Wat a suprise today...i didn’t expect it at all...congrats ye kpda master mind n oso all the konco2 coz brjya buat suprise for my advance bufday...terima kasih banyak2...i really appreciate it...
p/s: entry kali ni maybe ade certain2 part akan buat certain2 pihak trasa hati n tersinggung...so sy minta maaf byk2...bcoz its hard for me to hold it anymore....i pretend to be hepi although i feel hurt...sy tau ada antra korang yg prasan especially amin...u owez notice bout my mood changes...u oso try hard to korek crite from me...but as u know...sy x reti nak crita guna mulut...so i will write bout wat ekceli yg sy rasa slama ni...so klau ayat2 sy mengguris hati korang...please forgive me...tujuan sy crite sal sume ni bukan brtujuan nak cri gaduh dgn korang or saje nak sakitkan hati korang...no...its not like that...i just need a medium to luah apa yg terbuku dlm hati sy slama ni...by that, i will be much better...
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Ekceli hri ni, dah lama sy plan dgn chalen n edith ntuk p kbox...lgipun chalen mmg briye sgt2 nak outing sama dgn edith...dorang 2 ni bukan ape...slalu jek xde jodoh ntuk outing brsama...tmbhan plak 2 ekor tu mmg liat skit bab2 outing ni...sebulan maybe sekali jek...x mcm kmi...hantu outing ^^ omost every week kuar...
Plan tu kmi rncang b4 cuti CNY lgi...lgipun hri ni kmi bru jek hbis our test...so mmg adat lah kuar after test...release tension konon...cume bezanya kali ni kmi just plan antra kmi 3 jek..not involves others..however mlm sblumnya, time sy d dwn study dgn amin, edith ada msj me n mention yg dia maybe x jdi nak join kmi...time sy dpt msj tu, mmg agak kecewa jga la...coz dh byk kali edith buat mcm tu..amin pun dah start prasan air muka sy nmpak agak x brsmngat n moody..hmm really sorry coz mghilangkan mood study kmu...but i’m glad that u didn’t ikut sma moody...coz previously if sy buat prangai mcm tu, kmu pun msti start moody gak n feel angry with me...however dat nite, u did sebaliknya...kmu try cheer me up..n u know wat...i really appreciate it...kmu brjya buat sy tersenyum...i owez feel dat u r the one yg brjya cheer me up during my hard time...tq very much...
Then sy pun msj ler chalen n inform psal edith x jdi join...oso asking her whether our plan still on tnpa edith...chalen ckp ye..tp since chalen ade mention yg dia will straight away balik rumah after berkbox, means sy kene balik ums sorang2 ..huhu tak berani...mmg dat time sy dah hilang mood nak outing ...tp, chalen convince me yg abg dia hntar balik hostel dulu b4 balik rumah...so sy leh tumpang skali...hmm if mcm tu takpe lah...tp dat time sy still ragu2...everything depends on tomorrow...klau ade mood outing, outing ler...klau x, x ler outing...ekceli nak je ajak amin skali..tp since dia dah mention sal lady’s day...so xleh nak ckp ape lah...somemore dia dh plan nak mkn kat pasar filipine dgn rumet2 dia...amin ade gak tnya nape x ajak dorang alynn skali...hmm its hard for me to say bout it...ekceli chalen oso prasan bout it...sy dgn alynn dah tak serapat dulu...klau tngal kmi berdua jek dlm bilik...mmg kmi tak brckap...rasa janggal....however i’m still glad that yg kmi still friend...i oso hepi for her coz have ros...bunyi mcm sy jeles kan? well its true...but wat to do...i have to accept it...everything has changed now...sume yg brlaku ade hikmahnye kan...
Hmm beside sal outing tu, ekceli there is another thing yg buat sy moody...its bout the pupuk program...i really dun want to go to kudat this Saturday...but R pujuk me to go...somemore she said that we need to find info regarding prkembangan study of anak2 kak ina n oso their immunisation status...mmg byk ler nak buat...if x pigi, susah ler kmi nak buat report nnti...ekceli sy ade gak ckp kat dia n suh dia p sorang tp since dia ckp yg kali ni, byk btol keje yg prlu dibuat,its hard for her to handle alone...wat to do...i have the responsibility as her partner...so i have to agree....seems like i will waste my day , i mean my spesel day by travelling to kudat...wuuu really2 dun wan to go...
