huhuhuhu...disaster!! disaster!! disaster!! i think there’s no other term except for “disaster” to describe my performance during exam baru2 ni..
its totally disaster!! even to think bout it pun dah buat sy rsa sakit hati..inikan pulak nak me’recap’ kembali setiap detik yang dilalui..hayooo %$&*($#@!$#!&*!
memandangkan sy dah janji kat korang ntuk crita psal tu..so..terpaksalah sy gagahkan diri ntuk mengingat kembali detik2 memalukan tu..haizz…
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1st July 2010 ----> OSCE
sejujurnya, i’m not well prepared for the OSCE...tu pun nasib ler mlm b4 osce kmi ade wat study group..at least i gained something..
biler ros bgi tau yg subject ntuk osce esok is a stimulate subject..i feel bit lega..at least we all know that the finding definitely will be normal..means doc only want to see how we perform the physical examination..so..i guess xdelah sesusah mana kan..yang penting confident jek..
for me myself..sy fokus more on PE..tu pun just for cardiovascular, respiratory and abdomen..ntuk examination ulcer, lump and yg berkaitan dgn surgery, i dun fokus so much..
plus lect universal precaution from dr WM pun sy x cover habis...which at the end make me feel sssoooooooooo dammmmnnnnnnn menyesal!!!!!! nape lah sy x study psal tu sume???? nape lah i take things so lightly???? doishhteeee nurul??? doishhtee??
menyesal pun dah tak berguna...nasi dah jadi hangit dah pun..cant do anything oredi (T.T)
during hari bersejarah itu..
most of my geng kene sesi pagi including me...exam start on 9am..chalen n siti antara group yg terawal..sy plak kene group yang last2...tempat exam ada 2..either kat lecture hall or csl room...mulenye sy ingat group sy di csl..cuakk giler biler sy dgr 1 of the lecturer yg jga csl was Dr SSSS…omo!!?? sei lo sei lo..klau silap skit, confirm kene marah kaw2..die loo..dah ler sy x brape study psal kes2 surgery esp lump..mmg brani mati ko ni nurul..
skalinye..biler sy p check nama sy d attendance list..hehehehe fuuuhhh thank God...my group ekceli at lecture hall...not at csl..fiiuuhhh lega!! at least i dun have to face dr S >.<
before kmi sume dipanggil ke exam room..kmi kene kuarantin lam library..omo..baru hari tu sy tau kewujudan library kat clinical blok tu..hahaha dah sebulan stay situ but only realize bout it during dat day..punya sandi..
masa kene kuarantin tu..sy byk habiskan msa revise bout sequence2 PE..lgsung x fokus on universal precaution n other topic like radiology..then, biler sy nmpak ada antra kwn2 yg tgh berdiskus , sy pun join r skali..ekceli sy lebih sng ingat biler sy tgk org berbincang bout the topic rather than i read it by myself..
when bilangan org dlm lib tu makin sikit..tense mule menyelubungi diri..adoooii cuakk sioott..mcm pengalaman 1st time osce masa 1st year dulu..nasib ler ada kewujudan En Taib..haha at least kurang r skit rasa gugup kmi2 yg tgal last2 tu..en taib mmg sporting habis! sempat lgi dia bgi tipsssss ntuk kmi..tp kbykan tips yg dibagi, kmi dah tau awal esp soalan psal stetoskop tu..but info psal ophthalmoscope tu ade r jga bntu kmi skit2..
oh ye ekceli sy ada 1 pengakuan nak dibuat..hope korang x marah ye..hik3..
as i mentioned b4..sy antra gp yg last kan..time tu cuma tgal bout 20 org jek lgi..sblum kmi sume kene bwa p kuarantin dlm disc room, en taib ada tnya kite org..dia mention yg pesanan tu dtg dri korang2 yg dah hbis exam..
en taib tnya.."boleh tak lepaskan budak2 yg dah habis exam td?? kesian dorang kene kuarantin dri td..”
biler sy dgr pertanyaan en taib tu..sy jwb mcm ni.."manaaa boleeehhh...tak adil laa klau dorang balik dulu..”
erm ekceli time tu sy tgh bercakap dgn tiah..adoii x sngka suara sy kuat smpaikan en taib bleh terdengar apa yg sy ckp..
then en taib pun balas.."haaa beeetulll tuu..so tak boleh bagi dorang balik dulu lah kan..”
hahahaha..sorry guys...nmpaknya korang trpksalah tnggu kmi slesai bru bleh balik..akekeke..
ok enuff2.. asyik intro jek dri td..biler nak msuk part examnye...hahaha erm ape kata smbung ntuk next entry..penat lah wei..
reader: Omo!! tak boleh!! ko pikir ko pnya penat ja..kmi pnya penat ko x pikir ka..alang2 smbung sja baa..ko ni sja ja mo kin pnas kmi kan haizz..
ek eleh korang ni..bnyak songeh plak..ape lah yg korang penatkan sgt tu?? stakat baca jak pun..no need energy wat!
