psang sndri..haha time tu lah bru sy tau yg ros ni ekceli berbakat dlm hal2 bertukang ni ^^ slain meja study, rak buku n ampai kain pun kmi yg psg sndri..klau kat rumah,xde maknenye sy nak brtukang2

p/s: bru bbrapa hri kat sandakan..i oredi learnt a lot..esp bab2 bertukang hahaha..

4. i really dun understand ~.~

dat nite we kuar mkn 2gether..siti oso joining (haizz wajib ler..tukang penunjuk jalan baa)…since kmi still x familiar wif bandar sandakan ni..we decide mkn kat bndar maju je..area office SPU..we ate at habeeb..well we eat n chat..most of it we talked bout our holiday..if u guys prasan..ada 2 org makhluk tuhan ni seems not so bertegur sgt..wat happen leeh!?

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--Luahan perasaan--

ekceli kmi start x berngam 1 day before bertolak p sandakan…how to say aa? ekceli i can feel that he seems like mengelakkan dri from me..since then, sy rsa akward nak berdepan dgn dia…kdg2 tu sakitlah jga hati bila tgk dia elok je interact dgn org lain..but buat endah x endah je kat sy..

if u want to know,byk kali sy mkan hati dgn klakuan kmu before we start x bertegur sapa omost sebulan lebih tu..

a) msa 1st day mkan kat habeeb…u only interact wif certain people..then talked bout something that we’re not so familiar (but now i oredi get it)

b) 1st time mkn kat sim2…if i not mistaken, the idea mkn kat situ dtgnya dri ros rite? but then, why at the end we’re left “abandoned”? u not even sit wif us n join us eat? is it bcoz we ordered food from dfrnt stall so we cant sit together?

c) i’m the last person to know bout the “thing”? ekceli to tell da truth, i oredi can figure bout it long time ago..cuma mlm tu, sifu n ros help me to confirm bout it..haha lawak plak sy tgk glagat dorang ni..mcm nak mnyampaikan brita yg sgt buruk je..they tot i’ll cried after knew bout it..end up my respond.."blur"..i ekceli dunno how to react..shud i cry? if yes..wats the reason?shud i be happy? then why shud i? coz the reason is..kmu tak smpaikan sndri bout the things to me..sejujurnya, after heard bout it..i juz feel terkilan..coz all of them already knew bout it..since then, bru sy fham why u acting so akward around me..

d) the next day..kmu ajak mkn kat res Keniaogan…dlm dilema gak antra nak pgi ke tak..at last pgilah jga..tp kmi x jdi p mkn kat rest. tu coz xde parking..last2 mkn kat habeeb je..but yg kin spoilnya..why u seems soooooo hot?i really dun get it..sy lgsung x brani nak pndang muka kmu..ed pun diam je..haizz wat a awkward atmosphere… 

then..few days later..u text me wif hmm a really “nice” words…u asking me wats wrong wif me?why people “attack” u n said u’re a  bad guy?erm since u used “nice” words..sy pun x mo kalah lah jga..haha dats is the first time both of us “gaduh besar”..i bet both of us really sakit hati n sgt hot time tu..ayat masing2 mmg kick la..kalah ayat drama hak3..

sy juz nak tekankan kat sni 1 more time..kmi tak pernah mention yg kmu prlu mnta persetujuan if kmu nak kapel..when i raise bout the issue why u didnt inform me earlier, kmu plak mention yg why shud u inform me?perlu ke nak heboh2 psal tu??

the answer is..of coz ler PERLU! sblum ni sume hal pun kmu crita kat sy..then nape hal tu kmu x critekan kat sy?(haizz nmpak mcm busy body ler plak) but for me, u really shud inform me leeh..

