WeLcoMe To mY wOrLd

 

minggu ni genaplah sebulan aku menjejakkan kaki ke posting O&G…prasaan aku?haha mcm sukar ntuk dipercayai coz makin lama aku makin suke dgn posting ni..frankly speaking, aku dulu paling takut dgn posting ni coz perlu conduct delivery plus kene buat all those vaginal examination…eee aku klau bleh x mo buat tu sume…seram plus malu siot nak sentuh part2 yg tersangatlah private tu..

first 2 weeks…not really enjoyed the posting…reasons?? morning ward round not so interesting as in SJP..haaizz sometimes feel unwanted leeh...Dr bukannya layan kami pun..ditambah lgi dgn pandangan menyampah from Dr A..aiggo~ mcm je dia x penah jdi med student before this..no need so sombong la..even specialist oso know how to smile wif us..

huhu i miss the moment when all of us kene shot dgn soklan by Mr Ng…miss the moment to see Mr jerry’s interact wif patient…miss the moment kene “fire” dgn dr Joe coz byk sgt org berkerumun dlm burn room during ward round..haiiz i wonder napelah bdak SJP skang x bape suke follow ward round..best ape!ditambah lgi biler mr jerry yg handle ward round tu ^_^

2nd reason…we dun have a proper restroom/classroom as in SJP..sometimes lect will be at ICU..smtimes at MOPD..smtimes at level 6..smtimes pinjam bilik surgical ward..n last choice is at bandar maju…

3rd reason..the clinic???wuuuu i really dun like attend clinic session…coz its really different from SJP..for me i really learnt a lot during SJP..but in OGP?huhu dunno lah..most of the Drs not really have time to teach us..if u want to learnt..pandai2 lah survive sndri ye..wat makes it so different compare to SJP is..we ekceli kene pantau by Dr WWM & Dr O..dah ler kene present case kat dorang (till now i havent present any case yet to them)..haaiizz i prefer the way in SJP in which each time clinic ,we are stick to 1 Dr n will rotate weekly..by doing dat, we’re able to learnt a lot from different dr..in OG,sometimes i feel “lost” during clinic coz dunno wat to do…nak clerk case, tp malas..end up juz lepak at the korner “study” smbil tunggu  Dr wwm  bla dri situ..

other reason..most of us having difficulty in do clerking..blur! dunno how to clerk patient esp obs case..omo~ byk kot bnda kene tnya..antenatal booking..past obs..past gynae..plus oso need to know details regarding the investigation tu sume..hayoo stres!!erm tp skang, i oredi can get used wif it..ekceli takdelah susah mane pun kan hehe..thanks a lot to Dr coz x jemu2 dok ulang bnda yg sma each time we do ward round or bst >.<

ekceli, the main reason yg buatkan i’m not really enjoy the posting at the “1st trimester” is when i still dun get chance to conduct any delivery…stress siott coz most of them ady conduct at least once..i feel quite down last week coz when i feel smgat to go on call..my friends dun have feel to go for it..ditambah dgn sindiran from midwife when they keep on puji bdak laki coz dah byk kali conduct delivery compare to bdak pompuan esp me yg x penah skali pun conduct,i decide to try my luck on last sunday..i said to my self..no matter wat happen, i must conduct delivery within this week..

ekceli i plan to stay after saturday’s class..but cancel coz there’s ady group onkol dat day..so sia2 je kot if stay..kang kene ckp curi peluang org plak..so nak tak nak ahad je lah peluang aku..ditambah plak tarikh hri tu mmg smart giler..10.10.2010..hoho i bet there will be many deliveries..

i know sunday ros will go for church..so i ask edith to accompany me..but sayangnya she ady have date wif her sister..aiggoo~ then i ask chalen to teman me..malangnya she oso cant make it coz not feeling well..ok fine..i’ll go by myself...i really have to..if not bile lgi nak curi peluang ntuk conduct..if nak tngu next onkol..high chance dat we’ll not go for onkol..if wait till next session of labour room??huh klau lambat grab chance mmg confirm kene bolot oleh mamat 2 ekor tu..

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so, as planned..i woke up early dat morning…mulenye plan nak nek bas je pagi tu coz ros tak jdi pegi church..tp ros dgn baiknya offer to send me to hosp..hehe kamsae hae ros! she said she will joining me but maybe in the evening…

smpai je kat hosp, aku trus melangkahkan kaki ke labour room..nebes siot p sorang2..smpai je rest room tu, nmpak ade 1 beg student..aik mcm kenal je..tnpa buang msa, aku trus gerak ke labour room..aigoo~ byk nye dr dlm tu..xkan ler tgah buat ward round plak..aiseh x brani nak approach, aku pun g turun beli breakfast dulu..after dat bru aku mnuju ke labour room smula..Lol rupenye dr yg ramai2 td dok observe or supervise si firdaus conduct delivery…walaweh mamat tu lgi awal siot..time tu just aku dan dia je, takde pun kelibat student lain..hoho good2..means adelah chance ntuk conduct delivery..

msa tu ade anothe patient…so aku pun branikan diri ntuk approach n minta consent ntuk conduct..alhamdulilah berjaya..my 1st patient is madam suhana G4P3..at last i manage to experience how to conduct delivery..midwife yg sma2 conduct dgn aku tu JM Suriati..aku ske tgk kakak tu coz dia cantik hik3..plus oso baik n sudi mengjar..tp msa preparation ntuk delivery, kakak tu ade “marah” aku coz lmbat sgt prepare antiseptic..omo~ time tu “lotion: dah habis..so kak tu suh aku gune NS jek..susah siot nak transfer air tu gune syringe..dah ler time tu pt dah start ajan..last2 kak tu suh aku letak ketepi NS tu n trus prepare ntuk smbut baby..huhu gomen kak..org barulah ler katekan..mmg ler byk salah sane sini..

msa conduct tu, aku takdelah 100% conduct coz msa kpala baby dah kuar, kak tu yg tolong kluarkan badan baby coz time tu kpala baby mcm terlekat..omo~ biru bdan baby msa kluar..means ade fetal distress..but thankfully no need for any resuscitation..juz aspiration only…klau tak confirm aku fobia nak smbut baby lgi..then proceed wif placenta delivery…omo mcm ni rupenye prasaan pegang placenta..isk3 lembik btol mcm jelly..then part kluarkan drah form uterus tu aku still x bape mahir..biler aku korek xpun drah kluar..skalinya bile kak tu korek,bergumpal2 drah kuar..haizz..

for me its really a nice experience..thankfully pt tu dun have any tear..so no need to jait loo..officially, my 1st baby out at 11.29am (10/10/10)..baby boy 3kg..

finish conducted, i feel to conduct another delivery..somemore dat time there’re 3 more pts..firdaus oso decide to conduct another del..he ask this pt named madam Nia,G2P1 but haved previous scar..so in her case, she’s consider as primigravida n med student basically is not allowed to conduct..

aku plak dok usha pt sblah madam nia tu..aisey x ingat ler plak nama ape..but she is oso G2P1 but no previous scar..hehe which mean i can take her case..since firdaus unable to take any case, he decide to go somewhere else to study..ekceli there’s another pt but the pt got GDM somemore she oso seems have other problem coz during VE done i heard that midwife mention she can feel fetal hand..omo dunno wats ekceli happen..since dat pt mcm “dikawal ketat” kmi pun x jdilah nak approach..

nak dijadikan crita, msa aku tgh dok timing contraction pt yg aku cop tu, suddenly midwife kecoh2 kat sblah coz pt madam nia tu dah nak bersalin..tb2 midwife tu dok cari2 si firdaus coz she want firdaus tu conduct..at first mmg dia x bgi conduct but since the mother condition seems well n the progression of labour is good, dia pun benarkan student ntuk conduct..msa dorang dok cri2 firdaus, aku pun try ler nak kol tp last2 midwife tu suh aku je yg conduct coz x tau kemana hilangnya mamat tu..hehe mianhae firdaus..nmpaknya i have to take ur case..

msa aku dah prepare ntuk conduct, midwife tu asyik2 dok ulang yg dia nak firdaus yg conduct..ciss nmpak sgt gender discrimination kan..aku time tu senyum jek lah..x kan nak buat muke seposen plak..tp midwife tu baik jga mcm kak suriati..dia xdelah mrah2..siap bgi arahan 1-1 how to conduct..kali ni bleh dikatakan 99% i conduct the delivery..hehe baby aku yg kuarkan plus the placenta..but i still failed to evacuated the blood from uterus..aisey seram siot nak korek dalam2..tak psal2 tersalah korek ke huhu..tp biler tgk midwife tu buat, slamber bdak je dok korek dlm2..yg madam nia tu plak comey btol..dia komplen sakit tp dok ketawa je mcm kegelian..

dis time my 2nd baby oso boy,3.3kg n out at 1.27pm (10/10/2010)…alhamduliah sumenye brakhir dgn jayanya..but this pt got tear coz she had episiotomy..hoho nasib ler midwife tu yg jait..i really dun have any courage to jait luke org esp kat part2 yg private tu hoho…

ekceli msa aku dah hbis conduct 2nd delivery tu, firdaus pun muncul..hehe nak tak nak trpksa ler dia ambik kes aku yg awal2 td..so kurang ler rasa brsalah aku kat dia..at the end he oso manage to conduct 2 times..msa tu he conduct wif dr jauty..Lol lawak oo dr jouty tu..comey btol..innocent je rupe..byk btol mistakes yg dia terbuat smpaikan truk kene buli dgn midwife haha..