reader: hehe ala lek laa..dun hot2..aiseh alang2 ko dh buat intro tu..smbung jek lah part inti pati.."alang-alang mnyeluk perkasam..biar smpai ke pngkal lengan” tak gitu?? smbung jek lah cik writer oo..kmi dh tak sbr nak tau apa yg brlaku time osce tu..
ish ish ish yelah2...lets continue...
about 12pm plus2 kmi berarak msuk ke lecture hall..omo..tuhan jek tau rasa debaran di hati time tu..if buat inspection confirm bleh nmpak dgn jelas apex beat sy hahaha..
setelah melangkah msuk ke lect hall...en taib brief kmi regarding the timing..yg x bleh bla biler en taib tnjukkan 1 kadbod yg bertulis “2 minutes left”..yg lawaknya bleh2 plak ada perkataan “yeaahh” dkat hujung kad tu..ampeh btol laa..perlu kee??
after siap briefing..kmi pun brdri d position msing2..my position at station 2..examination of neck lump..
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1st station - NEck Lump
lect yg jga station tu was Dr basim..omo..kecut jga perut biler nmpak dr..but i try to act cool..after sy introduce dri kat dr, dgn cepatnya dr bgi arahan.."please do examination of neck for this lady”
omo!?? blur...plus dr want me to do running commentary..adehh sei lo..but thankfully i’m not 100% blur..i still can perform the PE wlpun kbykan msa dr yg try to stimulate me..haizz nasib ler dr x marah..klau sy dpt dr S..confirm dah kene teruk..
ekceli sy blur coz dunno whether i shud only examine the lump or seluruh neck..mmg sy tau arahan yg diberikan suh examine the neck kan..but biler sy trnmpak jek “lump”..mind sy dah set ntuk examine lump jek..x terpikir pun sequence ntuk examine neck..
at first lancar jek sy describe psal inspection n palpation..part palpation sy juz describe psal lump tu jek..then biler dr ask wat more..sy mule blur..aik ape lgi yg perlu di palpate? bukan ker sy dah describe hbis psal lump td??
omo..start situlah sy jdi mkin blur..dr give hint n i manage to palpate trachea n SCM..but yg sandinya..otak sy time tu dok pikir..perlu ke buat tu sume? bukan just perlu fokus part lump tu ke?
then proceed p palpate lymph nodes..haizz i did wrong method..i shud “slide” my finger instead of “play piano”..i sure die one if the examiner was dr S..huhu
pastu dr tnya lgi wat shud i do next..sy still dlm fasa blur..omo..ape lgi yg perlu dibuat ni?then dr bgi hint “what u shud do wif the equipment inside ur labkot?”
stetoskop?? adeh nak auscultate ape plak ni?? mind sy asyik dok pikir psal lump tu jek..takde bnda lain..so sy pikir kne auscultate lump tu..sy bntai ler place diaphragm tu pda “lump” makcik tu..then dr ask wat to hear? haa yg ni mmg x dpt jwb coz msa dah hbis..dr pun bgi tau ler jwpnnya “u hear for bruit”..sy pun “ooo” jek laa..
omoooo...after sy analyze balik ape yg brlaku..yg part auscultate tu sy still confuse..ape yg ptut sy auscultate sbnarnya?? lump tu ke or CAROTID??
i just realize that wat dr want me to do is to examine the neck not just examine the lump..i know dr already state it clearly at the beginning..the main point is to show the steps from a-z how to do a examination of neck..hayyooo napalah sy bengong sgt time tu..
haizz klau mkcik tu takde lump pasti sume ni tak terjadi kan...at least my fokus nda kene distracted dgn kewujudan lump dia tu..Lol adeke patut slhkan org plak..dah mmg salah diri sndri..sape suh x study!! nurul nurul..x dpt den nak nolong x_x
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2nd station - ulcer
wait a suprise..brabis sy ingat ada subject ntuk station tu..rupenye just describe ulcer dlm gmbar jek..hoho good oso..
examiner for that station was dr U tin nu..hallu dr..shashiburi ne..haiizz miss dr as my pupuk supervisor..doisshhte kene shift p Dr A..huhu strict baa dia..byk lgi tu soalan..i dun like! omoo terlari topik ler plak haha..
oraitt for this station..i guess i did my very best oredi..thanks a lot to dr coz gve me some hint hihi..but at the same time make me bit stress oso coz dr keep on asking.."wat more..wat more”
haiiizz mau jek sy pigi jwab “OMO!!” dkat tu dr..haha sudah kering dah idea but dr still ask “wat more”..ayyooo..sabar jak lah..
msa describe ulcer tu..lma sy terpikir how to describe dia pnya “floor” tu..adehh apekah bnda yg brwarna putih n kuning tu?? attukooii..klau wrna pink / merah snang ler jga mo describe..isk3..
sy bntai jek jwab granulation tissue (even though sy tau kaler dia suppose to be pink)..adehh hentam jek laa..biler dr dgr jek jwpan sy, dia pun beri renungan yg tajam..then dia ckp ler.."nooooo...if granulation tsue..the color must be..” sy pun jwb “pink..” then dr ask.."so..what tissue is dat?”
