WeLcoMe To mY wOrLd

 

Hallu eveybodi!! long time no see hihi..i bet u guys msti dah x sabar nak baca the latest update from me since 2 weeks ago rite??

i have tooonnnns of things wanna to share wif u all...first of all let me start wif “malang things” that keep on happen to me during last week..klau nak dinyatakan secara specificnya..tarikh 22 Jun 2010 was really really really really a baaaaaaaaaaaaaadddddddd day for me!

juz bcoz of my kecuaian...leads to sooo many “kemalangan”..haizz its really hurt to recap it coz for sure not only me yg rsa sakit..my friends oso feel the same..really sorry guys (T.T)

critenye mcm ni..pagi tu cam biasa g kelas..my bst start at 11am..so memandangkan ada byk btol msa..sy plan ntuk stay kat siswi jek coz nak siapkan report case clerking..tp since dorang sifu pun nak kuar g cri procedures n clerk case..sy pun decide wif chalen nak g clerk pak cik ulcer..lgipun i have no case yet for bst Dr SSSSSS..

since i had lost my locker key..sy dah fobia nak letak my things dlm loker..so sy just biar ampai2 my beg kat atas sofa..haizz i’m so damn “brani” tgalkan my dompet dlm beg..coz sblum ni sy mmg letak jek dompet dlm beg..i didnt bring it along if sy p mna2..coz sy takut TERCICIR!! huhu tgk jek lah kes kunci loker tu...haizz skalinya lainnn plak “effect”nye..

balik dri clerk patient..ermm rasanya dlm kul 9 lebih kot..kmi sume g mkn dulu sblum g bst..before mkn sngah siswi dulu..msa kat siswi tu, sy tak check pun dompet sy dlm beg..coz time tu sy oredi selit duit rm5 kat matrik kad..sy siap tnya lgi sifu “rsa2 cukup tak rm5 ntuk mkn??” haha i think time tu sy dah dpt some kind of “aura” yg menandakan i will loss my dompet..

sy prasan ketiadaan dompet after balik dri bst dlm kul 1 lebih..cam biasa lah lepak kat siswi dulu before heading to dwan kuliah ntuk lecture..

after siap solat, sy buka beg ntuk ambik bedak..time tu lah bru sy prasan yg dompet sy takde dlm beg..

monolog: “aikk pelik..mane plak pegi dompet aku ni? takkan aku x bwa? haizz maybe aku trtngal kat bilik kot..coz pagi tdi before g kelas aku ada buka dompet ntuk cri kunci blik..”

so dgn berbekalkan 60% confidence...sy sangka yg dompet sy maybe trtngal kat blik..so, sy pun xde lah brabis mencari kat dlm siswi tu..yg sandinya..i dun even feel “kehilangan”..sy mcm buat tak kisah jek..haizz how to say aa..erm i dun feel bimbang sgt..

its really weird..coz klau diikutkan hati..sy mmg cepat gelabah if i have loss something..but..in dis case..sy rsa biasa jek..haizz maybe coz i believe yg dompet sy slamat brada dlm bilik..

petang tu me n siti followed amin balik..cam biasa singgah dulu parvis tapau mkanan..sy plak x tapau coz i dun hve money maa..segan ler plak nak pnjam duit dgn dorang..haha so i use excuse of “diet”..cik ct plak dgn baik hatinya belikan sy blueberry muffin kat multibake coz ct tgk sy tak tapau any food..haizz ct ni..nda jga sy kebulur baa..lgipun mmg takde slere nak mkn time tu..ape2 pun arigatou ne ct =)

 

smpai jek bilik...sy tak terpikir pun nak check dompet..sepatutnya smpai2 jek bilik, dats is the 1st thing i shud do rite? haha tp as i mention before..i dun feel worried bout my dompet..smpai bilik..dgn rileknye sy letak beg, sangkut labkot n prepare nak p mandi..

tak lma after dat,bru lah sy teringat psal dompet..so sy pun check r laci meja study..sy buka-buka jek laci..ommmmooooo!!!! nothing!!!! time tu barulah trasa gelabah semacam..ottukay2!!??? brabis sy geledah laci n meja study..huhu takde..sy check plak beg..habis brg dlm beg sy selongkar kluar..but for sure lah mmg takde coz kat siswi td sy dah check..