around 4pm ros came joining me..ekceli dat time i ady got consent to take case GDM tu..but since i ady conduct twice, so decide to give chance to ros plak..somemore i ady feel tired..smbil2 kmi monitor pt tu, we got chance to witnessed vacuum delivery which was done by Dr Azizi..the pt is primigravida..kesian btol kmi tgk coz dia brabis teran tp kpala baby tak descent2..

at first suasana quite meriah ler coz dr jouty n dr azizi dok bgi smngat kat pt..me n ros oso joining bgi smgat kat pt..after omost 1 hour still at stage 2, midwife n dr try to assisted the delivery by helping apply direct pressure to the mother’s uterus..when the mother tgah ajan, dorang pun dok tekan perut mother tu tolong baby ntuk descent..2 kali dorang try but failed..at first dr jouty yg apply the pressure..then midwife ganti..midwife tu smpai dduk skali atas bed pt..adoii klau tgk mmg kuat giler midwife tu tekan perut smbil tolak ke bwah..at last they decide to using vacuum to delivered the baby coz the baby seems in risk of fetal distress..

smpaikan dr amory pun kene pngil ke tmpat kejadian..adoii mmg cemas giler le keadaan time tu..dah ler msa kuarkan kpala baby tu, the vacuum terlepas from baby’s head..nasib ler dr sempat hold kpala baby from termasuk balik..alhamdulilah baby manage to out safely..but need to do resuscitation coz got fetal distress..

finished with the case, me n ros dok lepak kat “kaunter” tu smbil belajar psal Apgar score dgn fr jouty..hehe dr tu mmg baik laa..sempoi jek..smbil2 kmi dok mnggu biler la pt GDM tu nak bersalin, suddenly ada ura2 yg pt tu will undergo EMLCS coz from CTG fetal heart rate seems not so good..

aisey xdelah chance ros nak conduct del..but nvm coz we able to observe the operation wat..dr jouty ni plak sempat lgi buat lawak biler nk inform pt psal operation tu..expression dah ler hapy giler..then dr azizi tegur lah awat excited sgt coz brita yg nak dikhabarkan bukannya brita baik pun..dr J ckp kat pt yg dia ada 1 brita baik n 1 brita buruk..brita baiknya baby will out at 10/10/2010..but brite buruknya the pt need to undergo EMLCS..

sedey kmi tgk biler pt started to cry when she heard bout the news..ekceli the pt not afraid bout the operation..we believe deep in her heart, she’s ekceli really worried bout her baby coz previously she’s ady had history of IUD..

dat nite, the pt successfully undergo the EMLCS which done by dr Amory…hehe msa pt kene usung p OT, me n ros brlari mnuju ke OT mngalahkan dr yg nak perform the operetion je..hik3 bukannye ape, kmi takut terlewat smpai baa..aku time tu dah ler takde bwa inner n tudung spare..so nak tak nak i just wear the green cap only..lgipun time tu dah mlm maneda classmated yg len pun..firdaus plak dah lama balik..

midwife from labour room terkejut tgk kmi coz awal2 dah ready d OT..hoho ini membuktikan kesungguhan kmi baa ^.^

7.25pm baby brjaya dikeluarkan..omo comey siott baby pt tu..baby boy 3.6kg..chubby giler!! rase mcm nak cubit2 je pipi dia..alhamdulilah both mother n baby are safe..yg paling menyetuh hati, biler kmi kluar dri OT, relatives pt tu approach us & asking bout pt condition..we told them no need to worry coz baby n mother are safe..they ask whether they can see the baby, we’re not sure bout that, but we just told them to wait for the mother back from OT n after her condition is stable, they can visit the mother with the baby..

msa kmi mnuju ke rest room ntuk ambik beg, we saw the baby inside the “baby’s room”..hehe soooo kiut! we did took some pictures of him..when we on our way back, we singgah dlu at level 2 to meet wif pt’s relatives n we showed them the baby’s picture..they all seem soooo hepi n thankful! oh god its hard to describe the feeling that time..both of us feel touch n hepi for them..

10/10/2010 definitely was a great and meaningful memory for me..in a single day i able to experience so many things..conduct deliveries..witnessed instrumental delivery..went to OT at nite time..and the most meaningful thing is able to share the happiness with others..

its really a great feeling to see baby yg kite sambut brada slamat di pangkuan ibunya..aaaaahh i feel like i oso wanna to have baby ASAP(n.n)

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so far i managed to conduct 3 deliveries..at last my 1st baby girl born on 12/10/2010 at 11.15am..adoii hri tu mmg byk btol dugaan before i got chance to conduct the delivery..

me n ros went to hosp at 4.30 am n decide to stay till class finished..somemore our gp mmg d labour room pun pagi tu..but dat time pt tak byk pun..ada pun kes primigravida..so x bleh nak conduct..ros je ade pt..then till 8 lebih cam tu dorang vinsern pun smpai..time tu i manage to cop 1 pt G10p9..adoii but end up failed to conduct coz during the CTG, FHR show bradycardia..pt tu hmpir diusung ke OT but at last managed to vaginal delivery..ekceli os dia bru buka 5 cm time tu, dats why dr decide to perform EMLCS..skalinya biler Dr yew kluarkan his magic hand, the os omost full dilatation..so end up no EMLCS needed, just the SVD..but the case was taken by Dr Azhar..adoii takpelah..bukan rezeki sy ntuk conduct kot..

yg geramnye, dorang kawai kan lambat smpai..tp dorang dgn luckynya dpt conduct delivery awal dri kmi haha..ada 1 pt ni bru je msuk x smpai stgah jam trus bersalin..hmm bertuah btol si kawaai ni..vinsern plak since xde chance nak conduct, he just assisted the case of hep B..prema oso got chance to conduct..aigooo sedey siott…me n ros dtg since 4.30 am but still x chance to conduct..maybe inilah dinamakan nasib kan..if diikutkan dorang sume dpt conduct dat day..just me n edith je x peluang..c firdaus plak x tau mana mghilang…dlm kul 10 lebih tu edith dpt pt..

i decide to accompany her if we x managed to attend the lect at 12pm..msa tgh timing contraction pt edith, suddelny ade 2 new pt msuk..but sygnya 1 tu ade PIH n another 1 ade GDM..omo mmg x rezeki btol..but i ady got conset from the GDM pt..she give me green light..but midwife not allowed me to conduct since the pt has GDM..but i still x putus asa, n keep on stay by pt’s side..

during the admission the os only open 5cm..but since the pt looks really in pain n mcm ada tnda2 nak labour, 2nd ve done n suprisingly the os ady 9cm!! omo! so fast one..then ada 1 midwife ni bgi kebenaran me ntuk conduct..yeeeaaahhh at last!! akhirnya tak sia2 jga penantian sy..

mmg senang siot nak delivered baby yg 3rd ni..x sempat pun nak clean the genitalia dah nmpak kpala baby..rasanya x smpai 15 minit teran baby pun kluar..

for me the 3rd experience quite meaningful coz i started to manage the pt since early till the end..msa pt bru msuk labour room, i start approach her n have a chat..during the delivery, cam biasa i did everything except for the blood evacuated n jait2 thing..but after midwife tu siap jait, dia trus hangover pt to me..so i do the cleaning, pakaikan pad,n tukarkan bju pt tu sume..

the next day i went to post natal ward to pay a visit..hehe of coz ler pt still recognize me..aaaaahh day by day i started to enjoy this posting so much!!

thanks to all mama yg bagi peluang for me to conduct the delivery…thanks oso to the midwives yg byk bgi tunjuk ajar..i hope i have another chances to conduct more delivery..

 

Ya Allah, semoga Engkau permudahkanlah segala urusan kami..bagilah kami kekuatan untuk menempuh segala dugaan dan cabaran..bantulah kami sekiranya kami dalam kesulitan dan kesusahan..amiinn..

 

1st baby boy - 3kg

10/10/2010 @ 11.29am

p/s: cian..kene letak dlm kotak for awhile d/t

fetal distress..

 

 

 

2nd baby boy - 3.3 kg

10/10/2010 @ 1.27pm

p/s: chubby n putih siot..mum dia bugis but papa dia

chinese

 

3rd baby girl - 2.95 kg

12/10/2010 @ 11.15am

p/s: adey xde gaye baby girl kan coz rmbut dia x bape

lebat..tp x pe..still maintain cute =)

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yossh! 1st of all mianae..entry kali ni x spt yg dijanjikan..which

means i’ll postpone again entry psal SJP tu ^^ huhu bukannya

ape, ekceli masa x mengizinkan..somemore mata pun dah

ngantuk ni..dah ler sy blum study lgi..dri td dok on9 jek..haizz mati

lah sy x dpt jwab soalan dr Ohmar sok x_x

not much to say ekceli..juz nak menyampaikan sdikit pndgan ntuk

sape2 yg rase berkaitan lah yek..sy harap korang jgn ambik hati

sgt dgn ape yg sy cuba smpaikan..ambik yg jernih buang yg

keruh..

erm yesterday (28sept) wow~! we’re so lucky or wat? dat

morning byk giler mama bersalin... mmg busy siot lab room

tu..x ckup tgan nurses nak handle..dis means byk ler chances for

us ntuk conduct delivery..erm but sygnya i x grab the chances to

conduct..coz i think i need to observe more b4 i have courage to

conduct..dat time most of my gp members succesfully conducted

the delivery..except for me,firdaus n prema..but prema ady

conducted one b4 this..so if nak diikutkan , left me n firdaus dat

havent conduct any delivery yet..haaiizz wat a pressure!

keje sy kat lab room tu juz mundar-mandir n tolong ape yg

patut..omo..nurses kat situ mmg suke giler suh kmi2 yg xde keje

ni ntuk ambik2 brg..mcm kes sy..tgh sy khusyuk2 brdiri kat 1

korner observe kes juey hong..tb2 nurse sebut “nurul~tolong isi

air dlm bekas ni”..adoii smpat lgi sy blur kejap n tertnya2 “eh

nurse ni pngil aku ke?”..isk3 nurul2, dah nurse tu pndang ko,

mstilah dia sruh ko!

wuuu blur siot! air ape yg nurse ni nak? xkan ler air paip plak..sy

tnya my colleague but they oso dunno..last2 tnya nurse..haha

time tu lah teruk kene bomb dgn nurse..pedas siot kene sindir..