Pagi ni (khamis), kmi mmg x de kelas coz our csl n praktikal postpone after test...however i still have to bngun awal bcoz we have pupuk supervisor meeting at 8.15am...so damn early...nasib ler pagi td tersedar jga...thanks to yen coz tlg kejut...smpai2 jek d csl lab, ingatkan leh trus jmpa dgn Dr...malangnya we have to wait bout half n hour...then biler dah jmpa, we thought its only took bout 10 minutes, bcoz previously with our previous supervisor, we really took only 10 minutes mcm tu coz dr just brief skit2 jek n mention yg he cant help us a lot n ask us to refer with seniors...tp yg bestnya, we able to get 3 signs although we only meet him once..tp, ntuk dr kali ni...jgn harap ler...he quite strict...but i still like him because bru skang sy realize ape yg ekceli we need to do...dr ade ckp yg dia a bit ragu2 with our performance towards this program...he think yg kmi ni mcm take things so lightly n x so commited regarding this task...ekceli i dun feel sad bout wat he said...but feel more motivated...somemore dr oso give us some guide n advice wat we should do during our next visit..so, after meeting with him, rsa smngat plak nak g kudat sabtu ni...i really want to proof to dr yg we really go there n did something...just wait n see..
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After slesai meeting...about kul 9.30...i straight went to discussion room to study...bcoz if balik bilik, confirm sy tido n x kan study pnya...hmm first2 rsa takut gak g dr sorang2...tp still gagahkan hati jga...klau nak g library jauh plak nak jlan..nasib ler time sy g dr tu, sorang manusia pun sy x trserempak...takut gak incase dak 3rd year ade kelas time2 tu...
Smpai2 jek kat dr...sy switch on aircond 1st...huhu the weather really killing me...after that, sy kol kak ina n mention psal lwatan kmi nnti...she did mention yg this time we might have chance to meet with our foster parents...wat a glad...me n R haven’t meet with them since our 1st visit...so for sure we will gain more info bout the family later...
Pas kol kak ina, rsa rindu plak kat maa...so sy pun kol ler my mom...nasib ler time kol tu my mom x busy...klau x ,msti kene mrah...sy saje je kol coz nak inform psal lawatn g kudat tu...mane r tau incase my family nak dtg kk sabtu ni...so takut gak if pisang brbuah 2x mcm last time...my family saje x nak inform yg dorang nak dtg kk dat day, my mom siap buat kelupis lgi...tp sygnya dat day kmi brtolak p kudat...hmm time my mom kol tu, rsa brsalah gak coz didn’t inform them awal2...so sorry...besides that, saje je tnya sal prkembangan d rumah...well mcm biase...c pahmi tu mmg brtmbah nakal n ade jek prkara yg leh induce kemarahan my mom...sabar jek la....then me oso ada ask psal kiriman from my kazen...wether dah smpai ke blum...kok teh ade mention yg dia ade pos smthing ntuk sy smpena my bufday...my mom mention yg surat dah ade..tp kene g tuntut kat pjbat pos...n later she will ask my dad bout dat...then sy mention gak sal test kul 2pm nnti...my mom mcm biase lah pray all the best for me...thanks maa =)
Hmm tgh rncak2 borak dgn mak sy, suddenly pntu dr kena buka...aisey terkezutt sy bila nmpak prof P...erm nasib ler time tu sy tgh brckap kol, so prof P pun tutup ler balik pntu tu..tp seems like he dlm kesusahan jek...x lama pas sy hbis brckap dgn my mom, prof P dtg lgi tmpat sy...rupe2nya prof nak kunci galen...dia mention yg supposedly ada kelas kan skang...sy time tu x expect pun kmi yg ade kelas...ingatkan dak2 3rd year...sy ckp ler kat prof yg sy xde kunci tu..prof ckp ler, if nmpak someone yg ada kunci galen inform him...sy just angguk jek...adehh buat sy kecut perut jek time tu...nasib ler kelas tu kene wat d galen, klau d dr x tau ler mana sy nak bwa diri...
Tak lama pas prof kuar, sy dgr mcm bnyi ade org kuar msuk dr6...haizz sape lah plak ni...jgn jek dorang msuk dr7...rupe2nye c pei jie...hmm maybe prof p kol pei jie asking bout the key...smpat gak ler pei jie tu p jenguk2 sy kat dr...nasib ler dia x join sy study sana...tp dia smpat lgi offer nak hntar sy balik time tgh hari nnti...coz dia mmg nk balik lunch...but sy refuse...lgipun klau nak balik bgus sy balik dri td...so no meaning klau nak balik later...
