WeLcoMe To mY wOrLd

this weekend i decide to go back...
coz i omost die from kebosanan during last 3 days holidays...
hmm ekceli ade r gak rase kesian kat yen coz trpksa tngalkan dia
sorang2 kat bilik...
tp nak wat camne, i have to..somemore theres too many things happen lately
n i hope i can find some ketenangan when i go back...

actually i quite nervous to tell my mum that i wan to go back this weekend...
hehe fhm2 je lah my mum...ade2 je ayat yg nak sabotaj sy kat rumah haha...
i decide to kol my mom on monday...hehe skalinya, my mom ni mcm ada instint je...
dia plak yg kol sy dulu...

so, ape lgi, trus aaa sy ckp..."maaa...nak balik laa mggu ni..boring gler sy duk bilik hri tu"
then jwpn my mom " haha...hari tu sape laa yg briya sgt nak balik cepat2 tu.."
haizzz smpat lgi sy kena sindir hak3...

kebiasaannya if sy nak balik rumah, my mom yg tolong ckp kat abah sy n suh abh sy p ambik sy...
aisey skalinya time ni plak my mom ckp " nak balik boleh, tp ckp ler sndri kat abah tu"
hak3 ampeh tul laa...bile sy nak ckp sndri kat abh sy, my mom plak tukar topik n tnya nak balik biler?
sy ckp klau bleh ambik ler petang khamis tu..trus my mom mention yg alang2 balik hri jumaat coz dorang mmg plan nak p kk pun...sy pun ok jer la...yg penting boleh balik hehe ^^

khamis mlm b4 xmass....
both of my rumet oredi balik rumah masing2...
tgal sy dgn yen je...
b4 sifu balik, smpat gak ler layan il baek ii dgn dorang 2..
mlm tu, sy kol ler my mom nak makesure dorang btol2 jdi p ambik sy...
my mom ckp jgn risau...dia siap mention yg esok dia plan nak picnic
kat teluk likas soon after ambik sy...
walaweh besstt nyee...x sabar plak nak tnggu hri esok ni...

keesokannya (25/12/09)
my mom said that they will be arrived around 10am mcm tu...
sy plak, around 9 baru ler bngun dri tido...
ekceli byk kali gak terjaga coz dikejutkan dgn sora c yen...
sabar jak la dgn ni anak..confirm dia tgh layan il baek ii tu haizz -_-
yen kebiasaanya mmg bgun awal...even time cuti pun still bgun awal...

after bersiap..sy pun duk lepak2 d meja study smbil borak2 dgn yen...
yen time tu mmg dri tdi asyik layan movie jee...
aisey dah trikut dgn prangai kmi ni...
mcm mana la kmi 3 ni jdi senior? asyik bgi ajaran sesat je kat junior hak3...

tunggu pnya tunggu...masa yg dinanti-nantikan....
at last my family smpai...yeyehh...cant wait to go back!!
b4 jln, smpat lgi sy nasihatkan c yen jgn tgk movie je...study2...
aisey sedap je nasihatkan org...diri sndri tu ape crite???hoho

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pIcNiC =)

seperti yg dirancang...
soon after they picked me...
kmi pun mnuju ke teluk likas...
yg sy ingat, paling last sy picnic dgn my family masa annivesary my parents bulan march dulu....
waseh lame gak ek...omost 9 months...
time tu my mom masak spesel...erm x ingat ler plak menu ape...
klau bukan nasi dagang maybe nasi minyak kot...

kali ni plak, takde la menu spesel...just menu biasa je...
hehe wlapun biase, tp kmi sume still enjoy the moment...
nak tau lauk ape yg my mom msak?
erm ade udang goreng, telur mata kerbau, ayam masak merah, sayur peria...
n yg paling tak bleh blaa biler my mom smpat gak buat "budu"...
hak3 mmg lwak laa g picnic bawa budu...
tp klau korang nak tau..sebab ada budu tu laa kmi sume mkn dgn berseleranya ^^
abah sy smpai 3x tmbah nasi akekee....


erm mmg enjoy laa time picnic tu...
nasib gak ler cuaca tak brape panas..
siap ade hembusan bayu dri laut lgi...
sejuk je jiwaa akeke...

sy plak smbil mkn...busy gak ler syok sndri ambik gmbar sndri...
haha bukannya apa..ekceli saje je nak p send gmbar tu ke kazen sy...
saje nak menjeleskan dia hak3...
sape suh hri tu dia brabis send gmbo dia g bercuti ke melaka...
buat sy jeles je haha...

tp slalunya sy ler yg rajin anto gambo yg bukan2 ntuk mnjeleskan dia...
hri tu time raye haji, kmi buat satay...sy pun brabis ler g ambik gmbo satay tu n send
ke kazen sy....hak3 sabor je kok teh dgn prangai sy ni...

kok teh plak, slalunya dia akan send gmbo dak "izaty"...
izaty tu our little kazen...hehe sy mmg sukeeeee giler2 dgn izaty tu...
comey n chubby...
yg paling x bleh blah,bile bergmbar je, msti expression muka izaty "sedey" jee...
x pndai lalu nak senyum...hahaha

aisey terlari topik ler plak...
hehe back 2 story...

b4 that, these are some pics taken during the picnic...
mcm2 je telatah kmi ni akeke...


habis pIcNic...
kmi pun p r merayau2 sekitar sinsuran ntuk cari barang sek c pahmi...

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paHmI yG mCm2 rAgAM



cepat masa berlalu, next year adik sy yg bongsu tu will entering taska...
adedeh..hri tu bila parents sy mention sal sekolah, c pahmi pnya expression muka trus jdi muram...
brabis dia ckp dia x nak g sekolah...

penah hri tu sy trdgr perbualan adik sy n my mom...
bile my mom mention : "x lama lgi pahmi nak sekolah dah.."
adik sy bls dgn gaya brutalnya tu : "pahmi x nak sek!!!"
yg x bleh blaa biler dia ckp " nnti klau pahmi sek, mcm mana pahmi nak tgk wonder pets?"
hak3 sy tergelak bile dgr dia ckp mcm tu...sal nada suara dia sayu giler time ckp ayat tu hak3...
aisey pahmi2...taska habis b4 kul 12 cam tu kan...wonder pets tu kul 2.30 laaa...sempat lgi mo tgk tu hahahaha....dun worry be hepi ^^

tp skang ni c pahmi dah smngat nak g sek...
mana taknya...excited tgk brg2 sekolah dia...
beg sek ben10, botol air ultraman..bekas pensel mcm ulraman gak...
nasib ler stokin n kasut sek "normal"...x dpt bygkan if ade jual gambo ultraman sgala...

oh ye...yg lwaknya...korang nak tau ape cita2 c pahmi tu???
hak3 mmg sadis laa...adeke patut dia ckp: "nnti pahmi nak sek...nak bawa lori angkut pasir"
hahahaha pahmi2....sabo je la...at least pekerjaan halal gak tu...
brabis sy n my mom gelak bile dgr pahmi ckp mcm tu...
rasanya dak pahmi tu dah salah paham...
ekceli, my mom ckp: "klau pahmi nak beli lori...kene laa blaja rajin2...kumpul duit byk2"
adik sy tu nak beli lori mainan...sbab tu my mom ckp mcm tu...
hahaha skalinya len plak jadinya...takpe aa..yg pnting c pahmi ade gak hati nak g sek...