“hah?air pun x tau?ni lah kamu org ni..dah brape lama observe

pun still tak tau ape2..korang tau observe je tp x reti nak tnya2

soalan..”

last2 nurse tu yg pgi cri “air”..bila dah jmpa dia suh sy teliti btol2

nama yg tertera pda botol tu..ooooo benda alah ni ke plak..air yg

dimaksudkan tu “clorhexidine” (antiseptic)..fuh sy akan ingat

smpai mati tu..

slain kes air tu..ade lgi 1 kes..nurse suh ambik bnda putih yg gune

ntuk clamp baby punye umbilical cord..ntah ape dah nma bnda

tu..x ingat (hak3 coz bkan sy yg kene suh cri)..but still tolong cri

ler jga..ekceli msa nurse sebut bnda tu..kmi mmg x tau ape bnda

tu..so ape lgi..kene lah lgi bomb yg ke2..

adooii sabar je lah..but i can see seseorang mcm dah start

“moody” effect kene sound dgn nurse tu..hmm how to say

aa..for me no need lah trasa sgt dgn kata2 nurse tu..juz take it

easy laa..nurse bukan maki hamun pun..paling kejam pun

dorang juz menyindir je..but tu sume kan ntuk kebaikan kita

maa..its 1 of the learning process..so juz accept it dgn open

heart laa..no need moody2..coz u oso will affected the

surrounding u know..

hmm sorry la if my words seem to harsh or wat ever..ntah

lah..maybe setiap org pnya penerimaan tu berbeza kan..sy x tau

ler plak if sy ni sorang yg “takde perasaan”..but i feel that i can

easily accept the kritikan wif open heart..as long as kritikan tu

betul n bertujuan ntuk memperbaiki diri sy..ape gunenye dok

pendam perasaaan sedey or x puas hati tu lame2?? buat stress je..

klau dah stress tu..faham2 je lah…xde mood nak interact dgn

org..klau org tnya soalan, msti dibalas dgn 1 expression yg hmm

camne nak describe aa..ala its like “isk bleh x jgn kcau sy skang? x

nmpak ke sy tgh hot?”..klau org tu mmg dah lama kenal kita, its

oklah..at least dorang faham..oh si dia ni tgh stress..baa jgn lah

kacau dia..if org yg x brapa rapat plak, wat do u think?? mstilah

org tu akan trasa kan dgn tindakan tu..

 

i know u realized bout this problem rite n have initiatif to

overcome it..but hmm i ekceli cant see the progression..i guess

it takes time..

hmm for my other friend..hey..i think u have improved a lot..org

yg sy mksudkan di sini is someone yg really easy

to feel irritated..haha i hope u know who you are.. 

previously..u really easy to get irritated for small2

things..sometimes ur actions seems quite harsh and “kejam”..esp

if in a situation when u forgot to bring something..u know wat..u

makes us “takut” wif u ^^ but the good thing is..the rate of

recovery oso so fast one..u know u ady buat org tersinggung n at

the end u apologized.. it wont take days..its only take few hours

only..

now…u really seems improved…eg like the case we “escape”

the clinic dat day…u ada mention yg its ur fault coz forgot dat dr

will come to clinic for pemantauan..when u started to mention

bout the thing..in my mind, i ady prepared my physical n mental

to accept dat u gonna “explode” in any time..but thankfully~ u

didnt explode..omo~ its hard to believe..u juz acted calm.. till

now, u havent show any sign of previous “illness”..i hope it

will last for a long period..

i think dats all i want to say for now…we’re friends rite..so

tujuan sy mention psal sume tu bukanler nak buat korang

tersinggung ke ape..as friend i juz tegur mane2 yg patut..up to u

guys laa nak trima mcm mana..i oso not perfect baa..byk yg

kurang sana sini..so if u guys have any teguran..juz tell

me..insya”allah i’ll accept it wif a open heart n try ntuk

memperbaiki diri..kat dunia ni, kite bukannya duk sorang2..we’re

living in a society..so fkir2 lah jga kat org sekeliling..peace x war..

oh ye sblom i end this entry..i have something to ask..i wonder

why most of the MALAY h/0 esp m/o sooooooo berlagak one??

eeee tolongla..muka lgsung tak mesra alam..mcm nak makan org

je..plizlah, specialist pun x berlagak like dorang tu…haizz dorang

dulu x penah ke jdi med student like us?sepatutnya dorang faham

ler keadaan kite kan..

i hope if i managed to finish my study n graduated as a dr..i wont

be so cocky..i want bcome a dr like Mr Jerry..he is my

ispiration..i admire him so much! for PEOPLE dat HARDLY to see

mr jerry’s pnye kelebihan…better go drink clorox laa..haha gurau

only..dun get angry…hmm i ekceli dunno how to convince

u..wat i can say is..mr jerry got an “X-factor” in which when we

1st time saw him,we’ll say “wow!!” n we have some kind of

inspiration to become like him..for me, i started to admire him

during 1st bst wif him..omo~ terpegun tgk cara mr jerry clerk

pt!! 

oklah dats all guys..hehe dis time btol2 end sdah ni..see u guys next time!!

nasihat ntuk diri sndri: ingat nurul…bnyakkan se~nyum~

coz if u dun smile, ur expression owez looks “stress” hahaha…

p/s: 2nite onkol..hope i have chance to conduct delivery..Ya Allah

bagilah aku kekuatan!

Jgn stress2 ye abang & kakak sekalian…

kmi menantikan kehadiran korang

ntuk “menyambut” kami  ^___^

Ganbatte ne!!

 

 

                  

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Hi guys..tanpa memnjgkan crita meh sy critekan psal life sy kat sandakan ni ye..hoho i guess crite ni mmg dah bangas tahap dewa dah..i dun think u guys have interest to read bout it..but who’s care...layaan je lah!

3 months ago…

1st impression of Sandakan…

                       

 

hmm of coz ler sedey n berat hati nak meninggalkan rumah…but dats ekceli not the main point..lgipun sy dah biasa brjauhan dgn family..hoho mane taknya…diri inikan dah tak brape “diterima” sgt biler kat rumah tu..hak3 tulah sape suh brlagak mcm “princes” sgt..pemalas tahap babas btol..

so as korang expected, sy berat hati nak mngalkan ums & 1borneo…baa,1B tu kan dh mcm my 3rd home (2nd home~ums)..klau 2nd year omost evry week muke sy dok mnyemak kat 1B tu..huhu nnti biler dah stay sandakan x dpt ler nak lepak kat 1B..no more kbox..no more movie..no more boling..no more soping..no more McD..no more apple’s..no more big’s apple..arrghhhh no more everything dat can b consider as FUN T.T

reader: haizz u tot sandakan tu hutan ke cik nurul ooii!!??

1st day in sandakan..

fuuhh perjalanan pun dah ambik masa 6hours++ penat siott!!wlpun bukan sy yg drive kan..but oso penat maa..nek lenguh badan duk dlm bus lama2..haizz high risk to get Deep Vein Thrombosis (DVT) u know >.< well dlm bus most of the time i sleep! haha hbis tu nak watpe lgi..org len pun busy wat taik mate! but smpai je ranau..tak “slere” nak tido coz jalan yg berliku-liku…wuuu pening giler..nasib ler x termuntah..i think ader lah terjaga dlm sejam b4 terlelap balik haha..mase kat ranau tu sifu pnyalah bertuah coz dpt jmpa dgn mum n adik2 dia..hehe tp awal2 tu sifu brlagak “cool” skit..mcm nak tak nak je turun g jmpa mum dia ^^

~STRESS MENGHIMPIT JIWA~

1. arrived at bandar Maju around 4pm..

penat siott!! mulenye ingat we’ll stay there..rupenye juz p reg rumah je..adooi awat lah office SPU ni “isolate” btol..byk2 tmpat, lot kedai yg blakang2 jga jdi pilihan…somemore xde rupe opis pun..ermm i guess still in construction guaaa!?

 

2. our dream house is juz a dream T.T

 

its really heartbroken coz our dream house hanya tngal harapan…ntah makhluk tuhan manelah yg pndai2 ckp kmi bleh tentukan housemates sndri..skang tgk ler ape jdi? i think chalen n sifu yg paling sedey bler dpt tau yg we have to apart..coz dorang trpksa 1 rumah dgn bdak chinese which 4sure x ngam dgn dorang..sy plak ditakdirkan serumah dgn dorang dila…huhu sedey la jga coz sy x biasa dgn dorang..but lega skit coz dpt tau yg tiah oso my housemate…

 

haha but yg kin panasnye bdak malay yg len awal2 dah buat “komplot”..they exchange dis person wif dat person so dat they can be wif their pals..me n my gangs plak “too slow”..i oso dunno wat happen to us..sume jdi blur n stress..last2 kmi2 jga yg jdi “org prtukaran”…yg sy pelik nape dorang x ikut je plan asal..wat i mean is, sume pun dah plih housemates masing2 kan..so instead of tukar 1-2 persons why not rombak sume skali??kan senang..sume puas hati..but they said we cant do dat coz tkut phak pngurusan mrah..haizz

end up, i stay wif ros..sifu stay wif ct whereas edith stay wif chalen..ekceli 5 of them have chance to stay 2gether..but last2 x jadi coz miss R tlah potong jalan…since no enuf space, ros x jdi msuk n decide stay wif me..then we tot sifu joining them..rupenye tak jdi coz sifu dun want serumet dgn bdak chinese..dats why end up sifu stay wif siti..