 

arggghhhhhh ddiiiieeeeee!!! i loss my dompet!!! wuuuuu tuhan jek yg tau prasan sy time tu..wat to do?? my ic my bank kad my moneeyyyy sumenya dlm tu! argghhh shiiiiitttt!!!

i kol ros coz nak mnta kunci kreta..maybe dompet sy tercicir dlm kreta ros..coz pagi tdi kmi tumpang ros g kelas..but i dun think my dompet dlm tu coz sy tak buka lgsung beg msa dlm kreta tdi..tp try r dulu kan..mane r tau ade..sy ajak sifu teman p cri..takut ler plak nak geledah kreta ros sorang2..

huhuhu hampa...mmg takde dompet sy dlm kreta ros..haizz sy mmg dah mati akal time tu..tak tau nak kol sape..sy try kol fara coz dorang kan balik naik bus..maybe ada antara dorang yg nmpak dompet sy msa kat siswi tdi..but i oredi expect the answer..coz before balik dgn amin tu, sy dah “scan” kat siswi ..mmg takde pun dompet..

sy tnya ct n dorang tiah..dorang pun beri jwpan yg sama..huhuhu mmg confirm r dompet sy kene curi ni..eeeeeeeeeeeee bangang btol r org yg curi tu..klau ye pun nak curi..at least tngalkan laa ic..mnyusahkan org btol lah!!!! arrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhh hrap2 mnusia tu dpt balasan yg setimpal!!

wuuu dunno wat to do..sy pun kol my mom..cuak giler nak bgi tau yg dompet sy hilang..huhuhu sy ni mmg byk cause problem to my family..really sorry..nasib ler tak kene marah..just kene lecture skit coz cuai sgt..huhu mane lah sy tau sume bnda ni akan trjadi..

if tak jmpa dompet esok pagi..trpksa r g balai buat report..adoiii maasaaalaahh btol!! after ckp dgn my parents..i text amin n bgi tau psal tu..amin kol n tnya mcm mna bleh hilang..dia suh cri dlm kreta dia incase tercicir..but impossible..coz before tumpang kreta dia lgi, dompet tu dah takde..huhuhu

then amin ajak p HQE cari..mulenya hesitate jga..but dripda tngu esok bru cri bgus g cri skang..sy ajak sifu p skali..adeh sorry to both of u coz sy byk susahkan korang..

dlm perjalanan p QE tu, sempat lgi trima another lecture from amin..content dia sma jek yg mcm parents sy bgi b4 this..haizz yelah2 i know its all my fault..sy yg cuai dats why bnda ni terjadi... T.T

smpai siswi..brabis kmi geledah..atas meja,bawah meja celah sofa sume kmi check..tp x jmpa2 jga..even dlm tong smpah n rimbunan bunga2 pun kmi check incase pencuri tu buang dompet sy kat situ..but nothing! haizz kin panas btol..

so ottukay?? nmpaknya trpksalah g wat report..adoiii dat was the first time in my life sy g blai polis wat report..sblum ni sy jek yg brabis clerk patient..now it is my turn kene clerk dgn akak polis haha..

after wat report..amin suggest balik rumah mlm tu jga..omo! time tu jam dah kul 10 lebih..huhu its already late..smpai rumah msti dlm kul 11 lebih..confirm they all dah tido pnya..sy mmg dlm dilemma time tu..balik ke tak? if tak balik susah jga coz i dun have even 1 cent in my poket..how to survive?

i kol my mom..as i expected dorang sume dah tido..biler sy mention yg sy nak balik time tu, maa sy terkejut r gak..coz dah lewat kan..mmg maa sy x brape bgi lah if nak balik mlm tu..blum smpat ckp hbis line putus..adehh kredit tak ckup plak..haayoo stress!

amin ask me wheter nak balik ke tak..so sy pun decide balik..sy msj my mom n ckp yg trpksa balik jga mlm tu..dun have any choice..tak lma pastu, my mom kol balik n dia bgi “restu”..fuhh lega hati sy biler maa sy bgi balik..i really afraid something might be happen if sy still nak balik eventhough my mom ask me not to do so..

so..kmi bertiga pun heading menuju ke rumah..adoii bnda yg brlaku after dis shud be a lesson to all of us..dun get too excited biler dlm kreta...before “tragedi” mmg riuh giler kmi 3 berborak smbil melayan lagu..nak2 biler dgr jek ade lgu shahir..kmi pun join nyanyi sma..

kat lok kawi..just before the main trepik light ntuk belok kanan menuju ke kinarut..kmi terbabas..Astaghfirullahazim..Allah jek tau prasan kmi time tu..klau umur tak pnjang, kmi 3 dah arwah mlm tu jga..

syukur Alhamdulilah yg kmi landing atas “pembahagi jalan” tmpat ntuk buat u-turn..cannot imagine wat happen if amin...