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mY LoVeLy mOm....

hehe wlpun i owez said that when i at home, my mom slalu je "sabotaj" sy kan?
ekceli bile dipikirkan balik mmg lawak gak ler...
yelah...bukan slalu dpt chance kena "buli" dgn mak sndri haha...

ekceli sy just nak share some moment yg berkaitan dgn mak sy..
bile dipikirkan mmg leh wat sy tersenyum sndri =)

smlm masa dlm kreta my mom complaint dgn abah sy...
mak sy ckp :"tgk laa anak awak 2 ekor tu...ade jee bnda suh beli...barang maa tak beli2 tp brg dorang plak terbeli..."
hahaha then my mom ckp ke pahmi :" sian mama kan?"
Lol...klau nak tau, mak sy mmg suke mngadu kat pahmi...
pahmi plak slalunya akan blas :" a'ah..sian mama"

adeh ekceli sy bukannya suh beli ape2 pun...masa teman mak sy beli syur tu..sy nmpak ler ade org jual jgung...suddenly tringin nak mkn bubur jgung...sy pun g a approach mak sy n suh dia beli...akekeke...

abah sy pun sama gak...baru je lepas mak sy komplen td...
masa benti kat pekan papar, mak sy nak beli smthing kat pasar...abah sy plak best je mngirim suh beli smthing...hak3 mak sy ape lgi, start aa smbung komplen :"tdi anak..skang bapa plak" hak3 mmg tak bleh blaaa laaa my parents ni...

situasi lain plak....

ekceli my mom ni telah memainkan role yg penting dlm family...
part2 houseworks tu x pyh dipertikai lgi la....my mom dah dpt MASTER dah pun haha...
klau nak tau...kmi adik bradik suke sgt jdikan my mom as org tengah ntuk berunding dgn abah sy...
hehehe coz kmi ni lebih rapat dgn mak compare to my dad...nak ckp abah sy garang x jga...cuma lebih slesa kot nak interact dgn mak hehe...

klau kmi ade brg nak suh abh sy beli...mmg wajib ler mak sy yg jdi pendeliver maklumat...
sama r ntuk kes sy...if time2 gawat2 tu...confirm mngadu kat mak dulu b4 my mom inform my dad...
tp of coz trpksa gak tadah tinge kene lectures free from my mom akekeke....

c pahmi lgi ler sandi...
penah 1 hari tu...time dlm krete..dia nak suh abah sy beli otromen...
dia pun g ler bisik kat tinge mak sy...mak sy plak saje je wat2 tak dgr n suh pahmi ckp kuat2...
pahmi pun ape lgi sebut aa kuat...dia ckp :"mama ckp laa kat abah...pahmi nak otromen"
hak3 ni bukan bisik dah ni...dah dlm kategori announcement...
kmi satu kreta dgr...trmsuk ler abah sy...

adik sy pahmi mmg manja giler dgn mak sy...
sometimes tu sy rasa mcm pahmi tu assume mak sy tu as dia pnya bini...
mana tak nya...sume ckp pahmi mak sy wajib ikut...
klau tak...huh bergegar laa rumah dgr dia pnya amukan...

tp klau dgn my dad...krim slam ler dia nak wat camtu...
same r klau part2 nak beli mainan tu...
abah sy bukan x nak belikan dia mainan...
tp pahmi tu x reti nak jga brg...
blom pun smpai rumah, confirm mainan tu jahanam...
skang ni dah jrg c pahmi mnta beli mainan...
yg dia slalu mnta beli just mknan je mcm coklat / kropok...
hehe tu pun berkat ilmu pshchology yg abah sy praktikkan...
abah sy mmg pndai ilmu pujuk2 ni...

klau dgn mak sy...if x belikan brg yg dia mnta...
cnfirm pahmi mengamuk on the spot...
sal tu mak sy mls nak jln dgn pahmi...
klau g beli brg dapur tu...confirm mak sy akan pass c pahmi tu ke abah sy...
bru laa senang skit mak sy nak beli brg hehe...

hahaha macam-macam!!

btw pagi tdi, tgh best2 tido...mak sy brabis suh pahmi kejutkan sy...yg peliknya, bukannya kejut coz suh sy menyapu mcm biasa...tp suh sy bngun makan...hahaha omost culture shock sy pgi td...

ekceli smlm mak sy dah warning suh sy bgun awal...coz nnti x plak org nak mkn mee sup yg mak sy buat ntuk srpan nnti...sy kan klau bgun msti dlm tgh hari mcm tu...so, for sure will escape breakfast n trus go for lunch...

pagi tdi smpat ler mamam mee sup for breakfast...then continue with bubur jagung~ hehe trcapai gak hajat nak mkn bubur jagung...pas kenyang brula sy start wat keje rumah...then mngadap laptop on9 n blogging...
suddenly..tgh best2 blogging...mak sy dtg bawakan cempedak goreng...siap ckp :"hah baik kan mama ni...patutnya anak yg tolong bwakan makanan ntuk mak...ni lain plak jadi.. nasib maa x tlg suap skali" hahaha mmg lawak laa...

that's the end of my story....



P/s: mcm2 ragam family sy ni....from anak menular ke parents hehe
for sure this weekend i really have a good time with my family...
and I LoVe tHeM Soooooooo MuCh!!

oh ye...yesterday my only grandmother kene tahan d wad...coz the day b4 she's muntah2...alhamdulilah petang smlm dah boleh kuar wad...tp still kene g wat med check up this monday...hrp2 there's nothing serious...n smoga tok sembuh dgn cepat =)

other bad news...dgr2 ums skang teda air!!!! WTH??!! nape la time2 ni bleh takde air ni...haizzz ni yg rasa mls nak balik ni..can i just extend my oliday till next year???haha

23 december 2009....


Pagi tu, sy oredi reserved tmpat ntuk dia...however he sengaja x nak duduk kat situ...prasaan sy time tu? Hmm how to describe..maybe empty kot...just feel a bit “funny”...


Why hard for him to understand my condition? Just bcoz i’m not helping him to sign his attendance during dr maher class, he mad at me till that moment...sy tau dia marah coz dri perbualan telefon dgn dia smlm (22/12/09), nada suara dia mmg len...lgipun ayat 1st yg dia mention was “kmu x tlg sign kan ntuk kelas dr maher”...sy time tu dah rasa brsalah...n said that yg sy tak brani nak tlg sign coz tu kan dr maher...lgipun dr maher ade edarkan soalan ntuk jwb...takut ler gak if kantoi....somemore, sy agak phobia bila kelas prof perumal hri tu, sy tlg dorang 2 sign...suddenly during the lec, prof P ask qs n prof randomly called some names from the name list...nasib ler bukan nama dorang yg kena kol...if x mmg kantoi habis ler...


hmm yg agak wat sy x puas hati bila dia mention yg dia x tau ptg tu ade kelas dr maher...how can that be? After habis praktikal d ungku umar, kmi ekceli ade mention sal jadual petang tu...jam 2 ade slp dr kumaraswamy..then continue with slp n lec from dr maher at 3pm...ekceli chalen n he ade mention mcm mls nak p slp dr kumaraswamy coz dr bukan ade bg soalan pun..just discuss je...so dgr2 mcm dia nak balik hostel n nak balik smula ke galen jam 3pm...


me n chalen plak straight away p labcom smntara tnggu jam 2...time d labcom tu, sy ade lar msj dia n remind jgn ponteng kelas ptg ni...tp dia x balas...bila me n chalen balik p galen, just nmpak ct sorang je...then ct inform yg dia escape n mnta sign...ct ade ckp yg he will come back at 3...