3. master room???

since kmi (me n ros) lambat pok bilik..we have to stay in master room..cehh sounds so ssuaangg kan..klau tgal ber2 mmg lah suaang..ni kene tgal ber4..adooii sempit siot! xde privacy! then we found out dat our room dun have enuf meje study ,tilam n almari..wth!? nasib ler dorang ed ade extra tilam..klau nak tgu phak pngurusan hntar..alamat tido atas lantai ler slama smggu..meja study plak ekceli ade tp blum dipasang..end up kmi yg psang sndri..haha time tu lah bru sy tau yg ros ni ekceli berbakat dlm hal2 bertukang ni ^^ slain meja study, rak buku n ampai kain pun kmi yg psg sndri..klau kat rumah,xde maknenye sy nak brtukang2

p/s: bru bbrapa hri kat sandakan..i oredi learnt a lot..esp bab2 bertukang hahaha..

4. i really dun understand ~.~

dat nite we kuar mkn 2gether..siti oso joining (haizz wajib ler..tukang penunjuk jalan baa)…since kmi still x familiar wif bandar sandakan ni..we decide mkn kat bndar maju je..area office SPU..we ate at habeeb..well we eat n chat..most of it we talked bout our holiday..if u guys prasan..ada 2 org makhluk tuhan ni seems not so bertegur sgt..wat happen leeh!?

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--Luahan perasaan--

ekceli kmi start x berngam 1 day before bertolak p sandakan…how to say aa? ekceli i can feel that he seems like mengelakkan dri from me..since then, sy rsa akward nak berdepan dgn dia…kdg2 tu sakitlah jga hati bila tgk dia elok je interact dgn org lain..but buat endah x endah je kat sy..

if u want to know,byk kali sy mkan hati dgn klakuan kmu before we start x bertegur sapa omost sebulan lebih tu..

a) msa 1st day mkan kat habeeb…u only interact wif certain people..then talked bout something that we’re not so familiar (but now i oredi get it)

b) 1st time mkn kat sim2…if i not mistaken, the idea mkn kat situ dtgnya dri ros rite? but then, why at the end we’re left “abandoned”? u not even sit wif us n join us eat? is it bcoz we ordered food from dfrnt stall so we cant sit together?

c) i’m the last person to know bout the “thing”? ekceli to tell da truth, i oredi can figure bout it long time ago..cuma mlm tu, sifu n ros help me to confirm bout it..haha lawak plak sy tgk glagat dorang ni..mcm nak mnyampaikan brita yg sgt buruk je..they tot i’ll cried after knew bout it..end up my respond.."blur"..i ekceli dunno how to react..shud i cry? if yes..wats the reason?shud i be happy? then why shud i? coz the reason is..kmu tak smpaikan sndri bout the things to me..sejujurnya, after heard bout it..i juz feel terkilan..coz all of them already knew bout it..since then, bru sy fham why u acting so akward around me..

d) the next day..kmu ajak mkn kat res Keniaogan…dlm dilema gak antra nak pgi ke tak..at last pgilah jga..tp kmi x jdi p mkn kat rest. tu coz xde parking..last2 mkn kat habeeb je..but yg kin spoilnya..why u seems soooooo hot?i really dun get it..sy lgsung x brani nak pndang muka kmu..ed pun diam je..haizz wat a awkward atmosphere… 

then..few days later..u text me wif hmm a really “nice” words…u asking me wats wrong wif me?why people “attack” u n said u’re a  bad guy?erm since u used “nice” words..sy pun x mo kalah lah jga..haha dats is the first time both of us “gaduh besar”..i bet both of us really sakit hati n sgt hot time tu..ayat masing2 mmg kick la..kalah ayat drama hak3..

sy juz nak tekankan kat sni 1 more time..kmi tak pernah mention yg kmu prlu mnta persetujuan if kmu nak kapel..when i raise bout the issue why u didnt inform me earlier, kmu plak mention yg why shud u inform me?perlu ke nak heboh2 psal tu??

the answer is..of coz ler PERLU! sblum ni sume hal pun kmu crita kat sy..then nape hal tu kmu x critekan kat sy?(haizz nmpak mcm busy body ler plak) but for me, u really shud inform me leeh..

since dat nite…both of us lgsung tak bertegur sapa..kmi masing2 bertekad xnak ambik tau psal hal masing2..kire mcm lantak kau lah nak buat ape..ade aku kisah!? haaizz slama sebulan kmi x bertegur..i bet others oso prasan dgn kelakuan kmi..mane taknya..sy klau nmpak je klibat dia..will try my best to avoid him as far as i can..i bet he oso did the same haha..lucky enuf both of us not in the same group ^^

hmm can say that for the whole SJ posting, hbungan kmi mmg dingin tahap babas…masing2 menyampah tgk muke masing2..x tau ler mana hilangnya nilai2 persahabatan antra kmi dulu..ekceli i dun get it..asal sy gduh dgn dia msti takes long time ntuk bebaik compare if dia brgaduh wif my other friends..why leeh?then sy paling tak ske tgk air muka dia time kmi tak berngam..eee expression muke dia ni btol2 menampakkan yg dia menyampah dgn sy….haizz (-_-!!)…sy plak x sure if my expression oso ada mnjukkan “kemenyampahan” towards him or not..but for sure if sy trnmpak kelibat dia..sy akan mngalihkan pdgan sy trhadap dia secepat mngkin..

my friends ada yg tnya ekceli sape yg mengelak dri sape ni..sy mengelak dri dia atau dia mngelak dri sy??jwpan yg sy bleh berikan..kmi 2-2 mengelak antra 1 sama lain..spjg tempoh perang dingin tu, kmi mmg x brcakap sepatah pun..dia pun dah ada “geng” sndri..well sy plak dgn “geng” sy..hmm i bet if both of us xde geng masing2..msti kejap je gduh tu kan..manada org yg bleh hdup tnpa kawan disisi..

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--aaikk dah berbaik??--

malam 30august, angin takda ribut takda tb2 dpat text dri dia..nak trcabut jantung bila nmpak nma dia tertera d skrin hp..msj dia ringkas je..he ask me to go down coz he want to return me something..yg geramnya he text me around 8.55pm n ask me to go down in 5 minutes??sy tertanya-tnya brg ape plak yg dia nak return? tnpa byk soal, i juz replied “k”..

spt yg diarahkan..sy trun bwah blok kul 9..tp x nmpak pun klibat dia..then x lama dia pun muncul..aik tgan kosong,tak bwa apa2 pun..then he walks towards me n suddenly ask me to say sorry??? aaikk ape kes plak!? dia yg ajak jmpa but then why must sy yg say sory dulu? dis is unfair! at first hesitate jga..but bila fkir2..nak gaduh smpai bila lgi kan..so sy pun say sorry kat dia..then he oso say sorry..but ekceli not sorry to me..he sorry to himself..haizz wat the…so sejak tu kmi 2 pun berbaik..

p/s: i wonder wat will happen if i decide xnak turun see him dat nite?

recently he told me about something..i dunno whether it is true or not..forgot to ask details from him..coz last time he told me during wrong timing…later i’ll try ask him again..u better tell me the truth aa..if not.."ni gei wo si ding”!!

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till at this point..i still feel that men are really hard to be understand…when u feel like u need me u treat me nicely..when u feel like u dun need me u treat me coldly..men’s words are nice to hear…but do they really meant it?

a guy treat a girl too nice till at some point the girl have some kind of feeling towards the guy..but the guy ekceli dun have any feeling towards the girl..so sape yg patut dipersalahkan?

is it the guy?? but..he only do wat he think is right..is it wrong to treat people nice??

then is it the girl?? haizz..wait a minute..is it a sin to like someone??

so..apelah kesimpulannya???

i oso dunno…

p/s: erm till here dulu my entry..later i will proceed entry bout Surgery Junior Posting n other stuffs..anything interesting ke??dunno yet..just wait lah >.<

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huhuhuhu...disaster!! disaster!! disaster!! i think there’s no other term except for “disaster” to describe my performance during exam baru2 ni..

its totally disaster!! even to think bout it pun dah buat sy rsa sakit hati..inikan pulak nak me’recap’ kembali setiap detik yang dilalui..hayooo %$&*($#@!$#!&*!

memandangkan sy dah janji kat korang ntuk crita psal tu..so..terpaksalah sy gagahkan diri ntuk mengingat kembali detik2 memalukan tu..haizz…

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1st July 2010 ----> OSCE

sejujurnya, i’m not well prepared for the OSCE...tu pun nasib ler mlm b4 osce kmi ade wat study group..at least i gained something..

biler ros bgi tau yg subject ntuk osce esok is a stimulate subject..i feel bit lega..at least we all know that the finding definitely will be normal..means doc only want to see how we perform the physical examination..so..i guess xdelah sesusah mana kan..yang penting confident jek..

for me myself..sy fokus more on PE..tu pun just for cardiovascular, respiratory and abdomen..ntuk examination ulcer, lump and yg berkaitan dgn surgery, i dun fokus so much..

plus lect universal precaution from dr WM pun sy x cover habis...which at the end make me feel sssoooooooooo dammmmnnnnnnn menyesal!!!!!! nape lah sy x study psal tu sume???? nape lah i take things so lightly???? doishhteeee nurul??? doishhtee??