1. terpusing stereng ke kanan ---> for sure kene rempuh dgn kreta bertentangan

2. brek mengejut ---> kene rempuh dgn lori dri arah belakang

3. mengelak from merempuh pembahagi jalan (pusing stereng ke kiri) ---> omo..amin ckp, besar kemungkinan yg kreta akan terbalik plus kene rempuh lgi dgn kreta blakang

huhuhu scary rite?? mmg syukurlah sgt2 yg kmi 3 slamat..but at the same time, i feel sorry to amin..dia niat nak tolong sy..but end up he oso get into trouble..bumper kreta dia pecah n definitely ada lgi kerosakan lain kesan drp “accident” td..nasib kreta still bleh jalan..kmi continue perjalanan..spjg perjalanan tu, kmi sume diam..i know amin tgh marah..sorry..

i feel like to cry..why all this happen in a single day?? sy x kisah if i’m the one yg lalui semua ni..but knapa kwn2 sy pun terlibat sma? sebab nak tolong sy, dorang pun dpt msalah..so how shud i face them?? sy malu n segan dgn dorang..its make me feel guilty..sy ni x habis2 menyusahkan org!

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smpai rumah dlm kul 11pm...my mom siap buatkan air n pisang goreng ntuk kmi..huhu thanks maa..skejap jek kmi sngah kat rumah..hri dah lewat somemore its definitely not a suit time to lepak lama2 after wat happen just now..amin dah warning spya jgn bgi tau psal kes td to my mom..

but sorry..i broke the promise..end up i told my mom bout it..bukan tujuan sy ntuk buat maa sy risau..huhu thats not the point..sy bgi tau coz sy nk pnjam dlu duit dgn maa sy..sy rsa brsalah kat amin psal kreta dia tu..

huhu cuak oo nak inform psal kes td dgn my mom..before sy crita,sy dh ckp awal2 ke maa sy spya jgn mrah..blom smpat sy bgi tau, maa sy dh dpt agak ape yg trjadi..huhu kuat btol naluri sorang ibu kan..nasib ler maa sy tak marah..

dlam kul 11.30pm kmi bertolak balik..omo..guess wat..i left my hp at home..hahaha congrats nurul..sy brabis ingatkan diri sy spya tak tertinggal “salinan polis report” kat rumah..skalinya bnda lain plak yg tertinggal..

sy prasan ketiadaan hp msa dah half way nak smpai papar..sy suh sifu kol my hp n didnt hear my phone ringing in the car..so ok..confirm i left it at home..impossible for me to ask amin patah balik g ambik hp..giler ape!! so..i have to accept the fate that i’m gonna survive this whole week without hp..omoooo T.T

dlm perjalanan balik tu..kene lagi lecture dgn amin coz sy bgi tau psal kes terbabas td kat maa sy..he oso refused to accept the money..huhuhu garang oo amin time tu (T.T) after kene lect tu, sy diam jek..dlm hati i keep on asking why all this happen to me? why sy x habis2 myusahkan org? haizzz...

amin sense yg sy trasa dgn kata2 dia..so he start to make jokes..he said that lgu shahir yg bawa malang..Lol..he acting cool but i know deep in his heart..110% he worried bout his car..

kmi smpai ums dlm kul 1 pagi..nasib ler ada salinan report polis..so senang jek dealing dgn pak guard tu..

keesokannya....amin seems bit cold..hmm 4sure have smthing to do wif his car...petang tu after kelas, sy mnta tolong dgn mzah sngah blai polis ntuk buat pengesahan report..lawak btol..rmai giler “bodyguard” mengiring sy g blai polis tu..kak sarmina lah yg paling smngat haha...tp sayangnya, pejabat ntuk buat pengesahan only open during office hour..dri kul 8 till 5pm..omo ottukay?? mane r ade msa..our schedule lagi sandi compare to dorang..our "office hour” start from 7am till 7 pm..sometimes even more than that..hayooo!! streesss!!