habis kelas dr kumaraswamy....batang hidung dia lngsung tak nmpak...seems like he will x come...dia ade msj kul 3 n tnya kelas blom hbis lg ke? Sy mention yg dat time kan ade kelas dr maher n warn him coz braninya dia escape kelas dr maher...then dri msj dia mcm dia mmg tak tau je ade kelas dr maher petang tu...dunno la...whether dia btol2 tak tau or pretend tak tau...only he yg know...


since he didn’t reply my apologize msj dat nite, i oredi can feel that tomorrow might be a bad day (23/12/09)....


like wat i mention atas2 tu...although i know he mmg x kan duduk sblh sy, but i still reserved the place for him...hahaha last2 the seat just dibiarkan kosong....


then, sy prasan yg dia seems like nak jauhkan diri dri sy or maybe still mrajuk dgn sy...smpaikan p mkn pun tak ajak sy...sy plak time tu rasa sedey r skit...coz sy rasa mcm sy ni just diperlukan bila time2 kesusahan...i’m not saying that he is using me...i know he ikhlas brkwn dgn sy n i oso ikhlas brkawan dgn dia...


tu lah org ckp...susah if kt trlalu attach dgn seseorang...even small2 thing pun bleh sebabkan konflik...ekceli i oredi tired....really2 tired with wat happen before2 this...penah kan dulu i cry bcoz of conflict...but now, i’m oredi strong enuff to hold my tears from falling down...


dat’s why dat day yg dia seems like jauhkan diri dri sy...sy pretend to act normally...i’m not longer Nurul yg easily down due to conflict, n causing my surrounding oso feel the tense...dulu, when i have conflict with someone...keadaan sy mmg nmpak teruk la... sometimes bila my friend try to cheer me up, i just ignore them n sebabkan dorang plak terasa dgn tindakan sy....really2 sorry...


although dat day i pretend to act normally...my friends especially my rumets still know dat there’s smthing happen btwn me n him....obviously, coz both of us didn’t bertegur...


petang rabu 23/12/09....kmi ekceli ade presentation kul 2pm-5pm then will be a lecture from sorang lec dri luar yg berpangkat Datuk start from jam 5-7pm....aiyooo so damn packed oo our schedule...however, nasib baik presentation habis awal dlm jam 3.30 mcm tu...so we have bout 1 n half hours break time....


dat time...plan mo tido je dlm kelas...tp x slesa plak...nak study plak xde mood...so leh krna boring gler...sy pun ajak ler chalen g jln2 ambik angin...ade r gak ajak sifu skali tp sifu x join coz dia tgh dlm mode rjin siapkan notes...hehe pelajar contoh ler katakan...


during the walk with chalen...i ekceli share my problems with her...somemore she’s really wanna to know wat ekceli happen btwn me n him...


we finally find a place yg seswai ntuk lepak2 smbil tenangkan fikiran...nak tau kat ne??haha dkat krusi yg near to cafe sktm tu...kat situ la sy n chalen lepak smpai omost jam 5... tgh best2 borak dgn chalen...tak lama pstu muncul ct yg baru slesai solat...then, ct oso join us lepak kat situ...ct oso ask me the same qs...so, sy pun start crita from the beginning till the end..ape yg sy crita tu smuanya dah sy coretkan dlm entry sblom2 ni...


chalen n ct byk gak ler beri nasihat kat sy...dorang mention, bile kt dah rapat sgt kat seseorang, mmg senang ntuk rasa trsinggung/trasa hati eventhough hal tu nmpak remeh je from pndagn org lain....dorang oso convince me dat no need to worry...he definitely will approach me n apologize....


suddenly, our conversation been interrupt by a msj..laaa sifu rupenya...sifu tnya kmi kat mna...sy ckp la yg kmi tgh lepak2 dkt krusi near to cafe, n oso ask her whether she wan to join oso...hehe she said yes...time tu dlm kul 4.20 dah...sifu smpai2 je, she ask us to start again from the beginning apa ekceli yg kmi borakkan...sy ekceli tak tau nak start dri mana coz byk sgt yg kmi crita td...so sy just simply ask sifu apa yg dia nak tau....


nak tau soalan yg sifu ajukan??? Haha as been expected...she ask the same qs been asked by chalen n ct...due to time limit...sy just simply explain wat ekceli happen...if sifu baca my entry b4 this u will get the whole story...n if u wan to know more from me...it’s fine to me...lgipun i oso hope that both of us can have a talk =)...till now, i ekceli feel sdikit kekok to share my problem with u....coz i realize that b4 this sy byk kali buat salah dkt sifu...so, zhen de xi wang wo men you ji hui to have a talk...


during the time 4 of us gather 2gether...i really love that moment...thanks u guys!!! U guys really a great friend of mine...thanks a lot coz really care bout me n willing to lend ur ears to hear bout my problem...i still realize that no matter wat happen...i still have them at my side...


hmm as wat been said by my friends...dat nite, he finally msj me n apologive for his action dat day...he oso mention dat he don’t want to rely on me anymore...hmm dunno how to say...agak tersentap gak ler when he mention bout don’t wan to rely on me anymore...so, he actually trying to say that he dun wan me to be his PA anymore rite??? So pasni, tak pyah ler sy reserved kan tmpat / ingatkan dia ntuk bwa labkot?? Maybe gak i seems like too interfere with his life...causing him to feel uncomfortable...


if dat yg dia maukan...i respect his decision...as long as me n he are still friend..Cuma x tau whether we able to be close like before or not....
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 today (24/12/09)....


he just act normally n we actually ada interact.....but i oredi can feel the barrier between me n him...i guess impossible for us to back like before...somemore he oredi mention dat he don’t want to rely on me anymore rite....btw, i didn’t feel that he terlalu rely on me...dunno if dia trasa when i keep on calling him as “parasit”...ekceli sy just brgurau je...didnt really meant it...if he feel s like he membebankan sy, his wrong...i don’t even feel like that....


ekceli there’s only one thing that i don’t like bout him...why when he did something wrong, it’s easy for me to accept his apologize...however, when the mistakes come from me, he acting like i have done a really2 huge mistake? Why when i apologize to him, he usually will “jual mahal” n wait till i’m the one feel down barulah he start to approach me?? Sometimes he claimed that when he tarik muka tu, he actually want to play around with me...but for me, most of the cases, it not seems like a joke..


to tell the truth, dat day, although me n him did have communicate...but obviously ade rasa kekok n x sama mcm dulu lgi...haha actually i feel a bit jealous when he communicate dgn mesranya with my other friends...but never mind...slowly, i definitely can adapt with that....


p/s: hmm that’s life......everything changes by time...as wat i said b4...life not owez flow like wat we hope it to be...if we don’t know how to appreciate it...we easily can loss it..

22 december 2009.....