menyesal pun dah tak berguna...nasi dah jadi hangit dah pun..cant do anything oredi (T.T)

during hari bersejarah itu..

most of my geng kene sesi pagi including me...exam start on 9am..chalen n siti antara group yg terawal..sy plak kene group yang last2...tempat exam ada 2..either kat lecture hall or csl room...mulenye sy ingat group sy di csl..cuakk giler biler sy dgr 1 of the lecturer yg jga csl was Dr SSSS…omo!!?? sei lo sei lo..klau silap skit, confirm kene marah kaw2..die loo..dah ler sy x brape study psal kes2 surgery esp lump..mmg brani mati ko ni nurul..

skalinye..biler sy p check nama sy d attendance list..hehehehe fuuuhhh thank God...my group ekceli at lecture hall...not at csl..fiiuuhhh lega!! at least i dun have to face dr S >.<

before kmi sume dipanggil ke exam room..kmi kene kuarantin lam library..omo..baru hari tu sy tau kewujudan library kat clinical blok tu..hahaha dah sebulan stay situ but only realize bout it during dat day..punya sandi..

masa kene kuarantin tu..sy byk habiskan msa revise bout sequence2 PE..lgsung x fokus on universal precaution n other topic like radiology..then, biler sy nmpak ada antra kwn2 yg tgh berdiskus , sy pun join r skali..ekceli sy lebih sng ingat biler sy tgk org berbincang bout the topic rather than i read it by myself..

when bilangan org dlm lib tu makin sikit..tense mule menyelubungi diri..adoooii cuakk sioott..mcm pengalaman 1st time osce masa 1st year dulu..nasib ler ada kewujudan En Taib..haha at least kurang r skit rasa gugup kmi2 yg tgal last2 tu..en taib mmg sporting habis! sempat lgi dia bgi tipsssss ntuk kmi..tp kbykan tips yg dibagi, kmi dah tau awal esp soalan psal stetoskop tu..but info psal ophthalmoscope tu ade r jga bntu kmi skit2..

oh ye ekceli sy ada 1 pengakuan nak dibuat..hope korang x marah ye..hik3..

as i mentioned b4..sy antra gp yg last kan..time tu cuma tgal bout 20 org jek lgi..sblum kmi sume kene bwa p kuarantin dlm disc room, en taib ada tnya kite org..dia mention yg pesanan tu dtg dri korang2 yg dah hbis exam..

en taib tnya.."boleh tak lepaskan budak2 yg dah habis exam td?? kesian dorang kene kuarantin dri td..”

biler sy dgr pertanyaan en taib tu..sy jwb mcm ni.."manaaa boleeehhh...tak adil laa klau dorang balik dulu..”

erm ekceli time tu sy tgh bercakap dgn tiah..adoii x sngka suara sy kuat smpaikan en taib bleh terdengar apa yg sy ckp..

then en taib pun balas.."haaa beeetulll tuu..so tak boleh bagi dorang balik dulu lah kan..”

hahahaha..sorry guys...nmpaknya korang trpksalah tnggu kmi slesai bru bleh balik..akekeke..

ok enuff2.. asyik intro jek dri td..biler nak msuk part examnye...hahaha erm ape kata smbung ntuk next entry..penat lah wei..

reader: Omo!! tak boleh!! ko pikir ko pnya penat ja..kmi pnya penat ko x pikir ka..alang2 smbung sja baa..ko ni sja ja mo kin pnas kmi kan haizz..

ek eleh korang ni..bnyak songeh plak..ape lah yg korang penatkan sgt tu?? stakat baca jak pun..no need energy wat!

reader: hehe ala lek laa..dun hot2..aiseh alang2 ko dh buat intro tu..smbung jek lah part inti pati.."alang-alang mnyeluk perkasam..biar smpai ke pngkal lengan” tak gitu?? smbung jek lah cik writer oo..kmi dh tak sbr nak tau apa yg brlaku time osce tu..

ish ish ish yelah2...lets continue...

about 12pm plus2 kmi berarak msuk ke lecture hall..omo..tuhan jek tau rasa debaran di hati time tu..if buat inspection confirm bleh nmpak dgn jelas apex beat sy hahaha..

setelah melangkah msuk ke lect hall...en taib brief kmi regarding the timing..yg x bleh bla biler en taib tnjukkan 1 kadbod yg bertulis “2 minutes left”..yg lawaknya bleh2 plak ada perkataan “yeaahh” dkat hujung kad tu..ampeh btol laa..perlu kee??

after siap briefing..kmi pun brdri d position msing2..my position at station 2..examination of neck lump..

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1st station - NEck Lump

lect yg jga station tu was Dr basim..omo..kecut jga perut biler nmpak dr..but i try to act cool..after sy introduce dri kat dr, dgn cepatnya dr bgi arahan.."please do examination of neck for this lady”

omo!?? blur...plus dr want me to do running commentary..adehh sei lo..but thankfully i’m not 100% blur..i still can perform the PE wlpun kbykan msa dr yg try to stimulate me..haizz nasib ler dr x marah..klau sy dpt dr S..confirm dah kene teruk..

ekceli sy blur coz dunno whether i shud only examine the lump or seluruh neck..mmg sy tau arahan yg diberikan suh examine the neck kan..but biler sy trnmpak jek “lump”..mind sy dah set ntuk examine lump jek..x terpikir pun sequence ntuk examine neck..

at first lancar jek sy describe psal inspection n palpation..part palpation sy juz describe psal lump tu jek..then biler dr ask wat more..sy mule blur..aik ape lgi yg perlu di palpate? bukan ker sy dah describe hbis psal lump td??

omo..start situlah sy jdi mkin blur..dr give hint n i manage to palpate trachea n SCM..but yg sandinya..otak sy time tu dok pikir..perlu ke buat tu sume? bukan just perlu fokus part lump tu ke?

then proceed p palpate lymph nodes..haizz i did wrong method..i shud “slide” my finger instead of “play piano”..i sure die one if the examiner was dr S..huhu

pastu dr tnya lgi wat shud i do next..sy still dlm fasa blur..omo..ape lgi yg perlu dibuat ni?then dr bgi hint “what u shud do wif the equipment inside ur labkot?”

stetoskop?? adeh nak auscultate ape plak ni?? mind sy asyik dok pikir psal lump tu jek..takde bnda lain..so sy pikir kne auscultate lump tu..sy bntai ler place diaphragm tu pda “lump” makcik tu..then dr ask wat to hear? haa yg ni mmg x dpt jwb coz msa dah hbis..dr pun bgi tau ler jwpnnya “u hear for bruit”..sy pun “ooo” jek laa..

omoooo...after sy analyze balik ape yg brlaku..yg part auscultate tu sy still confuse..ape yg ptut sy auscultate sbnarnya?? lump tu ke or CAROTID??

i just realize that wat dr want me to do is to examine the neck not just examine the lump..i know dr already state it clearly at the beginning..the main point is to show the steps from a-z how to do a examination of neck..hayyooo napalah sy bengong sgt time tu..

haizz klau mkcik tu takde lump pasti sume ni tak terjadi kan...at least my fokus nda kene distracted dgn kewujudan lump dia tu..Lol adeke patut slhkan org plak..dah mmg salah diri sndri..sape suh x study!! nurul nurul..x dpt den nak nolong x_x

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2nd station - ulcer

wait a suprise..brabis sy ingat ada subject ntuk station tu..rupenye just describe ulcer dlm gmbar jek..hoho good oso..

examiner for that station was dr U tin nu..hallu dr..shashiburi ne..haiizz miss dr as my pupuk supervisor..doisshhte kene shift p Dr A..huhu strict baa dia..byk lgi tu soalan..i dun like! omoo terlari topik ler plak haha..

oraitt for this station..i guess i did my very best oredi..thanks a lot to dr coz gve me some hint hihi..but at the same time make me bit stress oso coz dr keep on asking.."wat more..wat more”

haiiizz mau jek sy pigi jwab “OMO!!” dkat tu dr..haha sudah kering dah idea but dr still ask “wat more”..ayyooo..sabar jak lah..

msa describe ulcer tu..lma sy terpikir how to describe dia pnya “floor” tu..adehh apekah bnda yg brwarna putih n kuning tu?? attukooii..klau wrna pink / merah snang ler jga mo describe..isk3..

sy bntai jek jwab granulation tissue (even though sy tau kaler dia suppose to be pink)..adehh hentam jek laa..biler dr dgr jek jwpan sy, dia pun beri renungan yg tajam..then dia ckp ler.."nooooo...if granulation tsue..the color must be..” sy pun jwb “pink..” then dr ask.."so..what tissue is dat?”

omoooo...no idea leehh..then tb2 sy tringat psal necrotic tisu..sy pun jwb ler “erm necr tisu” dr angguk but still x puas hti dgn jwpan sy..he proceed ask me “true necr tisu..but wat we kol it?” adehh dr ni..ape lgi yg dia nak ni..sy pun ckp ler “dead tisu?”..hoho rsanya dr dah penat nak keep on stimulate me..so dia pun bgi tau ler.."it is a slough”

haayoo slough ke plak..susah beno nak pikir prkataan tu..ekceli kan if b4 this sy go through bout “diabetic foot” confirm it will make me easy to answer all the qs..ntuk ulcer sy juz p bca bku surgery yg photostet tu..its juz describe ulcer as a general..teda sentuh pun psal diabetic foot..hayoo..wat a waste..

hbis psal inspection..beralih pgi palpation..haha part yg ni lah buatkan sy stress..slain to palpate tenderness, temperature n base of ulcer..i cant think of other thing to be palpate..dr plak keep on asking “wat more”..

lma btol sy pikir..then dr sebut “u shud palpate for any deformity..the muscle..the sensory..all the cns component coz u’re dealing with diabetic patient..so there must be nephropathy”

sy pun angguk tanda mengerti..ingatkan dah hbis dah..skalinya..dr once again ask me.."so besides all that..wat other thing u shud palpate?”