end up esoknya baru lah ade chance g wat pngesahan..have to trouble amin send me to the balai polis..huhu ekceli amin oso got some sort of urusan to do..wuu napalah kmu x bgi tau awal2..klau sy tau kmu ada urusan, sy xde lah nak susahkan kmu..ekceli amin nak pos surat regarding his scholarship..he didnt bring the letter, so he need to rush back ums ambik surat tu..so after hntar sy p balai, dia suh ed teman sy smntra dia balik ums kejap..

ekceli kejap jek berurusan kat balai..just kene cop2 jek pun..takde plak kene soal byk2..slesai jek urusan, kmi 2 pun bergerak mnuju ke kreta....aik pelik, mane plak amin pegi?ekceli time tu sy x tau lgi yg amin balik ums ambik surat..ed kol n tya amin katne, then ed informed yg amin blik ums kejap ntuk ambik barang...

coz tak tau nak lepak kat mna..me n ed g teman akak polis yg tgh berkawal di pondok pengawal..haha x bleh bla btol..erm lama jga kmi brdiri kat situ..ekceli ade gak sy merungut coz amin lmbat btol..huhu if i know the truth..x layak for me ntuk merungut even skit pun..

dlm stgh jam cam tu brulah nmpak kelibat kreta amin..he seems so serius n mcm rush nak p somewhere..biler sy nmpak yg dia menuju ke arah pejabat pos, barulah sy tau yg dia rush balik ums ambik surat biasiswa tu..wuu since time tu dah dekat kul 5 plus no parking..amin x smpat nak pos surat tu..end up he went back for nothing..once again dis all happen bcoz of me..klau sy tak susahkan dia mnta hntar p balai..msti smpat dia g pos surat tu kan..skali lagi..really sorry...i caused u another trouble..

hmmm...friday..dah msuk hri ke-4 since my bad day..sy plan nak g “mini putrajaya” buat ic..lgipun report polis tu hnya bertahan ntuk 7 hari jek..if sy tangguh lgi, x psal2 kene buat another report..nak tak nak sy msti pegi jga buat ic hri jumaat tu..amin ade mention yg dia akn teman sy p buat ic pagi sok coz bst dia start kul 11 same as me..

mlm khamis tu, i went find ct coz nak pnjam some cases from her..then sy dpt info yg bst dorang start petang..ooo thats nice..smpat ler lgi amin nak g clerk case ntuk bst nnti..sy ckp kat ct sok amin teman p wat ic..then ct offer ntuk ambik case bst tu dri amin..ct text amin n bgi tau yg biar ct yg clerk pt ntuk bst nnti..so x pyh ler amin rushing nnti..tp amin pun xnak susahkan ct..

soon after balik dri blik ct, sy pnjam hp sifu text my mom suh kol balik coz ade bnda nak ckp...smbil2 tu ade gak text amin tnya psal plan esok.. amin mention maybe tgh hari bru g wat ic..adeh pelik jga..sy dah konfius..coz ct ckp bst dorang start 4.30..nape x g pagi?leh direct sngah JPN before heading to QE.. klau g kul 2 takut x smpat plak amin nak catch up bst nnti..or maybe he has other things to do..

sy time tu dlm dilemma..hmm if amin x free,better not to bother him tomorrow..so another alternative, trpksa ler seek help from dorang tiah..huhu mmg segan jga nak mnta tolong dgn dorang tiah..but wat to do..i have to..asyik susahkan amin jek =( tak bleh jga..dia pun byk bnda nak buat..sy blum inform yg sy nak g wat ic dgn dorang tiah kat amin..lgipun amin kan ajak g tgh hari..so if sy inform psal tu esok time kelas takpe kot..

pagi tu, dorang tiah dah stuju nak teman sy p JPN...plan bertolak dlm kul 7.30am..tgh sy bersiap-siap..suddenly sifu came to me n smpaikan pesanan dri amin..amin ckp he will direct hntar sy p JPN kul 9am n suh sy jgn p kelas pagi tu..omo! ottukay?? who shud i follow?? dorang mizah or amin??

end up i decide to follow amin..haha at first ckp tak nak susahkan dia but at the end..haizzz...

ekceli i have strong reasons ok..if sy ikut dorang mizah..takut jga incase urusan sy lmbat siap n x smpat g bst..mzah 1 gp dgn amin, i know bst dorang start kul 4.30 based on wat ct told me..tp ntuk gp me n tiah..bst kmi start kul 11..adoii x psal2 kang tiah trpksa ponteng kelas skali..