Pada tnggal tu, genap ler 9 hari kmi memulakan semester baru...tngal less than 8 hri jer lgi nak masuk tahun 2010...btw, ntuk umat islam plak, hri ni dah msuk 4 muharram...


blum pun 2009 melabuhkan tirainya, mcm2 gak la yg trjadi antara sy n kwn2 sy...i guess 2009 pnya feng shui mcm x brape ade “om”...haha sebab spnjg taun 2009 ni byk sgt konflik brlaku...sy ingatkan after start sem bru, x de la dah sgala konflik2 ni...rupenye still ade gak...


b4 sy critakan ape yg trjdi ntuk 2-3 hari ni, better sy critakan skit ape yg trjadi pda mggu lepas (14/12/09-20/12/09)


jika sblom ni sy mention sy really excited nak balik ums n x sabar nak start klass, lain plak critanya after btol2 dah start klass...eventhough sy dah berazam nak tmpukan btol2 ntuk module kali ni, tp bila kmi di”welcome” oleh prof P....semangat berkobar-kobar ntuk study tu lama2 jdi luntur...dunno why....i really cant catch up ape yg prof cuba smpaikan...awal2 tu ok ler, bile prof start melencong p topic len, focus sy pun start hilang....plus, assignment yg prof bgi tu....so damn susah...mmg ler best bile everytime prof bgi kmi tips soalan yg akn kuar exam...tp...agak2 ler tahap kesusahan soalan tu....haiyaaa mcm soalan SSM je...huhu smpai skang sy still blom try jwb soalan prof tu...just buat slp jer...i bet mntly test kali ni mesti disaster 0.0 (aisey nmpaknya mcm dah give up dri awal ni....huhu NURUL!!!! Be strong...)


besides hal study....bab2 makan pun antara dugaan yg trpksa kmi sume tempuh sepnjg 2 mggu ni....wuuuu napela cafe cd tu boleh tutup???? If dulu, elok je pun cafe bukak...just cafe sekolah je tutup...but now 2-2 cafe pun tutup....haizzz btol2 mnguji kesabaran ni....boleh jatuh bangkrap mcm ni if everyday kene p 1B mkn...dah ler JPA blom msuk lgi (haaaa ni lgi antara msalah yg melanda...JPA2 biler laaa die nak msuk ni....)


x silap sy, 1st day start kelas tu, kmi omost p 1B mkn...however, surprisingly cafe sktm buka ler plak....end up just dorang amin je lepas 1B...yg kmi2 ni plak just mkn d cafe je...yg kin panasnya cafe just prepare 2 menu je...nasi goreng ayam n nasi goreng kampong...adeh, sabar je la tgk rupe nasi goreng tu...if x krana kmi sume starving, krim slm la kmi mo mkn tu menu...hehe bukanler x brsyukur...brsyukur, tp at least mask ler btol2...hazab btol rupe nsi tu...haizz...


ekceli bukan cafe sktm je buka..cafe sst pun buka gak..siap ade prepare lauk-pauk lgi...hehe syukur Alhamdulillah...after fed up mkn d sktm....kmi pun bralih la p cafe sst melantak...somemore since cuti awal muharam hri tu, cafe sktm tak buka2 smpai skang....aisey, msti sebab x rmai yg mkn sana...yer la, kbykan classmate kmi sume ade kenderaan...just tngal kmi yg brapa kerat ni je yg still brjalan kaki ...so confirm la dorang akan mkn d 1B or kdai2 d alam mesra/kingfisher...


slain tu....ketiadaan wireless turut menguji kesabaran kmi...nasib ler sy x brape sgt nak beron9 sal time cuti hri tu dah puas 24/7 beron9 heehee....tp sedey gak ler sal dah hmpir 2 mggu x dpt men pet society...aisey ntah aper la rupe yuya sy tu...ntah2 tngal tulang jer hak3...ckp psal 0n9 ni, tingat plak sy kenangan sy n ct brjln kaki p galen smata-mata mo on9...if bukan krana nak cari info sal presentation tu, jgn hrp ler kmi nak p galen...time tu hri jumaat...ekceli sy ajak ct p kul 12.30 coz sy assume after hbis on9 kmi leh direct p men futsal...idea futsal tu dtgnya dri dorang ema time kmi brjemaah d surau smpena awal muharam hri tu...hehe last2 sy n ct tak jdi join dorang men futsal...adoiii penatt ooo pas balik dri galen tu...


kmi tukar plan from 12.30 p jam 9 pagi....hehe cdgan ct tu...sy ok jer la...adeyyy skalinya pagi tu, time ct dtg bilik....sy still lgi tido x sedar2...hak3 malunyaaaa ~.~ ......last2 trpksa ler ct lepak2 jap smntara tnggu sy p mndi n bersiap...hehe hontoni gomenasai...end up kmi brtolak dri bilik dlm kul 9.30 cam tu...smpai galen omost kul 10...at first mcm takde org...tak lama pastu rmai plak mnusia mncul dgn tujuan yg sama...tp dorang sume on9 d DR whereas sy n ct plak on9 d galen...awal2 tu lju gak ler connection...lama2 bile rmai yg guna, line jdi slow...after hbis je cri info n berfacebuk kmi pun decide balik...oh ye d fb tu smpat lgi chat dgn Rodtney hehe...rodtney ler yg 1st approach tnya sal tiket wyg...haha dia ingat sy ni pekeja gsc ka???mane r sy tau hri ape yg ade student price...ampeh tol!! Then kmi brubah p topic gosip2 hak3...mcm biase lar..sy kan suke usik rodtney dgn sifu...somemore hri tu sy slh sngka n ingatkan rodtney hantar sifu smpai ranau...rupe2nye just hntar smpai terminal taxi je...hehehe peace no war...tp seriously, i really think yg u guys ade chemistry la hehe seswaaaiii =)


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habis sal sume tu, meh masuk part feeling2 plak...ekceli last week, rase agak “lonely” jgala...mcm ne nak start crite ek..hmm since start kelas tu, sy ade r prasan yang between me n amin ade dingin skit...nak ckp yg kmi bergaduh takde jga...tp yg pasti, kmi masing2 rasa yg kmi saling tak dihiraukan antara 1 sama lain...mksud sy, amin rasa mcm sy dah tak brape hiraukan dia....meanwhile, sy plak rase yg die pun tak brape nak hiraukan sy...during lecture pun kmi jrg duduk sama....then, balik pun dorang amin dah tak join kmi jln kaki...time tu, sy still lgi la act cool...tp lama2 sy rasa mcm kmi mkin lama mkin jauh...aisey bile sy ckp mcm tu, jgn ler plak korang slah fhm...as korang pnya info, hbgan sy dgn amin mmg tak lebih dri teman tp mesra....terpulangla if korang nak cayer ke tak...but, that is the truth...


bile sy mksudkan hbgan kmi mkin jauh tu, dri segi keakraban kmi as friend...kan b4 cuti sem, kmi mmg kamceng giler2...during study week n exam week tu, kmi bleh dikatakan 24/7 tgk muka masing2...haha kirenye celik mata tgk muka dia...b4 tido pun tgk muka dia gak...


ekceli, sy start rasa “terabai” tu since kmi start cuti sem....mmg agak lost contact ler dgn dia....time tu sy rasa maybe dia nak menyendiri...haha dah muak kot communicated dgn sy....sy plak x brani nak msj dia...takut slh timing...so mmg kmi lnsung x de contact...time raya haji tu pun, dia tak wish balik...wish pun lepas beberapa hri...(as i expected...dia msti ade baca blog sy tu...sal tu lah suddenly send ucapan raya ntuk sy)


then, bile kmi sume dah balik ums, bru ler dia contact sy balik...yg dia ajak p 1B mkn tu...dah kan sy crita b4 this...nasib ler hri tu kmi outing dgn hepinya ^^


hmm brbalik pda situasi td...sy time tu btol2 rasa yg amin dah brubah...plus hri tu dia byk kali outing p 1B n just mention nak jmpa kwn...time tu dia mmg x crita lsgung la psal kwn dia tu...so sy time tu mmg penuh dgn tnda tnya....bile tnya ed c amin p mane...ed plak just jwb ader la tu p jmpa kwn...haizz time tu agak tersentap gak ler...sy bukannya ape...up to u guys la mo ckp sy ni busy body or wat...sy just concern bout him as a friend...coz b4 this dia tak penah pun mcm ni kan...