?????omoooo..doctor..i tot we oredi finished...haiizz ape lgi yg aku nak jwab ni..coz dah takde idea..sy ulang balik point2 “tenderness,palpate for numbness”..guess wat..dr said “haaiyaa u oredi mentioned it before..wat more..wat more”

(@_@) arrrghhh help mee!!

dr tgk sy still dlm keadaan blur..so dia bgi lgi hint..he ask “wat u shud palpate if dis is a case of cancer? imagine u’re dealing wif breast cancer..” then bru sy dpt terfikir psal lymph node..tp dr nak tau apa nma lymph node yg perlu dipalpate tu..isk3..sy bantai jwab popliteal LN..dr ckp “its hard to feel the LN at popliteal..u shud palpate inguinal LN”

cam biasa..sy mengangguk tnda mengerti..and again..dr ungkap lgi ayat keramat dia.."wat more?” addooii sabar jek lah..tp kali ni dr dgn pantasnya give me hint..dia tnjuk dkt dorsal of foot n ask me “wat u palpate here?”

hayooo pulse!!! napelah sy x terpikir dri tadi..hari tu dr rashidi dah berkali-kali ingatkan psal tu..dah ler sy yg kene pangil kat depan perform the examination..awaatt ler hang tak ingat nurul ooooiii!!

overall ok lah kot performance sy ntuk station ulcer tu..i oredi did yg termampu..hehe thanks dr for ur help..

p/s: nasib sy tak kene dgn dr shahril..hehe coz dr pnya soalan lgi kick..byk tnya psal anatomy..siap tnya ape nma bone dkat ankle tu....hoho i have no idea at all..tp dorang ckp dr shahril ok ape..lawak..haha mana taknya..dulu brabis dr ckp jgn palpate ulcer tu kan..then if ada dr lain yg arahkan ntuk palpate ulcer tu..inform dia..

end up..he the 1 yg mngeluarkan arahan tersebut..amnah ada crita, dia blur skejap bile dr suh dia palpate meja (imagine meja tu base of ulcer)..amnah tnya “haah?palpate?” dr ckp “aku suh ko palpate..palpate jek lah”

haha amnah pun bantai jek lah g palpate meja tu..then dr tnya “ape yg ko rasa?” amnah jwb “keras” then dr tnya lgi “so, klau keras..ape nma bnda tu” amnah pun jwb ler “bone”..

haha sound interesting ler plak biler osce dgn dr shahril kan..slamber badak jek dr gune term “aku-ko”..haha sempoii!! ekceli crita tu sy dgr sndri dri amnah..time tu sy melepak bilik tiah coz nak mnta print lect note..memang semangat giler amnah bercerita..penuh dgn expression muka hahaha..

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3rd station - xray

i guess there’s no much to describe regarding this station...yg penting ntuk station ni..baru sy rsa 10 minutes tu lama betul..station sblom ni rsa mcm kejap jek msa berlalu haizz..

well i didnt expect yg abdomen x ray oso be 1 of the qs..haiizz dgn yakinnya kmi sume ingat chest x ray yg kuar..skalinya ada mega sale..buy 1 free 1..haha both chest n abdomen x ray came out..

omooo..nasib ler soalan dia suh label jek...tp tu pun ade yg sy tak tau..so pe lgi..hentam jek la...pasrahhh...

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4th station - universal precaution

wuuuuuu station ni lah the worssttttt station ever!!! i really phobia to berhadapan dgn Dr WM anymore..hope dr tak ingat siapa sy...haiizzz..

as i steps inside the station...i almost syncope after saw all those manequine and equiptments..omooo?? ottukayy?? do i need to perform the venipuncture??? ottukay2??

 

i went near to dr n read the trigger..smbil2 tu dr oso try to explain wat shud i do..but..i cant concentrate wat dr talk bout..coz i already diserang Blur after melangkah msuk ke station tu..

 

i totally screwed out in this station..muka sy mmg 100% showed expression “blur” and “confius”..dr oso look at me dgn expression muka confius..isskkkk memalukan oo..

u know wat..i forgot to tie tornique kit and palpate vein..first thing yg sy p buat, i do hand rub n pkai gloves..then sy kluarkan syringe n psang the needle..omooo 1st time sy p buat tu sume..x tau ler btol ke x cra yg sy buat..but 95% i think my method of handling the needle totally x correct..i definitely can harm myself..

time tu sy btol2 menyesal..coz during csl uni precaution hri tu..sy x p tgk dr buat demo dkat csl..hbis jek lecture sy dgn tiah p solat coz time tu kmi rush nak clerk case for bst (tragedi bst me n tiah..erm i oredi describe psal ni dlm entry before2 this)

back to story..

msa sy buat alcohol swab bru sy tringat psal tornique kit n palpate vein tu sume..so sy explain to dr that i shud buat tu sume before i proceed to do the alcohol swab..dr just angguk n ask me to proceed..but dr x suh sy prick the needle inside the vein..dr said “just imagine u already perform the venipuncture..so wat will u do with the pt’s blood”

dgan tergagap-gagapnya sy jwb ler letak dlm test tube..after that, disposed the syringe n needle dlm bioharzard bin..

orait finished wif 1st task...2nd task..dr ask me wat will u do if u accindentally prick urself wif needle that filled wif pt’s blood??

can u guys imagine...i cant answer anything..i was at 150% state of blur!!! i didnt cover habis the lecture..i didnt read anything bout the screening or wat ever it is..

haizz but the point is..although u didnt read bout it..u shud use ur common sense to answer it rite?? nurul nurul nurul..arrrrggggghhhhhhh u’re so dumb..bnda mcm tu pun tak leh pikir ke!!?? ooohhh goshhh memalukan!!!

dr even questioning me whether i attend his lecture or not..coz he said he already mentioned bout it twice in his lecture...wuuu i did attend the lecture..but i cant recall anything!! shitt!!

at that point i already feel that i might fail for this osce..coz dr shahril once said that..if u dunno basic so u’re gone! dr will not fail student bcoz they dun know bout specific thing..but dr definitely will fail student if they dunno bout basic thing..

in my case..haha theres a high possibility for me to fail rite?? its a universal precaution!! dr must expect that every student shud know very well bout it..coz u cant become a doctor if u know nothing on how to protect urself!!

that shud be my greatest lesson ever!! i already pasrah..if i failed bcoz of that..i will accept it dgn hati yg terbuka..its better i did the mistake during this time..we learnt from mistake rite..by doing mistake we will remember it forever and definitely will not gonna repeat the same mistake in the future!! hopefully!

ok i guess finish wif this station..haha sorry if ayat di atas mengandungi unsur2 yg kurang menyenangkan..btw..i feel so much better after i luahkan sume tu...wat i can do now is berserah jek kat Allah swt..no matter wat is the result..i will accept it dgn hati yg redha..

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5th station - equipmentsssssss

OMG!! i tot there r only 2 equipments..haizzz klau kes xray tadi buy 1 free 1..kali ni buy 1 free 4...omo..byk jga tu..

i only can recognize 3 out of 5..the 3 definitely are the stethoscope, tornique kit and ophthalmoscope..

haizz every station mmg menjajinkan suprise yang berbeza kan..Lol..tu lah..sape suh takes thing easily..u tot u’re in 1st year meh only kene ask bout stethoscope >.<

the other 2 i only hentam..but thankfully the yellow thing i hentam betul..ekceli it is a urine catheter..but i only write catheter..erm hopefully still can get mark..then the other 1..hahaha omo..apa yg sy hentam mmg jauh panggang dri api..when i ask my friends wat it is..they told me that it is the nasogastric tube..dgr jek jwpan dorang..rsa mcm nak tergelak biler pikir jwpan yg sy letak...ermm definitely i wont tell u guys wat i wrote bout the thing..hahaha biarlah sy,examiner n tuhan jek yg tau k..privacy tu penting hehehehe..

hmm msa tgh menjawab tu, en T plak rajin beno g masuk n usha2 equipments tu..aikk takkan ler ada lgi student yg still blum msuk dwan exam..bukan kmi gp last ke?? so ape motif en T usha2 bnda2 tu sume if klau bukan ntuk bgi tips kat student??..hadooyy buat sy tak senang duduk jek..haha sy takut incase en T trnmpak jwpan sy..kin malu jak nnti..

p/s: haizz i forgot after our turn..ade lgi student ntuk sesi petang..hahaha en T..u’re roooxxx!! thanks ya!

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6th station - history taking

ooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh nooooooooo!!! i cant believe the person that gonna assess me was my papa..wuuu dr hmp??? seeiii loooo!!! rsa mcam nak tercabut jantung sy time tu...huhu b4 this kan dah byk kali kene tegur dgn dr coz i dun have any confident..dr oso not so sastified wif my performance before this..haaiizz fobiaa sioott!!

die loo me if i screwed out in front of dr...how will i change back dr’s bad impression towards me?? how??

 

huhu time tu mmg nervous sgt2..i read the trigger..haizz pnjang jga..but i dun fokus on wats the qs ekceli want me to do..the qs clearly stated ask history of chest pain..but sy plak brabis p tnya psal bnda lain..tp smpat tnya smpai past medical hist jek..then bru kene stop oleh dr coz dr ask me to present..