omoooo...no idea leehh..then tb2 sy tringat psal necrotic tisu..sy pun jwb ler “erm necr tisu” dr angguk but still x puas hti dgn jwpan sy..he proceed ask me “true necr tisu..but wat we kol it?” adehh dr ni..ape lgi yg dia nak ni..sy pun ckp ler “dead tisu?”..hoho rsanya dr dah penat nak keep on stimulate me..so dia pun bgi tau ler.."it is a slough”
haayoo slough ke plak..susah beno nak pikir prkataan tu..ekceli kan if b4 this sy go through bout “diabetic foot” confirm it will make me easy to answer all the qs..ntuk ulcer sy juz p bca bku surgery yg photostet tu..its juz describe ulcer as a general..teda sentuh pun psal diabetic foot..hayoo..wat a waste..
hbis psal inspection..beralih pgi palpation..haha part yg ni lah buatkan sy stress..slain to palpate tenderness, temperature n base of ulcer..i cant think of other thing to be palpate..dr plak keep on asking “wat more”..
lma btol sy pikir..then dr sebut “u shud palpate for any deformity..the muscle..the sensory..all the cns component coz u’re dealing with diabetic patient..so there must be nephropathy”
sy pun angguk tanda mengerti..ingatkan dah hbis dah..skalinya..dr once again ask me.."so besides all that..wat other thing u shud palpate?”
?????omoooo..doctor..i tot we oredi finished...haiizz ape lgi yg aku nak jwab ni..coz dah takde idea..sy ulang balik point2 “tenderness,palpate for numbness”..guess wat..dr said “haaiyaa u oredi mentioned it before..wat more..wat more”
(@_@) arrrghhh help mee!!
dr tgk sy still dlm keadaan blur..so dia bgi lgi hint..he ask “wat u shud palpate if dis is a case of cancer? imagine u’re dealing wif breast cancer..” then bru sy dpt terfikir psal lymph node..tp dr nak tau apa nma lymph node yg perlu dipalpate tu..isk3..sy bantai jwab popliteal LN..dr ckp “its hard to feel the LN at popliteal..u shud palpate inguinal LN”
cam biasa..sy mengangguk tnda mengerti..and again..dr ungkap lgi ayat keramat dia.."wat more?” addooii sabar jek lah..tp kali ni dr dgn pantasnya give me hint..dia tnjuk dkt dorsal of foot n ask me “wat u palpate here?”
hayooo pulse!!! napelah sy x terpikir dri tadi..hari tu dr rashidi dah berkali-kali ingatkan psal tu..dah ler sy yg kene pangil kat depan perform the examination..awaatt ler hang tak ingat nurul ooooiii!!
overall ok lah kot performance sy ntuk station ulcer tu..i oredi did yg termampu..hehe thanks dr for ur help..
p/s: nasib sy tak kene dgn dr shahril..hehe coz dr pnya soalan lgi kick..byk tnya psal anatomy..siap tnya ape nma bone dkat ankle tu....hoho i have no idea at all..tp dorang ckp dr shahril ok ape..lawak..haha mana taknya..dulu brabis dr ckp jgn palpate ulcer tu kan..then if ada dr lain yg arahkan ntuk palpate ulcer tu..inform dia..
end up..he the 1 yg mngeluarkan arahan tersebut..amnah ada crita, dia blur skejap bile dr suh dia palpate meja (imagine meja tu base of ulcer)..amnah tnya “haah?palpate?” dr ckp “aku suh ko palpate..palpate jek lah”
haha amnah pun bantai jek lah g palpate meja tu..then dr tnya “ape yg ko rasa?” amnah jwb “keras” then dr tnya lgi “so, klau keras..ape nma bnda tu” amnah pun jwb ler “bone”..
haha sound interesting ler plak biler osce dgn dr shahril kan..slamber badak jek dr gune term “aku-ko”..haha sempoii!! ekceli crita tu sy dgr sndri dri amnah..time tu sy melepak bilik tiah coz nak mnta print lect note..memang semangat giler amnah bercerita..penuh dgn expression muka hahaha..
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3rd station - xray
i guess there’s no much to describe regarding this station...yg penting ntuk station ni..baru sy rsa 10 minutes tu lama betul..station sblom ni rsa mcm kejap jek msa berlalu haizz..
well i didnt expect yg abdomen x ray oso be 1 of the qs..haiizz dgn yakinnya kmi sume ingat chest x ray yg kuar..skalinya ada mega sale..buy 1 free 1..haha both chest n abdomen x ray came out..
omooo..nasib ler soalan dia suh label jek...tp tu pun ade yg sy tak tau..so pe lgi..hentam jek la...pasrahhh...