yg menerukkan lgi keadaan bila cuti 3 hri tu...sy kan tak balik rumah...chalen mmg wajib ler balik if ade cuti2 ni...sifu pun balik rumah jga...ekceli sy terkilan skit la coz sifu x inform awal yg dia nak balik kan...kmi tau sifu mo balik pun biler sy suh chalen msj sifu n tnya whether sifu mo mnta tapau mknan tak d cafe sktnm..sal time kmi p mkn tu sifu mcm busy brckp dgn rodtney...kmi ingat sifu akan mnyusul p cafe, so kmi 3 pun bantai ler jln dulu p cafe...but biler tnggu pnya tnggu byg sifu lngsung x nmpak...that’s why ler suh chalen msj sifu...time tu baruler tau yg sifu ekceli rushing mo balik...


time tu seriously btol2 trasa ooo....huhu nande sifu x msj emhong...balik je bilik mmg x brape ade mood la...coz trbyg yg 3 hri ni just tngal sy n yen je...tp trhibur ler kjap coz smpat gak tgk the ugly truth dgn chalen, smntara chalen tnggu kakak dia dtg jmput dia....after habis tgk movie tu, smpat gak ler heart to heart talk with chalen...mcm2 gak ler yg kmi crita...


yg sy ingat, kmi 2 ade sentuh sal pristiwa chalen gaduh dgn ct sebabkan kfc...critanya mcm ni....x ingat ler hri ape..rasenye mcm hri rabu lepas..petang tu after klass, ct join dorang mizah p 1B coz ct ade brg nak beli..so, kmi pun mnta ler krim beli kfc dgn ct...time tu chalen ler yg msj dgn ct...tp end up ct just beli satu je kfc coz ct misunderstood msj c chalen...hmm chalen at dat time mmg down giler coz dia rasa brsalah kat me n sifu...at the same time gak sy dpt rasa yg dia oso rasa brsalah kat ct coz dia ade trmarah ct masa g ambik kfc dgn ct tu...


ct ade r gak msj sy n say sorry coz dia tak terbelikan kmi kfc...sy dgn sifu plak ok je...kmi x de la nak salahkan ct mahupun chalen...hal dah terjadi kan...reda je la..time tu, sy pun sedey r gak bile tgk chalen n ct gaduh salt u...coz the day b4 that, dorang 2 bru jer berbaik kan...tup2 keesokannye plak hal ni trjadi...chalen mmg bad mood giler...sy plak sedaya upaya ler ckp kat dorang 2 yg kmi tak slahkan dorang...n really hrp dorang 2 leh berbaik smula...x nak la sebab kmi, dorang brgaduh plak...


x lama pastu, ct pun trun p bilik kmi smbil bwakan bread ntuk kmi...coz dia still rasa brsalah kat kmi...ct ni kan.....baik btol hahaha...erm then, ader aa ct p approach chalen n seems like dorang dah berbaik smula =) alhamdulilah....hopefully pasni jgn ler gaduh2 lgi ye...tp mmg susah ler nak gurantee psal hal ni kan...yg penting, kt mestilah pndai handle sesuatu masalah tu...


iklan kjap...


p/s: sifu....ekceli kan emhong btol2 tringin mo find some time n heart to heart talk with sifu...wo shi jiang zhen de...ekceli wo you hen duo hua yao geng ni shuo oo...ke shi dao xian zhai still dun have the chance...coz b4 this byk sgt hal yg trjadi...n yg pasti wo zhi dao wo hen duo chi de jui lek ni...hontoni gomenasai...so hope we can have the chance to talk...


k brbalik pda crita...after chalen balik rumah...tngal ler sy n yen je d bilik...hmm time tu aura lonely tu mmg dah trasa...tgh best2 borak dgn yen..suddenly dpt msj dri sifu...time tu sifu inform yg dia dh slamat smpai rumah...n oso ade gak say sorry coz tak inform awal...lgipun dia rushing coz rodtney kejar masa time tu...hehe ekceli after received msj from sifu, barula sy rasa senang hati skit...sy mmg mcm tu...wlpun cpt trsinggung, kadar ntuk smbuh tu pun cepat jga =)


aisey jauh jga mnyimpang ni...td bukan crita sal amin ke?? Hehe k back to story...td kan sy mention sal cuti 3 hri yg menerukkan lgi keadaan...since rumet2 sy balik rumah...sy mmg boring tahap gunung kinabalu laa...dah ler tak bleh on9...niat hati mmg ler nak siapkan nota mnggu tu...tp, leh krana lemah dgn hasutan syaitan, last2 sy byk buang masa tgk movie d laptop...pnah satu mlm tu sy habiskan 4 movie...hmm ekceli yg buat kan sy pelik bile amin lngsung xde kontek sy during 3 hri cuti tu...mmg pelik la...tp yg pasti sy yakin amin takkan stay jer d bilik...confirm dia dah ade plan smthing...


1day tu, coz boring yg tramat sgt, sy pun saje aa ajak ct outing hri ahad...ekceli sy just ajak2 ayam je coz sy x expect yg ct will stuju...biler ct ckp ok, sy pun excited gak ler...time tu ct ader la tnya napa tak ajak amin...time tu sy tol2 tak tau ape crita dgn c amin tu...so just ckp yg amin rasanya ade hal dia sndri...time tu sy takut sgt2 if kjadian 3oktober berulang...tp yg mslh nya...mcm mana nak kontek if sy sndri pun x kredit...lgipun dia oso lngsung x kontek sy...


End up hri tu terukir la sejarah sy outing berdua dgn ct....hehe 1st time outing dgn ct...fun jgala...at first sy rasa kekok gak coz tak tau nak mrayap kat ne bila smpai 1B nnti...masa kmi brjalan kaki p 1B tu pun sy dah start rasa kekok coz sy tak tau nak borak ape dgn ct...tp lama2 ok laa...mcm2 gak ler kmi borak dri crita sal maz p crita sal exam hri tu....haha mmg smgat giler laa sy critakan experience sy viva hri tu...viva paling disaster yg penah sy attend ~.~


Smpai2 je d 1B, kmi p survey2 movie dulu...aduiyaa skalinya kmi smpai awal sgt...gsc tu blom lgi buka...so trpksa ler kmi mrayau2 dulu...yg lawaknya kmi kejap2 turun p bwh then naik n then turun lagi...haha mana taknya...at first ckp nak mkn kat apple’s...then ct ckp dia tringin nak mkn kat food court so kmi pun naik ler p atas...smpai2 d food court, kmi ekceli dah duduk dah pun, tp bile tgk2 menu, ct plak tak berkenan..hehe so, kmi pun patah ler balik p apple’s...end up kmi pun mkn ler kat c2...hmm time tu lah kmi ade trsrmpak dgn dorang Fatimah...not to forget with dorang R...haha smpaikan 3x baa kmi trsrmpak...ainaaa mmg ada chemistry baa kmi haha...


Slesai mkn, kmi pun mrayau2 ler kdai2 skitar tu...n time tu lah sy tergerak mo kol c amin...tp yg kin panasnya tak dpt plak kol...ishh mmg panass gak laa time tu...tak lama pastu amin kol balik...aik ade plak kredit dia ni...amin tnya ler napa kol...dgn slmabernya sy jwb ler “saje je coz nak pastikan yg dia still hidop lgi ke”...ermm mcm kejam je ayat kan...ekceli sy geram coz dia ni mcm saje je mo elakkan diri dri sy...bile sy tnya dia katne...dia just jwb aderla somewhere...so, leh bygkan tak prasaan sy time tu?? B4 this kan sy ade mention yg sy ni jenis yg suka pendamkan prasaan...so biler die jwb mcm tu sy btol2 terkilan...dtmbah lgi dgn sgala tnda tnya sblom ni...mmg hmmmm ntah ler unexplainable feeling...