since dat nite…both of us lgsung tak bertegur sapa..kmi masing2 bertekad xnak ambik tau psal hal masing2..kire mcm lantak kau lah nak buat ape..ade aku kisah!? haaizz slama sebulan kmi x bertegur..i bet others oso prasan dgn kelakuan kmi..mane taknya..sy klau nmpak je klibat dia..will try my best to avoid him as far as i can..i bet he oso did the same haha..lucky enuf both of us not in the same group ^^

hmm can say that for the whole SJ posting, hbungan kmi mmg dingin tahap babas…masing2 menyampah tgk muke masing2..x tau ler mana hilangnya nilai2 persahabatan antra kmi dulu..ekceli i dun get it..asal sy gduh dgn dia msti takes long time ntuk bebaik compare if dia brgaduh wif my other friends..why leeh?then sy paling tak ske tgk air muka dia time kmi tak berngam..eee expression muke dia ni btol2 menampakkan yg dia menyampah dgn sy….haizz (-_-!!)…sy plak x sure if my expression oso ada mnjukkan “kemenyampahan” towards him or not..but for sure if sy trnmpak kelibat dia..sy akan mngalihkan pdgan sy trhadap dia secepat mngkin..

my friends ada yg tnya ekceli sape yg mengelak dri sape ni..sy mengelak dri dia atau dia mngelak dri sy??jwpan yg sy bleh berikan..kmi 2-2 mengelak antra 1 sama lain..spjg tempoh perang dingin tu, kmi mmg x brcakap sepatah pun..dia pun dah ada “geng” sndri..well sy plak dgn “geng” sy..hmm i bet if both of us xde geng masing2..msti kejap je gduh tu kan..manada org yg bleh hdup tnpa kawan disisi..

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--aaikk dah berbaik??--

malam 30august, angin takda ribut takda tb2 dpat text dri dia..nak trcabut jantung bila nmpak nma dia tertera d skrin hp..msj dia ringkas je..he ask me to go down coz he want to return me something..yg geramnya he text me around 8.55pm n ask me to go down in 5 minutes??sy tertanya-tnya brg ape plak yg dia nak return? tnpa byk soal, i juz replied “k”..

spt yg diarahkan..sy trun bwah blok kul 9..tp x nmpak pun klibat dia..then x lama dia pun muncul..aik tgan kosong,tak bwa apa2 pun..then he walks towards me n suddenly ask me to say sorry??? aaikk ape kes plak!? dia yg ajak jmpa but then why must sy yg say sory dulu? dis is unfair! at first hesitate jga..but bila fkir2..nak gaduh smpai bila lgi kan..so sy pun say sorry kat dia..then he oso say sorry..but ekceli not sorry to me..he sorry to himself..haizz wat the…so sejak tu kmi 2 pun berbaik..

p/s: i wonder wat will happen if i decide xnak turun see him dat nite?

recently he told me about something..i dunno whether it is true or not..forgot to ask details from him..coz last time he told me during wrong timing…later i’ll try ask him again..u better tell me the truth aa..if not.."ni gei wo si ding”!!

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till at this point..i still feel that men are really hard to be understand…when u feel like u need me u treat me nicely..when u feel like u dun need me u treat me coldly..men’s words are nice to hear…but do they really meant it?

a guy treat a girl too nice till at some point the girl have some kind of feeling towards the guy..but the guy ekceli dun have any feeling towards the girl..so sape yg patut dipersalahkan?

is it the guy?? but..he only do wat he think is right..is it wrong to treat people nice??

then is it the girl?? haizz..wait a minute..is it a sin to like someone??

so..apelah kesimpulannya???

i oso dunno…

p/s: erm till here dulu my entry..later i will proceed entry bout Surgery Junior Posting n other stuffs..anything interesting ke??dunno yet..just wait lah >.<

- the end -

 

Kalau lelaki handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap: woow, cool giler…

 
kalau lelaki tak handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap: eh perasan bagus…

kalau lelaki handsome berbuat jahat
Perempuan akan kata: nobody’s perfect

kalau lelaki tak handsome berbuat jahat
perempuan akan cakap: memang…. muka pun macam pecah rumah!

kalau lelaki handsome menolong perempuan yg diganggu
perempuan akan cakap: wah.. machonya.. macam hero filem!

kalau lelaki tak handsome menolong perempuan yang diganggu
Perempuan akan kata: entah2 kawan dia…

kalau lelaki handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: sepadan sangat…

kalau lelaki tak handsome dapat perempuan cantik
perempuan akan kata: mesti kena bomoh perempuan tuh!