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4th station - universal precaution
wuuuuuu station ni lah the worssttttt station ever!!! i really phobia to berhadapan dgn Dr WM anymore..hope dr tak ingat siapa sy...haiizzz..
as i steps inside the station...i almost syncope after saw all those manequine and equiptments..omooo?? ottukayy?? do i need to perform the venipuncture??? ottukay2??
i went near to dr n read the trigger..smbil2 tu dr oso try to explain wat shud i do..but..i cant concentrate wat dr talk bout..coz i already diserang Blur after melangkah msuk ke station tu..
i totally screwed out in this station..muka sy mmg 100% showed expression “blur” and “confius”..dr oso look at me dgn expression muka confius..isskkkk memalukan oo..
u know wat..i forgot to tie tornique kit and palpate vein..first thing yg sy p buat, i do hand rub n pkai gloves..then sy kluarkan syringe n psang the needle..omooo 1st time sy p buat tu sume..x tau ler btol ke x cra yg sy buat..but 95% i think my method of handling the needle totally x correct..i definitely can harm myself..
time tu sy btol2 menyesal..coz during csl uni precaution hri tu..sy x p tgk dr buat demo dkat csl..hbis jek lecture sy dgn tiah p solat coz time tu kmi rush nak clerk case for bst (tragedi bst me n tiah..erm i oredi describe psal ni dlm entry before2 this)
back to story..
msa sy buat alcohol swab bru sy tringat psal tornique kit n palpate vein tu sume..so sy explain to dr that i shud buat tu sume before i proceed to do the alcohol swab..dr just angguk n ask me to proceed..but dr x suh sy prick the needle inside the vein..dr said “just imagine u already perform the venipuncture..so wat will u do with the pt’s blood”
dgan tergagap-gagapnya sy jwb ler letak dlm test tube..after that, disposed the syringe n needle dlm bioharzard bin..
orait finished wif 1st task...2nd task..dr ask me wat will u do if u accindentally prick urself wif needle that filled wif pt’s blood??
can u guys imagine...i cant answer anything..i was at 150% state of blur!!! i didnt cover habis the lecture..i didnt read anything bout the screening or wat ever it is..
haizz but the point is..although u didnt read bout it..u shud use ur common sense to answer it rite?? nurul nurul nurul..arrrrggggghhhhhhh u’re so dumb..bnda mcm tu pun tak leh pikir ke!!?? ooohhh goshhh memalukan!!!
dr even questioning me whether i attend his lecture or not..coz he said he already mentioned bout it twice in his lecture...wuuu i did attend the lecture..but i cant recall anything!! shitt!!
at that point i already feel that i might fail for this osce..coz dr shahril once said that..if u dunno basic so u’re gone! dr will not fail student bcoz they dun know bout specific thing..but dr definitely will fail student if they dunno bout basic thing..
in my case..haha theres a high possibility for me to fail rite?? its a universal precaution!! dr must expect that every student shud know very well bout it..coz u cant become a doctor if u know nothing on how to protect urself!!
that shud be my greatest lesson ever!! i already pasrah..if i failed bcoz of that..i will accept it dgn hati yg terbuka..its better i did the mistake during this time..we learnt from mistake rite..by doing mistake we will remember it forever and definitely will not gonna repeat the same mistake in the future!! hopefully!
ok i guess finish wif this station..haha sorry if ayat di atas mengandungi unsur2 yg kurang menyenangkan..btw..i feel so much better after i luahkan sume tu...wat i can do now is berserah jek kat Allah swt..no matter wat is the result..i will accept it dgn hati yg redha..
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5th station - equipmentsssssss
OMG!! i tot there r only 2 equipments..haizzz klau kes xray tadi buy 1 free 1..kali ni buy 1 free 4...omo..byk jga tu..
i only can recognize 3 out of 5..the 3 definitely are the stethoscope, tornique kit and ophthalmoscope..
haizz every station mmg menjajinkan suprise yang berbeza kan..Lol..tu lah..sape suh takes thing easily..u tot u’re in 1st year meh only kene ask bout stethoscope >.<
the other 2 i only hentam..but thankfully the yellow thing i hentam betul..ekceli it is a urine catheter..but i only write catheter..erm hopefully still can get mark..then the other 1..hahaha omo..apa yg sy hentam mmg jauh panggang dri api..when i ask my friends wat it is..they told me that it is the nasogastric tube..dgr jek jwpan dorang..rsa mcm nak tergelak biler pikir jwpan yg sy letak...ermm definitely i wont tell u guys wat i wrote bout the thing..hahaha biarlah sy,examiner n tuhan jek yg tau k..privacy tu penting hehehehe..
hmm msa tgh menjawab tu, en T plak rajin beno g masuk n usha2 equipments tu..aikk takkan ler ada lgi student yg still blum msuk dwan exam..bukan kmi gp last ke?? so ape motif en T usha2 bnda2 tu sume if klau bukan ntuk bgi tips kat student??..hadooyy buat sy tak senang duduk jek..haha sy takut incase en T trnmpak jwpan sy..kin malu jak nnti..
p/s: haizz i forgot after our turn..ade lgi student ntuk sesi petang..hahaha en T..u’re roooxxx!! thanks ya!