Nasib baik ler time tu sy dgn ct...so xde aa sgt sy pikirkan sal hal tu...continue p crita outing dulu b4 back to story....


After penat meneroka kdai2 yg kiut2...kmi 2 pun p ler servay tiket...ekceli ct ade mention yg dia nak sgt tgk new moon...sy plak dri awal mmg x interested nak tgk...bile2 survey pnya survey, tygan yg paling terdekat was crita santau kul 1.30....then new moon plak x silap dlm kul 2.3o or 3 lebih...since time tu baru kul 12 lebih so btol2 dlm dilemma gak ler coz mls nak tngu lama...sy tau ct mmg x into crita seram2...lgipun kesian gak ct coz dia kan tngal sorang...x pasal2 trauma plak anak org nnti hehe...ekceli sy ckp ler kat siti tak pyh ler kt tgk movie...kt just jln2 jer la...time tu sy mmg serius giler...tp ct really2 a nice person...sy dpt nmpak mcm dia x nak hmpakan sy, so dia pun ajak ler tgk santau tu...time tu sy btol2 trharu...huhu thanks aa ct...


Last2 kmi 2 pun stuju tgk santau tu...since ade lgi masa sejam...kmi 1st p surau dulu solat...aiseymen, bleh2 plak kmi trsrmpak dgn kak zirah d surau...aduiyaa kantoi...kak zirah kan jnis yg alim2...hehe msti dia x brpe suke bile kmi mntion kmi nak tgk wyg...ekceli if fikir balik...antara dak pompuan muslim dlm kelas...rasanya Cuma sy n ct je yg kaki tgk wayang...dak2 len kbykannya mmg x msuk pnggung... -_-


During tgk crita santau tu...hehe mmg geli hati gak ler tgk glagat ct...mcm2 ct mnyumpah time tgk crita tu...hahaha sama ler mcm kjdian kt tgk crita coming soon time bufday sifu hri tu hehe....ekceli kurang ler skit tahap keseraman bile tgk dgn ct hehe...tp yg kin panas bile ade part hantu kuar, ct msti tutup mata...haizz klau sy plak, sy slalu tutup tlinga coz sy x suka dgr sound effect dia...kuat giler!!


Hbis tgk wyg, wajib ler p mlawat giant...pastu kmi pun balik....yg sandinya kmi 2 jln kaki balik hahaha....that day i really have a gud time with ct....ct pun baik sesangat coz ikut je “rentak” sy...thank a lot ya!!


That’s the end story sal sy n ct...however this is not the penamat of the story...still have plenty to go T-Hee =_=


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Masuk mggu ke 2 (20/12/09-22/12/09)

Crita sal amin tak brhenti d situ je...masa me n ct otw nak balik ums...amin ade r kol n ajak sy p jogging petang tu...sy takut nak tolak coz nnti dia tarik muka dgn sy plak...lgipun sy nak gak tau ape ekceli yg terjadi, since these few days dia mcm byk menyepikan diri...ekceli sy x brape sure whether dia mention kul 5pm/5.30pm...sy dgr mcm 5pm...so balik je dri 1B sy lepak2 kjap hilangkan penat then p cuci bju kejap...bile sy hbis cuci bju, bru sy prasan yg amin ade kol sy...sy assume yg dia nak makesure sy dah balik bilik ke blom...x de aa expect bnda lain...sy siap msj ke dia n mention yg dun wory, sy psti pgi jogging pnya....time tu dah omost kul 5...then sy pun brsiap ler...ekceli dah pkai tudung pun...skalinya x lama pastu dia kol lgi skali...n mention yg x jdi jogging coz dia ade jnji dgn kwn nak p mkn....once again dia mention sal prkataan kwn tu...arggghhh to tell the truth....sy btol2 curious sapelah kwn dia tu...since dri hari tu asyik mention sal “kawan kawan kawan”...time tu really trasa gila2 laa dgn tindakan dia tu....


amin say sorry n dia ajak sy jog petang keesokan harinya...time tu sy tol2 dah tawar hati dah...sy just answer, tgk la dulu...hmm brabis gak ler sy ckp, x pe sy ok...tp ekceli i’m not ok at all...


keesokan harinya, dpt msj dri amin yg dia n ed x dpt p kelas coz x brape sihat...tp, tgk je dri ayat mmg tau pun dorang 2 bukan sakit pun...time tu sy just jwb acuh x acuh je msj dia tu...coz still hot maa...sy start rasa yg sy mcm dah tak brapa kenal dgn insan brnama amin ghazali ni...penah gak sy trpikir yg adekah sy hnya dicari bila time susah je?


Habis kelas, amin msj n ajak sy jogging petang tu...sy mmg mls giler nak p....amin dah prasan yg sy ekceli still marah sal smlm...so dia tol2 brabis ler ajak sy jogging gak...last2 sy stuju la jga...hmm klau ptg tu dia cancel lgi last minit...x tau ler sy nak ckp ape...


Ptg tu, sy dah elok2 pkai kasut sukan sgala, skalinya sy tgk amin dgn slamba je pkai sandal...sy pelik laa...aik td dia gak ckp nak jogging...ni aper citer ni??rupenye dia mmg plan xnak jogging..Hmm ampeh tol ooo...dia tkut if dia x ckp p jogging confirm sy x mo p jmpa dia...ainaaa....dia buat mcm ni lgila sy sakit hati...


Sy tau tujuan dia ajak sy “jogging” tu coz mau clear kan smthing...ekceli dia pun rase gak ler antara kmi mmg cam ade yg tak ngam...ade gak dia tnya napa time msj, sy mcm blas acuh x acuh je...plus dia ckp yg sy skang ni byk “against” dia...sy tak tau nak jwb mcm ne time tu...so sy just snyum je...coz byk sgt yg happen lately...really dunno where to start...somemore, b4 dia ajukan sy soalan tu, sy trlebih dahulu tnya dia ekceli dia g mane smlm? Tp dia x jwb soalan sy n trus tukar topic...so....since dri perenggan atas2 tu, leh tak korang bygkan tahap “ke’terkilan’an” sy tu....time tu sy rasa, dia mcm ade hiding smthing from me...


End up petang tu, pertemuan yg diharapkan dpt menjernihkan keadaan ekceli telah menambahkan lgi ke’curious’an sy trhdap amin...adehh mmg pelik laa suasana time tu...ekceli mlm tu kmi ade r jnji nk study sama...skalinye dewan tutup plak...last2 amin ckp xpe la, tnggu dewan buka bru study sama...


Time baca msj dia tu, sy mcm ada satu prasaan brsalah...coz sy tau ptg tu amin mmg niat baik nak ajak borak n maybe can redakan skit ketegangan antara kmi kan...tp due to byk sgt hal yg brlaku, otak sy mmg brserabut giler la...that’s why biler amin gurau2 dgn sy, sy tend to bls balik gurauan dia dlm bntuk yg agak mnyakitkan hati... sy tau, dia trasa tu dgn layanan sy...ade skali tu dia tnya whether sy still nk jdi PA dia lgi tak? Sy slamber jer la jwb NO...sy nak resign..ekceli sy gurau jer...reaksi amin time tu agak sugul n nmpak mcm dia take it serious...dunno why...sy time tu rasa mcm dia bukan amin yg sy kenal b4 this....