kalau lelaki handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata: jangan sedih, kan saya ada..

kalau lelaki tak handsome ditinggal kekasih
perempuan akan kata:…(terdiam, tapi telunjuknya
meliuk-liuk dari atas ke bawah, patutlah, tengok saja luarannya)…

kalau lelaki handsome penyayang binatang
perempuan akan cakap: perasaannya halus…penuh kasih sayang

kalau lelaki tak handsome penyayang binatang
perempuan akan cakap: sesama keluarga memang harus menyayangi…

kalau lelaki handsome bawa BMW
perempuan akan cakap: matching… hebat luar dalam

 

kalau lelaki tak handsome bawa BMW
perempuan akan cakap: bang, bosnya mana?…

kalau lelaki handsome tak mau bergambar
perempuan akan cakap: pasti takut kalau2 gambarnya tersebar

kalau lelaki tak handsome tak mau bergambar
perempuan akan kata: tak sanggup melihat hasilnya ya

kalau lelaki handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
perempuan akan cakap:ini barulah lelaki gentlemen

kalau lelaki tak handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
perempuan akan cakap: naluri pembantu, memang begitu….

kalau lelaki handsome bersedih hati
perempuan akan cakap: let me be your shoulder to cry on

kalau lelaki tak handsome bersedih hati
perempuan akan kata: kuat nangis!! lelaki ke pondan !!

 

p/s: Oh kejam sungguh dunia ni kan..kesian org yg tak

hensem tu hak3

 

-The End -

credit to: buaya-merah.blogspot

 

 

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-The End-

credit to: buaya-merah.blogspot

 

--Shooping yg Terover--

Die oh die~!!! haizz i guess today i’m out of

control oredi…wuuuu nurul~ wat have u done?? u

realize or not?? u pigi borong smpai 9 helai baju tu ape

crite??? u wanna die is it???

    

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 ni lah dia hasil2 borongan tadi..omo~ byk siot t-shirt yg

aku gi bedal..i know bju tu nmpak mcm x fit dgn saiz aku

kan..ekceli aku mmg sngaje beli style cam tu..coz nak

match kan dgn 2 “outer” yg kaler grey n “keorenen” tu..i

hope kenelah style tu dgn aku..klau tak ngam..lantak ko

lah nurul..alamat jdi mangsa pesyen lah ko muahahaha!

p/s: soping sakan coz kat sandakan susah gler nak soping

baju…omoo~ looks like beg aku nnti penuh dgn bju

ni..camne nak ngangkut kuih raye beb?? Lol!!

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--Kudat Trip--

omooo~ can u guys believe it??? tomorrow me n my family

will heading to Kudat to meet wif my lovely foster

family..hmm why so sudden lehhh?? good question..

cozz itss raya maa..ape salahnye nak braye umah family

angkat ye tak..somemore parents aku pun nak ler jga

berkenalan dgn family kak ina..membine rapport ler

katekan keh3…

i oredi inform kak ina..i

hope dis time btol2 tercapai ler hasrat parents aku nak

menjejakkan kaki ke rumah kak ina nnti..hehe ekceli dulu

pun pernah plan nak g kudat..but dibatalkan dgn alasan yg

sangatlah unrelevant..adeke patut dorang jadikan alasan

aku bgun tido lmbat so tak jadi nak g kudat..haizz

kekejaman mentalitity btol..dis time they oso ugut me

wif the same reason..if i dun wake up at the first kol..

the trip will be cancel..haiizz sabo jek lah..looks like

neee..ko tak payah tido laa nurul ooii..(X_x)

p/s: shud i get signature from tmrow visit neee?? hihihi

tu pun klau terpegi…

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--Friday Agenda--

yeeeaaaahhh cant wait to meet wif my buddies!! i have 2

dates on that day..in the morning, i’ll be meeting wif my

2 lovely old friends since 2nd school..cik Siti

Nooraisyah & cik Nuraidah aka Bibie..dates kiteorg as

usual ler bertempat di sekitar papar..ekceli if dorang

available, i would like to bring them along to my 2nd date

wif u guys! but i dun think they will accept my req..hoho

mmg susah skit nak ajak dorang lepak kat KK esp maci BB

tu..byk btol alasan dia haha..biaselah anak maak akeke..