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6th station - history taking
ooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh nooooooooo!!! i cant believe the person that gonna assess me was my papa..wuuu dr hmp??? seeiii loooo!!! rsa mcam nak tercabut jantung sy time tu...huhu b4 this kan dah byk kali kene tegur dgn dr coz i dun have any confident..dr oso not so sastified wif my performance before this..haaiizz fobiaa sioott!!
die loo me if i screwed out in front of dr...how will i change back dr’s bad impression towards me?? how??
huhu time tu mmg nervous sgt2..i read the trigger..haizz pnjang jga..but i dun fokus on wats the qs ekceli want me to do..the qs clearly stated ask history of chest pain..but sy plak brabis p tnya psal bnda lain..tp smpat tnya smpai past medical hist jek..then bru kene stop oleh dr coz dr ask me to present..
time tu sy dah gelabah coz dlm fikiran sy..i havent finish yet my hist taking..hahaha nurul2..len kali plizz read the trigger carefully wokeyy!!!!! u just asked to take hist regarding the chest pain..yg ko p pndai2 tnya smpai PMH tu apsal?? wasting time btol...
Lol patutlah msa sy tnya psal systemic review..pkcik tu pndang sy semacam..maybe b4 this takde students yg tnya dia psal tu kot haha..
erm klau nak direcap balik..i did ask bout the chest pain based on the formula “SOCRATES”..but i think i forgot to ask bout the severity..
haizz msa present dpan dr..dunno lah how my confidence level..rsanya pda mata dr..i still need to learn mooooooooreeeee!!
in my presentation, i did cover bout the site, onset, radiation, charac of pain and all those aggr n relieving fact..then dr ask , from the history how u differentiate btwn MI and angina? haizz i juz answer MI usually x relieve by rest but angina can..hayoo i forgot to mention bout the “sympathetic symptoms”..for the case of MI, most commonly it will assoc wif nausea n vomiting..whereas angina dun have those symptoms..isk3 napelah otak sy x berfungsi time tu..
pastu, dr ask me the diagnosis..hoho since dr dah mention psal angina n MI tadi..so sy jwb ler MI..diff diag plak ckp jek angina..but biler dr ask wats the causes of chest pain other than cardiac cause..gagap2 sy jwb haha..omo..hantam jek lah sgala pleural effusion, pneumothorax etc..
then turn dr aye2 mar plak tnya..dr ask bout investigation..sy just sempat mentioned ecg, chest xray and cardiac enzyme..then timesss up!!
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haizz sy kuar dgn expression muka yg blur..i dun even notice that was my last station oredi..hayoo i tot ada lgi station next..tgal sy 1 org jek dlm lect hall tu..yg len dah lesap..
sy melangkah longlai ke arah bilik SGD ntuk ambik beg..haizz everyone already there..and their expression look so happy..well i guess i’m the 1 that screwed out so badly..haizz..
then i walked to blik ict tmpat dorang sume berkumpul..Lol..they all seems so damn happy..ni yg mmbuatkan sy rsa mcm nak nangis T.T huhuhu is it really i’m the only 1 yg perform so badly just now?? haiizz..
arrghhh dun want to think bout it anymore..so, finish OSCE..we all p makan at uncle’s bob..haizz sempat lgi c amin racing dgn dorang mizah n leena..end up mizah yg smpai dulu haha..ala doesnt matter maa..yg penting everyone tiba di destinasi dgn selamat =)
p/s: hmm i guess msa dlm kreta tu i did terlepas ckp bout something rite..sorry..i just joking..didnt meant to hurt ur feeling..
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2nd july 2010 ----> MEQ + ViVa
yoooshhhh lets continue our story on 2nd day of exam..ekceli at first i plan to write bout it in another entry..but i guess better juz continue in dis entry..coz i dun have much to elaborate..
haha xkan ler korang expect sy nak describe setiap soalan meq tu?? giler ape!!??
hmm mlm before exam tu..haizz bleh2 plak tido awal..slamber badak jek tido wlpun tau byk lgi lectures yg blum kaver..adeehh sifu pnya psal la ni..sy tgk sifu rilek jek g tido..so sy pun join r skali..Lol nurul2..at least c alynn dah kaver byk..so biaq pi lah if dia nak tido awal..yg ko tu..bru kaver hbis 1 lect dr tan trus nak g tido?? haha brani mati btol!
omo..dah mata ni tak dpt tahan anymore..nak wat camne..klau paksa dri pun tak gune kan..better g tido..at least bleh gak recharge energy yg byk guna time osce siang tadi..dun worry, sok pgi bgun ler awal study..
keesokan paginya..omo!! almost kul 6am..haizz kononnya nak bgun awal..end up mcm biasa jga bgun..mmg confirm x smpat nak study ni..
pagi tu..ada event menarik yg berlaku...sy pelik coz sifu ajak jlan eventhough ros blum muncul..aik x naik dgn ros ke? then sifu bgi tau..dia ada msj ros tp ros x reply msj..dats why sifu ajak jln jek dulu..
msa kmi dah smpai bwah..jam dh pkul 7..tgk2 takde pun bus lgi..haizz x kan bus dah jln..matilah kmi..kmi tgk kreta ros still ada..so decide ntuk tngu ros..