Sooooo, balik je bilik after “jogging” tu...sy pun msj ler amin n luahkan ape yg terbuku dlm hati sy...sy mention ler psal hbgan kmi yg agak dingin tu...nape dia mcm dah x brape hiraukan sy....then ader r gak sy mention yg ekceli sy x brniat pun nak sakitkan hati dia time td petang...huhu neves gak sy tnggu blsan dri dia coz sy takut dia trsnggung dgn ayat2 sy...at last amin bls n request yg dia nak jmpa sy kjap dpn blok...


Ekceli dat nite, sy oredi plan nak tgk new moon dgn sifu n edith...tp last2 dorang 2 je yg tgk...hehe hontou2 gomenasai...thankfully both of them not mad at me...sifu pun ade gak msj n tnya whether sy ade mslah ke...tp sy just reply dun worry...bile sy balik nnti sy crite kat sifu..n sy suh dorang tgk jer dulu new moon tu coz sy maybe lmbat skit balik...


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Everything is clear dat nite....

Pda mulanya neves gak la bila nak bersemuka dgn amin coz takut jdi mcm kes petang td....alhamdulillah sumenya run smoothly....


Time tu amin pun explain ler kat sy bout everything yg buat sy curious sgt2...paling penting psal “kawan” dia tu n mana dia mnghilang time cuti hri tu...


Ekceli amin mmg nak crite kat sy sal kwn2 dia tu, tp dia tak tau mcm mana nak jelaskan kat sy...for me plak, if dia keep on mcm berselindung smthing, lgila mudah bgi sy misunderstanding psal dia...


Rupe2nye amin ade join satu group skuad sabah...group ni slalu la buat konvo ronda2 sabah n buat aktiviti2 camping...so, time cuti hri tu, amin join group tu ronda2 p daerah beaufort,sipitang,keningau n tenom....


Then dia ade gak mention yg ekceli dia sama jer mcm dulu x brubah pun....maybe still lgi mood holiday kan...ekceli amin ade mention yg sy takut biler dia asyik dgn kwn2 dia tu, kmi tak de chance nak kuar same2 lgi...erm to tell the truth, amin ekceli mcm boleh baca ape yg ade dlm fikiran sy...cthnya dlm blog sy hri tu ada entry sal “me n them”...amin tau gmbar yg sy ckp tu ekceli gmbar psal dorang...n dia tau sy agak bimbang if the same thing might happen btwn kmi..


Some more, dia brabis gak fikir ekceli ape punca yg buatkan sy start act dingin dgn dia...kan kmi since start new sem mmg dah start dingin...n bile die mention psal sy start trasa coz dia tak respond msj hari raya sy tu...time tu trkejut gak la...aisey mcm mana dia bleh tau ni....senang sgt ke nak interpret sy???? Hmm tp mmg lawak laa...seems like dia mmg memahami sy...


Lama jgala kmi lepak tepi dewan tu....mcm2 gak la yg kmi borakkan...tp cam biasa tukang ckp sudah semestinya c amin...sy klau part brckp direct, mmg ade fail skit...sejujurnya, sy slesa gunakan blog ntuk luahkan ape yg sy rasa...coz i’m not so good in talking...


Biler amin hbis explain psal sgala misunderstanding tu, dia ade r tnya sy balik nape sy nmpak moody since start new sem tu? Sy jwb ler bcoz disebabkan sgala misunderstanding tu ler...erm mmg btol pun...if baca entry ni dri awal, mmg byk sgt persoalan yg bermain d fikiran sy ttg amin ghazali ni...sebab b4 this dia tak pernah nak selindungkan apa2 dri sy...so agak weird bila he seems like hiding smthing from me...so biler everything dah clarify, mmg sy rasa lega sgt2...


Oh ye, kat sni sy nak jelaskan sejelas-jelasnya....sy dgn amin mmg tak lebih dri teman tp mesra...kmi tak couple ok...somemore, korang jgn ler prcya sgt d status fb dia tu yg kononnya dia dah break dgn gf dia tu...ekceli dorang skang dah ok...


hmm sejujurnya part ni sy pun x brape nak phm dgn c amin ni...kejap2 dia ckp dia break...kejap2 berbaik...sometimes, sy pun keliru dgn status dia d fb...sy takut nak tnya coz tu kan hal peribadi dia...buat ape la cbuk2 nak tau kan...

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siang tdi (22/12/09)


masa jln nak p labcom dgn chalen, ngam2 ade Fatimah skali...yg lawaknya, dia approach sy n ckp yg sy skang ni kapel dgn amin ke...adehhh sy tau, even sy ckp yg kmi takde pape mmg dia takkan caya pnya...sy rasa omost sume classmate assume yg sy n amin kapel...lantak ler ape dorang nak pikir...yg penting sy hrp sgt korang as my friends trust us yg antara kmi mmg x lebih dri sorang kawan...sy tak kisah if org lain salah faham psal kmi...tp sy really hrpkan yg sifu n chalen fhm sal situasi kmi...coz kdg2 sy dpt rasa yg korang pun mcm ragu2 dgn prhubungan kmi kan...


b4 this, ekceli sy sndri pun agak konpius dgn hbgan kmi....tp skrang everyting is clear now....percayalah...sy mmg x kapel pun dgn amin....dia tu kan boss sy...hahaha somemore... sy tak mau eh kena santau dgn gf dia nnti akekekeke.....peace no war


p/s: entry ni sy buat smlm 22/12/09....btw hari ni (23/12/09) ade lgi bnda yg happen...but i’ll only talk bout it later...tenangkan fikiran dulu...peace~

Halluuuu ums~ miss u like crazy oredi hahaha...


Sy hampir mati kebosanan duk slama sebulan d rumah...dah la rutin seharian asyik mghadap laptop jeee...men pet society n tgk movie...bile rasa nak tido, tidoo...bile lapar, pandai2 la p skodeng mknan kat dapur...what a life!! Nasib la sy dpt parents yg agak sporting like my mom...tak dpt sy bygkan if sy dpt mom yg garang mcm singa hak3...confirm hari2 kene penyepak free wakakaka...


And now, dah genap seminggu semester 2 membuka tirai....well, sy mmg dah semangat giler nak mulakan pelajaran....plus, i’m oso missss giler2 kat kwn2 sy.....


B4 sy start crita ape yg brlaku spjg mggu 1st start semester, meh layan dulu crita b4 that....


ekceli hari tu mmg sy plan nak balik hari sabtu...tp memandangkan abah sy ade meeting dgn kwn dia, trpksa gak ler sy balik ahad...sy plan balik awal coz mau kemas bilik...


So, ahad tu bertolak awal dri rumah...rasanya dlm jam 9 am kmi jln...kononnya nak smpai awal ler...skalinye smpat plak abah sy p singgah rumah kwn dia coz ade kenduri kawin...hahaha aisey sempat lgi p makan free ^^


Smpai d kk dlm tgh hari gak la...then abah sy tnya nak soping barang katne? Sy pun ckp ler nak g 1B...hehe pelik gak abah sy, sal slalunya sy suke beli brg kat survey putatan...then abh sy suggest kmi snggah Suria Sabah...sy trkejut gak biler dgr Suria Sabah tu...walaweh, bnda alah tu dah siap dibina ke???awat sy leh trtinggal train ni?? Ainaa mcm katak d bwh tempurung je...rupenye suria sabah tu dah lame dah siap..since kita masih bercuti lgi...