 

time tu sy dah gelabah coz dlm fikiran sy..i havent finish yet my hist taking..hahaha nurul2..len kali plizz read the trigger carefully wokeyy!!!!! u just asked to take hist regarding the chest pain..yg ko p pndai2 tnya smpai PMH tu apsal?? wasting time btol...

 

Lol patutlah msa sy tnya psal systemic review..pkcik tu pndang sy semacam..maybe b4 this takde students yg tnya dia psal tu kot haha..

 

erm klau nak direcap balik..i did ask bout the chest pain based on the formula “SOCRATES”..but i think i forgot to ask bout the severity..

haizz msa present dpan dr..dunno lah how my confidence level..rsanya pda mata dr..i still need to learn mooooooooreeeee!!

in my presentation, i did cover bout the site, onset, radiation, charac of pain and all those aggr n relieving fact..then dr ask , from the history how u differentiate btwn MI and angina? haizz i juz answer MI usually x relieve by rest but angina can..hayoo i forgot to mention bout the “sympathetic symptoms”..for the case of MI, most commonly it will assoc wif nausea n vomiting..whereas angina dun have those symptoms..isk3 napelah otak sy x berfungsi time tu..

pastu, dr ask me the diagnosis..hoho since dr dah mention psal angina n MI tadi..so sy jwb ler MI..diff diag plak ckp jek angina..but biler dr ask wats the causes of chest pain other than cardiac cause..gagap2 sy jwb haha..omo..hantam jek lah sgala pleural effusion, pneumothorax etc..

then turn dr aye2 mar plak tnya..dr ask bout investigation..sy just sempat mentioned ecg, chest xray and cardiac enzyme..then timesss up!!

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haizz sy kuar dgn expression muka yg blur..i dun even notice that was my last station oredi..hayoo i tot ada lgi station next..tgal sy 1 org jek dlm lect hall tu..yg len dah lesap..

sy melangkah longlai ke arah bilik SGD ntuk ambik beg..haizz everyone already there..and their expression look so happy..well i guess i’m the 1 that screwed out so badly..haizz..

then i walked to blik ict tmpat dorang sume berkumpul..Lol..they all seems so damn happy..ni yg mmbuatkan sy rsa mcm nak nangis T.T huhuhu is it really i’m the only 1 yg perform so badly just now?? haiizz..

arrghhh dun want to think bout it anymore..so, finish OSCE..we all p makan at uncle’s bob..haizz sempat lgi c amin racing dgn dorang mizah n leena..end up mizah yg smpai dulu haha..ala doesnt matter maa..yg penting everyone tiba di destinasi dgn selamat =)

p/s: hmm i guess msa dlm kreta tu i did terlepas ckp bout something rite..sorry..i just joking..didnt meant to hurt ur feeling..

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2nd july 2010 ----> MEQ + ViVa

yoooshhhh lets continue our story on 2nd day of exam..ekceli at first i plan to write bout it in another entry..but i guess better juz continue in dis entry..coz i dun have much to elaborate..

haha xkan ler korang expect sy nak describe setiap soalan meq tu?? giler ape!!??

hmm mlm before exam tu..haizz bleh2 plak tido awal..slamber badak jek tido wlpun tau byk lgi lectures yg blum kaver..adeehh sifu pnya psal la ni..sy tgk sifu rilek jek g tido..so sy pun join r skali..Lol nurul2..at least c alynn dah kaver byk..so biaq pi lah if dia nak tido awal..yg ko tu..bru kaver hbis 1 lect dr tan trus nak g tido?? haha brani mati btol!

omo..dah mata ni tak dpt tahan anymore..nak wat camne..klau paksa dri pun tak gune kan..better g tido..at least bleh gak recharge energy yg byk guna time osce siang tadi..dun worry, sok pgi bgun ler awal study..

keesokan paginya..omo!! almost kul 6am..haizz kononnya nak bgun awal..end up mcm biasa jga bgun..mmg confirm x smpat nak study ni..

pagi tu..ada event menarik yg berlaku...sy pelik coz sifu ajak jlan eventhough ros blum muncul..aik x naik dgn ros ke? then sifu bgi tau..dia ada msj ros tp ros x reply msj..dats why sifu ajak jln jek dulu..

msa kmi dah smpai bwah..jam dh pkul 7..tgk2 takde pun bus lgi..haizz x kan bus dah jln..matilah kmi..kmi tgk kreta ros still ada..so decide ntuk tngu ros..

tb2 nmpak edith trun..edith bgi tau dia ada msj ros nak mnta tmpang incase bus dah jln..ros ckp ok n suh edith trun time tu..then x lama,terdengar ros mnjerit dri atas..dia tnya bus dah jln blom? time tu bus bru jek smpai..kmi ckp blum..then ros ckp dia trtngal kunci kreta dlm blik n claimed x dpt msuk bilik ambik (maybe kunci bilik oso tertingal dlm bilik)..

end up kmi sume naik bus pagi tu..even dorang amin pun naik bus haha..ingatkan kreta rosak..rupenye amin sja xnak bwa kreta coz dia nak smbung study dlm bus..to tell the truth, sy tak prasan pun ada amin dlm bus..sy juz prasan c ed jek..coz ed duk dpan..sy pelik gak nape ed naik bus?kene tngal dgn amin ke? hoho...

ros seems sooooo angry time tu coz her labkot ada dlm kreta..adehh sian plak sifu coz kene “marah” dgn ros..ros ckp disebabkan msj sifu lah dia trtngal kunci kreta dlm blik...omo..

but dorang dah berbaik baa..ros dah apologize dgn sifu bout that...

erm kesian ros..mcm2 yg berlaku pagi tu..smpai jek kat siswi..haizz pnyalah sesak dgn manusia..smpaikan takde space ntuk duduk..suddenly, fenny tnya fara yg duk sblah sy..whether fara ada ubat sakit kpala x?

b4 sempat fara bgi..kim dulu yg hulurkan panadol ke fenny..kmi pelik jga napa feny mnta ubat tu..coz klau diikutkan feny seems sihat2 jek..

 

rupa2nya c ros yg diserang sakit kepala..huhu sian dia..smpaikan terbaring kat atas lantai..muka ros nmpak pucat btol..mcm org nak pengsan..nasib baik dia bertambah ok after mkn panadol..

pagi tu mmg x dinafikan byk dugaan yang ros hadapi..tertingal kunci bilik..kunci kreta..labkot..headache..haizz menambahkan lagi koleksi “bad luck” within our geng..

“hopefully after this kmi sume dijauhkan dri perkara2 buruk dan dri segala musibah...Ya Allah lindungilah kami dan permudahkanlah segala urusan kami..kuatkanlah hati kami untuk menempuh segala dugaan dan cabaran..bantulah kami sekiranya kami dalam kesulitan dan kesusahan..semoga Engkau pereratkanlah hubungan persahabatan antara kami..semoga ikatan persahabatan kami kekal utuh walau apa pun yang terjadi..amminnn..”

haha gomen..nmpaknya terlari topic ler plak..but hopefully setiap yang terjadi tu ada hikmah yang terselindung di sebaliknya..insya’Allah..

orait..jom2 back to the track..

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we start with MEQ..

nothing much to say..overall i did bad in this meq..same as OSCE..adoii i dun even manage to finish up all 12 qs..huhuhu die!!!

sy byk habiskan msa mnjawab soalan bout hist taking tu..isk3 ampeh btol lah..soalan dr shamsur yg drug n plasma protein tu sy juz biarkan kosong..omo..dunno wat to write..

then soalan clinical len..just hentam2 jek..tu pun tak habis sy jawab..haayooo dunno lah..yang penting i did welly welly welly welly bad in the MEQ..i dun want to think bout it anymore!!! arghhhh tension!!

lets proceed to viva plak..

ViVa...

i guess everyone feel so damn nervous bout the ViVa..coz definitely this time pnya viva different from our previous viva during 1st n 2nd year..

we could be ask anything by the dr..all those things that we filled in our log book definitely will be ask in the viva..but most probably to be ask is the procedures..

so, kbyakn kmi mmg fokus study bout the procedures..i study bout the bone marrow aspiration,lumbar puncture, oxygen therapy, ecg, pleural tap, venipuncture..

but end up..

dr dun even ask anything regarding the procedures..Lol..buat penat jek bca..for my station..dr yg handle were dr KKN and the other one sy x familiar..but the male dr really nice leh..hehe both of them try to calm me down n tell me not to be so tense..just relax..

dr only ask about my case clerking..they ask bout the disease..the causes..the investigation and the management..ade skali tu dr just mentioned the pt’s name n ask me wats the case about..Lol..dah ler yg ditanya tu case yg sy “cilok” dri sifu...nasib ler sy ingat..

overall i think i did better in viva compare to OSCE n MEQ..haizz dunno lah..ape yg bleh buat skang just tawakal..i already buat yang termampu..

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yooosshh!! so..we finished wif exam stuff!!! lets move on to something else..

hahaha funny!! dat day..just left 7 of us waiting for bus to went back hostel..we quite suprised when saw dorang kaymint balik naik kreta..then kak ar bersuara..klau kaymint naik bus..sape yg nak kol abg bus??

so, dgn pantasnya amin p tmpat kaymint n asking bout the number..haizz penantian satu penyiksaan...rsanya ader lah dlm sejam kmi duk nunggu ketibaan abg bus..

Lol sandi kan..bleh2 plak hri tu both amin n ros x bwa kreta..so trpksa r tnggu bus..org len plak dah lma lesap...isk3 geng kmi ni mcm kene jampi jek..mcm2 dugaan yg kmi dpt spjg posting icmp ni..