well guys~ i really looking forward bout our date later..

i hope sume brjalan spt yg dirancang..omoo~ its been

sooooo long since our last hang out at 1Borneo..rinduu

siott nak berkbox!! if have time we can layan movie n play

bowling…ohhh i really miss 1B so much!! makesure we take

lots of pic as kenangan (n.n) klau bleh setiap inci 1B tu

kita kasi gmbar hahahaha..

p/s: hmm till now only me,ros,chalen n edith yg confirm..i

hope yg lain2 oso can make it…roosee~ hopefully ade lgu

ft.island d kbox nnti..i really obsess wif their songs

currently >.<

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--Ft. Island--

 

guess wat...i oredi bcome 1 of mangsa rose!! Lol pengaruh

dia kuat btol..now i’m totally crazyyy wif Ft.

Island..ekceli aku takdelah fanatik sgt dgn band ni

smpaikan aku dok “study” sal profile dorang sume..theres

no such things laa..i only obsess wif their songs..till

now i havent master wif their names pun..i only know

hong ki n yg len i manage to recognize the leader coz he

oso quite cute hehehe…haaiizz sayangnya..they all

younger than me! but nvm lah..cinta tidak mengenal usia

baa..hak3..

the leader~ cute kan..role as guitaris

cian dia..slalu jek org slh anggap si hong ki as leader

coz HK is the main singer..poor jong hoon ^^

Hong Ki~ oh mann..i totally impress wif his

voice..superrbb!! he totally can make people melt wif his

performance esp in lagu2 yg “heartbroken”..Lol he really

gud in menjiwai lagu..dun believe me? try watch his

live performances..caiirr beb!

“Missing u”

That such a thing couldn’t possibly be, that you wouldn’t do such a thing
That there would be no goodbyes, it's what I believed
I wonder where it all began, like a puzzle that can't be done
That the start of my yearning, was all due to you

I’m missing you, missing you, person I miss to death
The words I cannot say though I miss you so much and long for you
I’m missing you, missing you,
person I loved to that extent
Won’t you return to me again, I’m missing you

That it couldn’t possibly change, that you wouldn’t do such a thing
I believed in all the words saying you loved me
Yes, if there is a beginning just like a movie with a predestined ending...
the order of our love and goodbyes, were those fated too?

I’m missing you, missing you, person I miss to death
The words I cannot say though I miss you so much and long for you
I’m missing you, missing you, person I loved to that extent
Won’t you return to me again?

My dear love, dear love,
you said you couldn’t live without me
Sadness, my pain... you pained even more…

My life, my whole life,
you were all I loved
How, how will I ever find a way to forget you

I love you, love you
Oh I love you, I’m missing you
Won’t you return to me again? I’m missing you

“Until You Return”

That we weren't so, that we would be different, was what I thought
Even while knowing of separation, an unending love was what I expected
As though separation had been waiting for me, like a planned story
Like an unexpected rain, separation has made me cry

Until you return, I'll wait
Until you return, I'll cry for just a bit
If it rains, whether they're tears or rainwater, no one will know

Until when do I have to wait?
Until when do I have to hurt?
Even if I hurt enough to die and hurt even more, I'm going to wait
Until you return

That it wasn't the end, that it wouldn't be the end, was what I thought
Like an unexpected rain, separation has made me cry

Until you return, I'll wait
Until you return, I'll cry for just a bit                                                                                               If it rains, whether they're tears or rainwater, no one will know

Until when do I have to wait?
Until when do I have to hurt?                                                                                                                                          

Even if I hurt enough to die and hurt even more, I'm going to wait

Everything's just as it was
The people are just as they were
Then why in the world is the one I love not here

That you only loved me, was what you said to me
Let's be forever, was what you promised
That you'd love only me even in death, you promised
Don't Goodbye, Say Goodbye, Don't Goodbye

My love, can be for only you
My tears, can be for only you
If a year passes, even if ten years pass, I'm going to wait for you

Until when do I have to wait?
Until when do I have to hurt?
Even if I hurt enough to die and hurt even more, I'm going to wait
Until you return

I’m disliking that person
She hurt me so much
So I dislike her again & again.