Hehe excited gak la bile nmpak suria sabah tu depan mata...tp skalinya, nothing interesting in there...yg best just metrojaya je...metrojaya tu kirenye mcm tune d 1B...lgipun byk lgi kedai2 yg blom buka...so quite empty inside there...so, if nak jln kat sana, kenelah tnggu sume kdai buka dulu...if x, tak berbaloi beb!


Finish meneroka suria sabah, akhirnya trcapai gak hajat mo p 1B...ekceli omost x jdi mo p 1B coz byk giler kreta...paking pun full je...rasenye dekat sejam gak ler abah sy pusing2 cari paking...nasib last2 dapat gak...ekceli that day mmg byk function d 1B...kat luar ade lumba beskal, dpn 1B plak ade promosi ntuk sape2 yg nk try mrasa mnggang kuda...adehh ,tgk rupe kuda tu pun sy x slera, kurus btol!! Klau sy yg p naik confirm kuda tu dpt bone fracture haha...then kat dlm 1B plak ade pC fair...mmg rmai aa manusia serbu pc fair tu...abah n adik sy pun tak lepaskan peluang p serbu pc fair tu...meanwhile, me n my mom p soping brg d giant...hehe mak sy mngadu penat jln dgn sy...mana taknya, skejap masuk kdai ni...kejap2 p naik atas...kjap2 trun bwh...hehe soryyy ye maa...hehe tu lah style sy mrayau d 1B....


After habis mrayau d 1B...akhirnya sy pun dihantar ler balik ums..time tu dah omost kul 2 lebih...my mom dah bg tau awal2 yg dia tak dpt tolong sy angkat brg smpai bilik...hehe sal dah tak larat...aisey sian my mom akeke...so adik sy c farhan tu lah yg tlg angkat brg smpai ke tngga...waduh byk gak brg sy ni...mcm gaye org pndah rumah jee haha..


Smpai2 d bilik, sy disambut oleh yen yg time tu tgh bersihkan kipas bhgian meja study...waseh rupenye, yen dah awal2 tolong kemaskan bilik...arigatou yen ^^


then sy nmpak sifu yg tgh khusyuk layan laptop...sy cam biase laa tegur sifuuuu....erm air muka sifu time tu agak lain skit ler...aisey x kan homesick plak...so, sy x brani ler nak tegur lebih2..after habis angkat brg...sy pun solat dulu b4 plan mo kemas brg...


After solat tu, sy tergerak mo tgur sifu, hehe nasib laa sifu layan mcm biasa...then we start talking bout our activities during holiday...conversation kmi brtmbah rancak biler sy bg tau sifu yg sy oredi finish tgk drama “You are my destiny”


To tell the truth, that is the best Taiwan drama ever...hehe “wei xiao pasta” jtuh p no 2...mnyesal giler sy tak tgk drama tu awal2...ekceli drama tu sifu dah lama beli time awal2 2009...sy plak start tgk masa hujung2 2009...pnya lama tu drama kena perap hehe....


Then, our conversation been interrupted by a call from mr amin....ainaa ni org mmg ooo...call2 bleh plak dia p mnta mknan dgn sy...then dia inform yg cafe cd tutup...so x tau nak mkn katne...aisey parahh la kmi mcm ni...if dulu just cafe sekolah je yg tutup..kali ni smpaikan cafe cd pun tutup...manelah kmi nak cari mknan spnjg 2 mnggu ni??? Alamat mkn megi jer la kmi everyday...


However, amin call bukanlah saje2....ekceli mmg ade udang disebalik mee....haha dia ekceli ajak p 1B teman dia mkn...at first mmg sy refuse...coz penat oo sal baru je smpai...brg pun blom habis kemas lgi...tp sebab x nak hmpakan dia, sy pun stuju jer la...sy siap ckp lgi sifu pun join...dah ler time tu sy still blom tnya sifu...hik3 nasib ler sifu pun agree...


So, petang tu kul 4.30...kmi bertiga pun berjlan kaki mnuju ke 1B...ed pun nak join gak mkn d 1B tp dia tak join kmi jln...ainaa anak manja baa...mesti aa parents yg tlg hanta p 1B akeke....


Kmi meet with ed dpn entrance 1B...


1st port yg kmi pgi mestilah isi perut dulu...lgipun tulah tujuan utama kmi outing...cam biase la, tgh2 gawat mcm ni apple’s cafe mnjadi pilihan kmi ntuk melantak...habis je mkn....adekah kmi trus balik?????hak3 that’s definitely not gonna happen...hello~ muke kami ni, mane aa main blah from 1B tnpa tgk movie...


End up, kmi pun decide tgk crite “princess n frog”...crite tu start kul 7.30pm...hehe yg lawaknye, pekeja gsc tu pelik tgk kmi ber4 coz kmi choose tgk crite katun...aisey, persoalannya, salahka kmi mo tgk katun???? We still young wat??hahaha...


Mmndgkan still ade bout 1 hour b4 movie start, kmi ber4 pun mrayau dulu...kmi decide p serbu culture village...ekceli kdai tu baru buka...omost same like living cabin, but the shop kecik skit n tak byk sgt brg...however i like the way they decorate the shop...mmg bertemakan culture n village hehe....


Pas habis meneroka culture village, me n sifu beredar p kdai dvd b4 beralih plak p daiso...c amin n ed plak khusyuk btol lepak d luar culture village smbil berborak....ntah aper la yg dorang borakkan...smpaikan me n sifu habis ronda daiso pun dorang still tak prasan yg kmi dah lama kuar dri culture village tu...c ed siap p jenguk dlm culture village p cari kmi....Lol padahal kmi brabis pnggil2 c ed...ed ni pun, impossible me n sifu will stay bgitu lama d satu2 kdai tu...except for kdai dvd ^^


Finally, kmi pun bergerak mnuju ke gsc...c amin plak smpat lgi buat temu janji dgn kwn dia...kmi pun tak tau org tu dtg dri mana...sebab geram pnya psal, kmi smpat lgi bergurau n suh amin ambik je tiket tu, n p tgk movie sama kwn dia tu haha...


“Princess n frog”....for me crita tu ok la...i’m ekceli not a fan of katun2...however, we did enjoy ourself...Cuma crita tu byk sgt lagu..mcm crita Hindustan plak...kejap2 mnyanyi...yg penting happy ending ^^


Slesai je tgk wayang...mcm biasa ler rutin kmi....wajib sngah p giant dulu...hehe for the 1st time sy x beli apa2 d giant...sal sy dah soping awal2 pun dgn my mom tdi...Cuma sifu n amin je yg soping brg...ed plak just beli biskut crunchy bite...erm yg lawaknye, sifu bawa bakul tp barang sifu just satu je...biskut tiger jek pun...yg memenuhkan bakul sifu sumanya brg si amin hahaha...sabar ek sifu ^^


Akhirnyaaaaa.....kmi finally otw balik ums....fuhhh penat giler ooo....yg kin panasnye, i have kerja yg waiting for me...wuuuuuuu need to continue unpacking things.....haizzz nilah padah nye outing b4 bereskan keje....


That nite, lewat gak la sy tido...tp takdela selewat sifu...sifu bleh dikatakan every nite kena insomnia...nasib ler sy dpt tido mcm biasa..n yg paling penting, sy brjaya bngun b4 my alarm brbunyi akekeke....


Erm i guess smpai sini dulu entry sy ntuk kali ni...pas ni baru smbung crita sal mggu study plak....

p/s: ekceli entry ni dah lama terperap dlm laptop ^^


-peace no war-