"haizz very stressfull! YOU KNOW!?” (agak2 ingat tak dialog sapekah itew?? hahaha)

oraitt hbis crite psal bus..jom crite psal kbox plak..hehe hri tu ros dgn baik hatinya sponsor kbox for 2 hours..thanks ya..

kmi smpai2 jek bilik trus bersiap2..dekat kul 6 kmi bertolak p 1B..amin pun join skali but he drive asing..we all meet wif amin at kfc..

msa makan tu..tak bleh bla btol dgr imaginary story of amin n ros bout persamaan sifu with “miss C”..hahaha sabar ye sifu >.<

after momom..kmi p survey movie..but sayangnya takde movie best so we decide to karaoke only..

fulamak mmg enjoy habisler berkbox slama 2 jam..sakit tekak YOU KNOW..mcm2 lagu yg kmi bntai..pop..rock..balada..rnB..even dangdut pun kmi sapu hak3..

haizz yg sadisnya biler most of the songs yg me n ros plih dun have the lyric..hayoo trpksalah kmi skip lgu tu..wuuu kin panas ni..next time kene bwa lirik siap2 haha..

amin cam biasa..wajib nyanyi lgu mawi and AXL..haha yg lawaknya sifu x habis2 kenekan amin..rajin btol sifu dok bersorak ntuk amin...smpaikan malu amin dibuatnya...pelik bin ajaib..coz slalunya dorang 2 ni tak sebulu..ade pape ke ni? akekeke..

sifu plak..hahaha lagu “yellow submarine” tu mmg meninggalkan kesan ke atas dri sy oo..skang ni sy still dpt bayangkan sifu tgh mnyanyi lgu tu >.<

overall i did have great time wif them..paling best part kmi nyanyi rmai2 lgu “asyik” , “gadis melayu” and “gemilang”..haha nak terputus urat biler nyanyi lgu jac tu..mmg over hbis!!

after kbox, amin seems rush to somewhere else..dunno laa..yg penting i didnt hear any news bout him after kbox mlm tu..hope he just doing fine..

kmi 3 plak smpat usha org main “monopoly” before sngah p big apple’s beli tempahan ntuk kak ar..hehehe ensem oo mat salleh yg men monopoly tu..haiizz tp sygnya gf dia pun ada kat sna duk cheering2..adehh terlepas peluang T.T hahaha

rsanya dekat kul 9 lebih kmi smpai bilik..mlm tu ros tido bilik kiteorg..kak ar pun ada p blik..tp dia x tido skali..yg penting mereka bertiga ni mmg bising btol dok ketawa melayan video korea 2pm..haizz sabo jek lahh..

sy tido agak awal mlm tu..b4 kul 12 lgi sy tido..fuuhh nikmat betul tido after exam kan haha...

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sabtu - 3rd July 2010

waatt a boring day..i woke up early..before 6 dah terjaga..lol dah terbiasa kot..bgun2 jek trus p mandi n mnghadap laptop smpai ke petang..

my actvt mestilah dok mengupdate blog..dorang ros plak went bbq at rumah chalen..ooommoo jeless oo sy..hmm at first nak join but biler pikir2 balik..susah ler plak..coz klau pegi pun buka sy bleh makan jga kan...

so, sepanjang hri tu sy duk di blik update blog..smbil2 tu ade r jga dok praktis vokal dlm bilik..hihi kite kene r gunekan peluang yg ada dgn bernas..tak gitu??

mlm tu i received msj from sifu..she ask me to shut down her notebook..then she mentioned that dorang x balik malam tu..dorang sleepover kat rumah chalen...omo..kejam..leave me sorang2 di blik aa..

at first trasa lah jga..tp bile pikir balik bukan slah dorang pun..sy sndri yg x nak ikut pda mulanya kan..soo ok fine..haha looks like i’ll spent the nite alone..but nvm..i oredi get use laa..>.<

since tomorrow noon my father will come to fetch me back..sy pun decide p tuntut balik my external yg edith pinjam..sy takut tak sempat nak tngu dorang balik esok..dats why i went find kim dlm kul 11pm lebih smata-mata p tuntut external..Lol rupanya kim blum hbis transfer movie dlm tu..so i have to wait bout 15 minutes..aiyakk kekok ler plak coz b4 this mana penah borak ber2 dgn kim..btw sempat jgalah kene shot dgn soalan panas dri kim..haizz no komen..

balik dri bilik kim..sy smbung lgi update blog..haha sandi kan..pnyalah lama sy mengupdate blog..then dlm kul 2 lebih kot bru sy start paking barang...kul 5 lebih bru sy tido..walawehh pnyalah penat...skalinya tgh syiok2 tido tu sy dikejutkan dgn pngilan miss edith..omo rupanya edith dtg nk pnjam external..dia blum hbis transfer movie lgi..sy pun bgi jek lah..

then sy smbung tido balik..adooii tgh best2 melayan mimpi..sy terbgun due to msj ringtone..aarrrghhh kin panas...kacau btol lah..x smpat pun lgi sy “baca habis” dah terjaga dri tido..omo..sy try tido balik incase bleh resume mimpi tadi..but sayangnya tak berjaya..wat a waste..hayooo dat was the sweetest dream i ever had hahahahaha >.<

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sunday - 4th July 2010

after terjaga dari mimpi yang indah...sy pun pegilah mandi..b4 p mndi tu trsrmpak dgn edith yg dtg ke blik coz waiting them ntuk p mkan..

haha sorry to edith n sifu coz i gave them my “sour face”..tell the truth i ekceli trasa dgan kes smalam..haizz but dun worry laa..i’m ok already..klau tak, takde maknenye sy nak join korang p makan kan..

before this kan sy mentioned yg my dad will come at noon..but msa sy tido tu, dpt msj from my mom..she said they will come bit late coz my dad has some works to do..

so, i tot they will come around 4 or 5 mcm tu..dats why i decide to follow them p mkn tgh hari tu..lgipun smlam just bantai megi jek..so, i feel so damn hungry at that moment..

we went to 1B..omo..jauh jga kmi merayau cri makanan kan haha..due to financial prob..of coz ler apple’s yg jdi port mkan kmi akeke..

after mkn tu, sempat lgi kmi p kbox 1 jam..demi c edith la ni..brabis dah dia memujuk..kesian ler plak tgk anak pkcik thomas ni..so ntuk mengelakkan edith merajuk..kmi pun agree..but end up bukan edith yg briye mnyanyi..hahaha sy dgn ros plak yg excited ni...haizz..sifu plak seems not so enjoy the moment..doishtee ne?? is it lagu yg kmi plih x kene dgn jiwa sifu?

pas kbox..kmi p parkson coz c ros nak cri dompet..omo..time2 tgh nazak ler byk btol bju yg mencuri perhatian kmi..haiizz sabooo nurul saboo..jgn ikutkan sgt perasaan tu..tu suma godaan nates tu..sssyuuuhh ssyuuhhh..

penat usha baju, kmi pun p tmpat ros..walaweh ade sale 50% ler..somemore dompet2 tu sume kiut2..ekceli i almost buy 1 of the dompet tau..but bcoz byk btol tukang kritik..end up sy x jdi beli..haiizz nvm...next time bru beli lah..

msa tgh plih2 dompet tu..my mom kol n bgi tau yg dorang dah smpai pelabuhan dah..omo!! sei lo..adehh awal jga family sy smpai..td dlm msj mentioned mybe petang skit bru smpai..Lol slalu jak mcm ni..x psal2 kantoi p 1B haha..

erm nasib ler time tu kmi dah nak balik..but b4 balik, ros nak sngah McD dulu..omo..my mom plak berkali-kali kol tnya sy dah smpai ke blom..isk3 stress2..but i try to acting cool..takkan ler plak sy nak suh ros pecut balik kan..lgipun td sy yg nak ikut dorang p mkn...

rsanya ade r dlm dekat sejam family sy dok nunggu sy..hihi sorry..adeh yg kin panasnya, kreta tak dibenarkan naik atas due to pendaftaran pelajar baru..msa kmi nak naik atas pun guard tu brabis suh kmi tnjukkan matric kad..ee kin pnas btol..sifu dah tjuk kad dia..ingatkan kmi kene bgi lepas..skalinya guard tu ckp “sorang jek ke 3rd year student? yang len2 ni?” adduuiinaa geramnnya sy..dah ler sy time tu kejar masa..teda msa mo bramah mesra dgn guard tu..so, sy pun kluarkan lah mtrc kad sy..rsa mcm nak cmpak jek ke muka guard tu..byk songeh btol!

time tu sy nmpak abah sy dok parking kreta kat tepi simpang ..ayoo die..i have to carry my things from bilik smpai ke bwah??

haizz nasib ler ade sifu n edith..thanks yaa coz tolong sy angkat barang..btw sifu oso tumpang p taxi station..she said if no taxi, trpaksalah sifu follow me balik rumah..haha sukar dipercayai..but its sound interesting wat..my family definitely ok pnya..

haha but sayangnya ada plak bus balik ranau..so tak jadi lah sifu ikut sy balik...btw sifu nmpak hepi btol..haha yelah kan..dah sebulan tak jmpa family..of coz ler excited nak balik..

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sooo..i guess my entry will be end till here...hohoho sooo damn panjang kan...korang jga yg nak sy desribe pnjg2..thanks coz sudi luang msa melayan coretan sy ni..i hope u guys enjoy reading it..sorry bebanyak if ada kekasaran bahasa or ada part yg buat sape2 trasa hati..

happy holidays guys!! enjoy the holiday okay!!

ermm..btw dun forget ur PUPUK..haizz seems like we still cant have a relax holiday rite?? hahaha...apa2 pun just enjoy it laa..

 

p/s: chalen..omo..u said u wan to postpone the story till 3rd year finish!!?? huhuhu tell me u’re joking T.T

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