tb2 nmpak edith trun..edith bgi tau dia ada msj ros nak mnta tmpang incase bus dah jln..ros ckp ok n suh edith trun time tu..then x lama,terdengar ros mnjerit dri atas..dia tnya bus dah jln blom? time tu bus bru jek smpai..kmi ckp blum..then ros ckp dia trtngal kunci kreta dlm blik n claimed x dpt msuk bilik ambik (maybe kunci bilik oso tertingal dlm bilik)..
end up kmi sume naik bus pagi tu..even dorang amin pun naik bus haha..ingatkan kreta rosak..rupenye amin sja xnak bwa kreta coz dia nak smbung study dlm bus..to tell the truth, sy tak prasan pun ada amin dlm bus..sy juz prasan c ed jek..coz ed duk dpan..sy pelik gak nape ed naik bus?kene tngal dgn amin ke? hoho...
ros seems sooooo angry time tu coz her labkot ada dlm kreta..adehh sian plak sifu coz kene “marah” dgn ros..ros ckp disebabkan msj sifu lah dia trtngal kunci kreta dlm blik...omo..
but dorang dah berbaik baa..ros dah apologize dgn sifu bout that...
erm kesian ros..mcm2 yg berlaku pagi tu..smpai jek kat siswi..haizz pnyalah sesak dgn manusia..smpaikan takde space ntuk duduk..suddenly, fenny tnya fara yg duk sblah sy..whether fara ada ubat sakit kpala x?
b4 sempat fara bgi..kim dulu yg hulurkan panadol ke fenny..kmi pelik jga napa feny mnta ubat tu..coz klau diikutkan feny seems sihat2 jek..
rupa2nya c ros yg diserang sakit kepala..huhu sian dia..smpaikan terbaring kat atas lantai..muka ros nmpak pucat btol..mcm org nak pengsan..nasib baik dia bertambah ok after mkn panadol..
pagi tu mmg x dinafikan byk dugaan yang ros hadapi..tertingal kunci bilik..kunci kreta..labkot..headache..haizz menambahkan lagi koleksi “bad luck” within our geng..
“hopefully after this kmi sume dijauhkan dri perkara2 buruk dan dri segala musibah...Ya Allah lindungilah kami dan permudahkanlah segala urusan kami..kuatkanlah hati kami untuk menempuh segala dugaan dan cabaran..bantulah kami sekiranya kami dalam kesulitan dan kesusahan..semoga Engkau pereratkanlah hubungan persahabatan antara kami..semoga ikatan persahabatan kami kekal utuh walau apa pun yang terjadi..amminnn..”
haha gomen..nmpaknya terlari topic ler plak..but hopefully setiap yang terjadi tu ada hikmah yang terselindung di sebaliknya..insya’Allah..
orait..jom2 back to the track..
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we start with MEQ..
nothing much to say..overall i did bad in this meq..same as OSCE..adoii i dun even manage to finish up all 12 qs..huhuhu die!!!
sy byk habiskan msa mnjawab soalan bout hist taking tu..isk3 ampeh btol lah..soalan dr shamsur yg drug n plasma protein tu sy juz biarkan kosong..omo..dunno wat to write..
then soalan clinical len..just hentam2 jek..tu pun tak habis sy jawab..haayooo dunno lah..yang penting i did welly welly welly welly bad in the MEQ..i dun want to think bout it anymore!!! arghhhh tension!!
lets proceed to viva plak..
ViVa...
i guess everyone feel so damn nervous bout the ViVa..coz definitely this time pnya viva different from our previous viva during 1st n 2nd year..
we could be ask anything by the dr..all those things that we filled in our log book definitely will be ask in the viva..but most probably to be ask is the procedures..
so, kbyakn kmi mmg fokus study bout the procedures..i study bout the bone marrow aspiration,lumbar puncture, oxygen therapy, ecg, pleural tap, venipuncture..
but end up..
dr dun even ask anything regarding the procedures..Lol..buat penat jek bca..for my station..dr yg handle were dr KKN and the other one sy x familiar..but the male dr really nice leh..hehe both of them try to calm me down n tell me not to be so tense..just relax..
dr only ask about my case clerking..they ask bout the disease..the causes..the investigation and the management..ade skali tu dr just mentioned the pt’s name n ask me wats the case about..Lol..dah ler yg ditanya tu case yg sy “cilok” dri sifu...nasib ler sy ingat..
overall i think i did better in viva compare to OSCE n MEQ..haizz dunno lah..ape yg bleh buat skang just tawakal..i already buat yang termampu..
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yooosshh!! so..we finished wif exam stuff!!! lets move on to something else..
hahaha funny!! dat day..just left 7 of us waiting for bus to went back hostel..we quite suprised when saw dorang kaymint balik naik kreta..then kak ar bersuara..klau kaymint naik bus..sape yg nak kol abg bus??
so, dgn pantasnya amin p tmpat kaymint n asking bout the number..haizz penantian satu penyiksaan...rsanya ader lah dlm sejam kmi duk nunggu ketibaan abg bus..