so it is better sy g dgn amin..somemore takut nnti amin berkecil hati if i didnt accept his offer...so, sy pnjam hp sifu n text tiah mentioned yg sy x jdi ikut dorang..tiah dtg bilik ntuk wat confirmation..sy still stick wif my decision..sy suh tiah inform dr shahril klau2 sy tak smpat g bst..but tiah pnya suggestion lgi gempak...nape lah sy tak terpikir..kan ke senang if sy just pass log book sy tu ke tiah..tak pyah susah2 nak terangkan ke dr shahril..isk3 susah jga klau org yg trlampau jujur mcm sy ni kan haha..

spt yg dijanjikan, kul 9 amin dtg jmput..then direct p JPN..amin g tau yg dia nak g pos surat dulu later bru dia g cari sy..adeh cuak jga nak g brurusan sorang2..haha adoii umur dah 21 still cuak? ottukay?? nasib ler dulu sy pernah ikut family sy g “mini putrajaya” urus sal pasport..so i’m quite familiar wif that place..everything went well..less than 1 hour everything settle..cuma 1 jek yg sy lupe tnya...whether bleh tak ayah sy yg g tuntut ic tu nnti..huhu coz waktu ic tu siap, kmi sume kan d sandakan..ayoyo..

after dat, proceed p bank islam plak buat kad baru...aduyaii bleh2 plak bank islam cwangan utama tu kehabisan stok kad..so we need to go to cwangan yg kat karamunsing..adehh..sabar jek lah..nasib ler x rmai org kat bank tu..btw msa nak msuk dlm bank tu, c amin nmpak ada “kembar” baju dia..hak3 klau laki yg pkai takpe jga..ni prmpuan..ape kesss?? hahaha brabis amin menyembunyikan dri drpda trserempak dgn pompuan tu..end up sy dulu msuk dlm bank tu..x lama pas pompuan tu bredar bru mr amin msuk ke dlm..LOL..

then smntra mnggu kad siap..sempat ler plak amin dgn tak sengajanya “mengenakan” sy..ekceli kaunter tu dekat jek dgn krusi tnpat kmi duduk..tgh2 menunggu tu, tb2 amin ckp org kat kaunter tu pngil sy..sy pun bgun pegi ke kaunter..sy pndang ler pkcik kaunter tu dgn expression muka yg curious n trnanti-nnti napa dia pngil sy..kad dah siap ke? org tu pun mmbalas pndgan sy dgn expression yg pelik jga..coz ekceli dia x pngil pun sy time tu...aina..sy pun tnya ler blum siap lagi ke? org tu ckp blum lagi..sila tunggu sebentar..

omo!! sy pun pusing n pndang ke arah amin..dia dah bntai ketawa kat krusi tu...kurang asam pnya mamat!! kin malu sy jak tau haizz..c amin brabis defence diri dia..amin ckp td dia nmpak org tu pndang ke arah sini, so dia assume yg org tu bgi signal yg kad dah siap n sy bleh tuntut kat kaunter..isk3..sabar jek lah.. (>.<)

kurang sejam ler jga urus psal kad tu..stelah slesai sume urusan..kmi pun sngah parvis ntuk isi perut before balik ums..nasib ler everything settle before jam 12..sape nak jwab if amin tak smpat g solat jumaat?? haizz..nasib sempat..

at last..everything settle within 1 day...sank Q very much to Ameen Ghazali for ur help..x tau ler ape nak buat tanpa pertolongan dri kamu...u really2 help me a lot through dat whole week..kamsa hamida (n.n) u are my life saver...hmm sorry oso coz i did caused u lots lots of trouble..hope u dun label me as “pembawa malang”..omo...

to sifu..arigatou ne..sifu ckp sifu x dpt tolong sy ape2 kan...no laa..u did help me a lot..u owez at my side when i’m in trouble..ur concern n kata2 smngat is oredi enuff for me..thanks oso for the sushi last time =)

to my other friends esp chalen, siti, edith n ros..thank Q..i appreciate u guys pnya sympathy n empathy =)

“u guyss definitely my bessttttessttt friendsss ever!! hontou hontou arigatou nee”

p/s: erm i think smpai sini dulu my update..later bru sy continue psal journey balik rumah n other crita esp crita exam yg disaster tu..dah tak larat nak sambung..huhu mgantuk...nak tido kejap hoho ^^

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