I resent the person I loved
Because even when I called out to her many times
she turned her back on me.

Until I erase the love
Until I throw away the love
I’m going to keep disliking her
Until my tears dry
I can’t let her go
Even if I end up resenting her for the rest of my life.

I couldn’t even put myself up to telling her to be happy
because she is still my love
Even if I die, am I not for her?
Even if you keep looking, am I not for her?
Even though I resent her, I can’t even hold her once more
I know that but I can’t help it
because I love her.

 

 

“I Hope”

As days and months passed by You didn't call me
Tears fall and my heart hurts
No, it's only temporary
It's probably not, it's probably not
It's probably not, maybe you appease me but
The empty space that you left grows

Even if I see you again, you are my love
Even if I see you hundreds of times, I am your love
You are my love that the heavens have granted
You've only lost your way for a little while
If I am born again, all I want is you
If I love again, all I want is you
You'll come back, you'll come back
Because I don't exist without you

You told me you loved me
Just where did you go, leaving me behind?
My two hands that you held, even our promise
How could you leave me and break that promise?

It's got to be a dream, it's got to be a dream
It's got to be a dream, maybe I've been fooled but
It is sorrowful that I am left alone

Even if I see you again, you are my love
Even if I see you hundreds of times, I am your love
You are my love that the heavens have granted
You've only lost your way for a little while
If I am born again, all I want is you
If I love again, all I want is you
You'll come back, you'll come back
Because I don't exist without you

I thought that this was all only a nightmare
I just want to wake up from this dream

When today passes and I open my eyes again tomorrow
I'll hope for this to be a dream and not a reality
I'll hope for all this to have been a dream even more realistic than reality
I want you, I still want you

Even if I look back, you are my love
Even if I look thousands of times, I am your love
You are my love that the sky has permitted

We were just momentarily separated
I only want you even if I see other women
I only want you even if I love another
You'll come back, you'll come back
Because I don't exist without you

Every night I pray
So i can be happy not miserable
You can't love another man except me
I has to be you
My heart saying it's you
I'm not changing

If I am born again all I want is you
If I am born again, all I want is you
If I love again, all I want is you
You'll come back, you'll come back
Because you don't exist without me

Omooo~!! I love Ft. Island & their songs so much!! lagu2

dorang byk yg menyentuh perasaan siot..I like~

hehehe..Go Go Go Ft. Island!!

p/s: pda sape2 yg heartbroken tu..siler lah layan lgu2

dorang yg brtajuk “missing u”,”until u return” ,”bad

woman”,”letting u go”, “love sick”, “lie” n etc..confirm

meleleh air mate tu..

if nak diikutkan lgu dorang mmg byk yg

bergenre “heartbroken”..ade gak genre “hepi2” like “i

hope”, “baby luv”, “marry me” n etc..but for me..i prefer

lgu dorang yg merundum prasaan..mmg seswai sgt dgn

suara si Hong Ki =)

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--holiday--

masa brlalu snguh pantas skali kan..haizz sdar x sdar just

left 2 days b4 i need to go back to sandakan..omo~!!

damee!!! byk lgi bnda yg aku blom buat ni..blum print

notes..blum study (erm ekceli mmg xde dlm list pun)..blum

blaja masak nasi dagang (omo hbis lah aku

kene pelempang dgn  ema nnti)..and yg paling penting aku

blom g tunaikan janji aku nak tulis entry sal life in

Sandakan rite..omo ottukay??

ekceli i dunno wat to

write..somemore these few days aku dok busy “menservis”

blog..dah brmacam2 layout aku try..at last aku choose

layout yg skang aku tgh gune ni…so far i like it..i hope

korang pun ske..klau korang x ske lantak korang

ler..bukan blog korang jga kan muahahaha..

p/s: bout the entry, i’ll try find some time to write bout

it..hope can settle b4 go back to Sandakan..btw..huhuhu

can i have i more week holiday??

Prof Chin: NI DE TOU!!

hahahaha k lah..i think enuff lah hoo..see u guys in the

next entry!! Adioss amigos!

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