Lol sandi kan..bleh2 plak hri tu both amin n ros x bwa kreta..so trpksa r tnggu bus..org len plak dah lma lesap...isk3 geng kmi ni mcm kene jampi jek..mcm2 dugaan yg kmi dpt spjg posting icmp ni..
"haizz very stressfull! YOU KNOW!?” (agak2 ingat tak dialog sapekah itew?? hahaha)
oraitt hbis crite psal bus..jom crite psal kbox plak..hehe hri tu ros dgn baik hatinya sponsor kbox for 2 hours..thanks ya..
kmi smpai2 jek bilik trus bersiap2..dekat kul 6 kmi bertolak p 1B..amin pun join skali but he drive asing..we all meet wif amin at kfc..
msa makan tu..tak bleh bla btol dgr imaginary story of amin n ros bout persamaan sifu with “miss C”..hahaha sabar ye sifu >.<
after momom..kmi p survey movie..but sayangnya takde movie best so we decide to karaoke only..
fulamak mmg enjoy habisler berkbox slama 2 jam..sakit tekak YOU KNOW..mcm2 lagu yg kmi bntai..pop..rock..balada..rnB..even dangdut pun kmi sapu hak3..
haizz yg sadisnya biler most of the songs yg me n ros plih dun have the lyric..hayoo trpksalah kmi skip lgu tu..wuuu kin panas ni..next time kene bwa lirik siap2 haha..
amin cam biasa..wajib nyanyi lgu mawi and AXL..haha yg lawaknya sifu x habis2 kenekan amin..rajin btol sifu dok bersorak ntuk amin...smpaikan malu amin dibuatnya...pelik bin ajaib..coz slalunya dorang 2 ni tak sebulu..ade pape ke ni? akekeke..
sifu plak..hahaha lagu “yellow submarine” tu mmg meninggalkan kesan ke atas dri sy oo..skang ni sy still dpt bayangkan sifu tgh mnyanyi lgu tu >.<
overall i did have great time wif them..paling best part kmi nyanyi rmai2 lgu “asyik” , “gadis melayu” and “gemilang”..haha nak terputus urat biler nyanyi lgu jac tu..mmg over hbis!!
after kbox, amin seems rush to somewhere else..dunno laa..yg penting i didnt hear any news bout him after kbox mlm tu..hope he just doing fine..
kmi 3 plak smpat usha org main “monopoly” before sngah p big apple’s beli tempahan ntuk kak ar..hehehe ensem oo mat salleh yg men monopoly tu..haiizz tp sygnya gf dia pun ada kat sna duk cheering2..adehh terlepas peluang T.T hahaha
rsanya dekat kul 9 lebih kmi smpai bilik..mlm tu ros tido bilik kiteorg..kak ar pun ada p blik..tp dia x tido skali..yg penting mereka bertiga ni mmg bising btol dok ketawa melayan video korea 2pm..haizz sabo jek lahh..
sy tido agak awal mlm tu..b4 kul 12 lgi sy tido..fuuhh nikmat betul tido after exam kan haha...
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sabtu - 3rd July 2010
waatt a boring day..i woke up early..before 6 dah terjaga..lol dah terbiasa kot..bgun2 jek trus p mandi n mnghadap laptop smpai ke petang..
my actvt mestilah dok mengupdate blog..dorang ros plak went bbq at rumah chalen..ooommoo jeless oo sy..hmm at first nak join but biler pikir2 balik..susah ler plak..coz klau pegi pun buka sy bleh makan jga kan...
so, sepanjang hri tu sy duk di blik update blog..smbil2 tu ade r jga dok praktis vokal dlm bilik..hihi kite kene r gunekan peluang yg ada dgn bernas..tak gitu??
mlm tu i received msj from sifu..she ask me to shut down her notebook..then she mentioned that dorang x balik malam tu..dorang sleepover kat rumah chalen...omo..kejam..leave me sorang2 di blik aa..
at first trasa lah jga..tp bile pikir balik bukan slah dorang pun..sy sndri yg x nak ikut pda mulanya kan..soo ok fine..haha looks like i’ll spent the nite alone..but nvm..i oredi get use laa..>.<
since tomorrow noon my father will come to fetch me back..sy pun decide p tuntut balik my external yg edith pinjam..sy takut tak sempat nak tngu dorang balik esok..dats why i went find kim dlm kul 11pm lebih smata-mata p tuntut external..Lol rupanya kim blum hbis transfer movie dlm tu..so i have to wait bout 15 minutes..aiyakk kekok ler plak coz b4 this mana penah borak ber2 dgn kim..btw sempat jgalah kene shot dgn soalan panas dri kim..haizz no komen..
balik dri bilik kim..sy smbung lgi update blog..haha sandi kan..pnyalah lama sy mengupdate blog..then dlm kul 2 lebih kot bru sy start paking barang...kul 5 lebih bru sy tido..walawehh pnyalah penat...skalinya tgh syiok2 tido tu sy dikejutkan dgn pngilan miss edith..omo rupanya edith dtg nk pnjam external..dia blum hbis transfer movie lgi..sy pun bgi jek lah..
then sy smbung tido balik..adooii tgh best2 melayan mimpi..sy terbgun due to msj ringtone..aarrrghhh kin panas...kacau btol lah..x smpat pun lgi sy “baca habis” dah terjaga dri tido..omo..sy try tido balik incase bleh resume mimpi tadi..but sayangnya tak berjaya..wat a waste..hayooo dat was the sweetest dream i ever had hahahahaha >.<
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sunday - 4th July 2010
after terjaga dari mimpi yang indah...sy pun pegilah mandi..b4 p mndi tu trsrmpak dgn edith yg dtg ke blik coz waiting them ntuk p mkan..
haha sorry to edith n sifu coz i gave them my “sour face”..tell the truth i ekceli trasa dgan kes smalam..haizz but dun worry laa..i’m ok already..klau tak, takde maknenye sy nak join korang p makan kan..
before this kan sy mentioned yg my dad will come at noon..but msa sy tido tu, dpt msj from my mom..she said they will come bit late coz my dad has some works to do..
so, i tot they will come around 4 or 5 mcm tu..dats why i decide to follow them p mkn tgh hari tu..lgipun smlam just bantai megi jek..so, i feel so damn hungry at that moment..
we went to 1B..omo..jauh jga kmi merayau cri makanan kan haha..due to financial prob..of coz ler apple’s yg jdi port mkan kmi akeke..
after mkn tu, sempat lgi kmi p kbox 1 jam..demi c edith la ni..brabis dah dia memujuk..kesian ler plak tgk anak pkcik thomas ni..so ntuk mengelakkan edith merajuk..kmi pun agree..but end up bukan edith yg briye mnyanyi..hahaha sy dgn ros plak yg excited ni...haizz..sifu plak seems not so enjoy the moment..doishtee ne?? is it lagu yg kmi plih x kene dgn jiwa sifu?
pas kbox..kmi p parkson coz c ros nak cri dompet..omo..time2 tgh nazak ler byk btol bju yg mencuri perhatian kmi..haiizz sabooo nurul saboo..jgn ikutkan sgt perasaan tu..tu suma godaan nates tu..sssyuuuhh ssyuuhhh..
penat usha baju, kmi pun p tmpat ros..walaweh ade sale 50% ler..somemore dompet2 tu sume kiut2..ekceli i almost buy 1 of the dompet tau..but bcoz byk btol tukang kritik..end up sy x jdi beli..haiizz nvm...next time bru beli lah..
msa tgh plih2 dompet tu..my mom kol n bgi tau yg dorang dah smpai pelabuhan dah..omo!! sei lo..adehh awal jga family sy smpai..td dlm msj mentioned mybe petang skit bru smpai..Lol slalu jak mcm ni..x psal2 kantoi p 1B haha..
erm nasib ler time tu kmi dah nak balik..but b4 balik, ros nak sngah McD dulu..omo..my mom plak berkali-kali kol tnya sy dah smpai ke blom..isk3 stress2..but i try to acting cool..takkan ler plak sy nak suh ros pecut balik kan..lgipun td sy yg nak ikut dorang p mkn...
rsanya ade r dlm dekat sejam family sy dok nunggu sy..hihi sorry..adeh yg kin panasnya, kreta tak dibenarkan naik atas due to pendaftaran pelajar baru..msa kmi nak naik atas pun guard tu brabis suh kmi tnjukkan matric kad..ee kin pnas btol..sifu dah tjuk kad dia..ingatkan kmi kene bgi lepas..skalinya guard tu ckp “sorang jek ke 3rd year student? yang len2 ni?” adduuiinaa geramnnya sy..dah ler sy time tu kejar masa..teda msa mo bramah mesra dgn guard tu..so, sy pun kluarkan lah mtrc kad sy..rsa mcm nak cmpak jek ke muka guard tu..byk songeh btol!
time tu sy nmpak abah sy dok parking kreta kat tepi simpang ..ayoo die..i have to carry my things from bilik smpai ke bwah??
haizz nasib ler ade sifu n edith..thanks yaa coz tolong sy angkat barang..btw sifu oso tumpang p taxi station..she said if no taxi, trpaksalah sifu follow me balik rumah..haha sukar dipercayai..but its sound interesting wat..my family definitely ok pnya..
haha but sayangnya ada plak bus balik ranau..so tak jadi lah sifu ikut sy balik...btw sifu nmpak hepi btol..haha yelah kan..dah sebulan tak jmpa family..of coz ler excited nak balik..
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sooo..i guess my entry will be end till here...hohoho sooo damn panjang kan...korang jga yg nak sy desribe pnjg2..thanks coz sudi luang msa melayan coretan sy ni..i hope u guys enjoy reading it..sorry bebanyak if ada kekasaran bahasa or ada part yg buat sape2 trasa hati..
happy holidays guys!! enjoy the holiday okay!!
ermm..btw dun forget ur PUPUK..haizz seems like we still cant have a relax holiday rite?? hahaha...apa2 pun just enjoy it laa..
p/s: chalen..omo..u said u wan to postpone the story till 3rd year finish!!?? huhuhu tell me u’re joking T.T
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