After pei jie brlalu msuk dr6, sy pun meneruskan my revision...hmm best gak study kat dr...nasib gak sy smpat teguk Nescafe ntuk breakfast...so xde ler rsa mengantuk...tgh2 study tu, dpt msj dri amin...he ajak lunch...tp memandangkan sy oredi d dr, xdpt ler nak lunch sama...tak lama pas amin msj, edith plak msj...dia tnya whether sy dah p galen blum...sy bg tau ler yg sy dah lama stay d dr...then edith pun mention yg dia will join me later...meaning that dia omost otw ler ni...tp tnggu pnya tnggu, lama jga c edith ni...x smpai2 pun...time tu sy dah x dpt focus study...coz boring terperuk sorang2 kat dr...rsanya dlm kul 12 lebih edith smpai....hmm patutlah lmbat, rupenye g sngah Mcd dulu...sempat gak edith offer French fries...arigatou na...sy mmg lapar time tu coz didn’t take any meal since pgi lgi...sy just mkn biskut n kuih jek...bleh2 laa wat alas perut...
Tgh2 study tu, X lama, suddenly amin plak muncul...isk3 terkejut gak sy...dia x ckp pun nak dtg awal...so kmi 3 pun study sma2...smpat gak ler bincang2 ape yg patut...
Tp lama kelamaan, makin rmai plak manusia yg menyerbu dr7 tu...haizz trus hilang konsentrasi study...makin terasa tense n aura test yg just tngal <10 minutes jek lgi...huhu pasrah jek laa...hopefully tips yg Dr bgi tu btol2 berguna...klau qs x sama as tips yg diberi...mmg mati laa...coz we only study based on tips...topic2 len lgsung x sentuh...mmg risky giler ...
When melangkah msuk dlm galen...aisey tngal kmi2 jek yg blum take our seat...coursemate yg len sume dah x sbr2 nak jwb test...huhu plan nak cri tmpat duduk blakang2...skalinya seat dpn2 jek yg kosong...dah ler depan giler...btol2 mnghadap white board...me n amin duk seblah mnyeblah..edith plak duk blakang amin...c amin tu smpat lgi pesan nnti tulisan biar besar2...klau kecik2 susah plak dia nak skodeng..haha ampeh btol la...
So masa yg ditunggu2 akhirnya tiba...alhamdulilah, soalan2 mmg most of them sama mcm tips yg diberi...tp, still agak sukar jga laa...Cuma 1 soalan jek terkeluar dri tips...instead of lymphoma yg kuar, tb2 ade soalan WBC disorder...monocytosis???huhu what’s the causes of monocytosis??haiyoo i just hantam oo...dorang amin pun ckp dorang hentam jek...sgala infection dorang tulis...huhu sy x mention pun sal infection..x terfikir lngsung...then soalan len yg sy tersangkut such as soalan DM (pathogenesis) huhu penah look through sekali..but x ingat...soalan pernicious anemia oso susah...part eliminate clinical features tu sy x tau...mcm mana nak bezakan pernicious anemia dgn anemia yg len?? Sy just mention jek sal insidious onset , occur due to vitB12 deficiency...x de pun explain lebih2...huhu pasrah jek laa...oh ye soalan bleesing disorder tu pun quite susah gak...part investigation...huhu mcm biase hentam jek..yg penting tulis jek...mane tau Dr baik hati nak bgi markah kesian...hope so!
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Finally, 1 jam yg dibenci ntuk every month berakhir jga....alhamdulilah, wlpun byk yg hentam...tp tawakal je laa...ape pun markah yg sy dpt nnti sy redha jek...coz insya’allah i’ll do better in the final!! Huhu wlpun hazab dah habis, as i mention b4, we all still got class...dorang alynn best r just praktikal lukis2 jek..msti kejap je dorang...kmi plak kene csl...dah ler Dr M yg lead...huh confirm lambat...haiyoo x sabar nak p kbox ni...mmg dah decide, ada edit / not..plan msti jln pnye..chalen pun nmpak smgat giler...
Mase Dr M sibuk2 bgi briefing kat depan...fikiran sy dah start melayang...really2 cant concentrate...dah ler dlm bilik tu panas giler...rasa mcm nak pengsan jek...dgn gaya dr M yg nmpak agak kelam kabut...buat sy rasa makin rimas...huhu biler laa nak habis ni...then dlm kul 4pm..Dr lepaskan kmi to go for practice...haiyoo hopefully kmi x dpt Dr M...sy btol2 x mood nak practice...huhu skalinya kmi dpt Dr D...dia ade gak mention yg everyone must try...tp mcm biase laa...tts yg akan start buat..kmi sume observe jek...tp kmi pun ade r gak try2 buat...Cuma sy x brapa brkenan dgn sikap 1 groupmate kmi...biasanya dia akan refuse ntuk buat melainkan Dr paksa...alasan dia...x suke sentuh2 lelaki...haram...we all know that...tp klau kt dah msuk dlm this field...we have to...dun be acting like that...be professional laa...
Hmm after hbis csl, yeaahh msa yg dinantikan....its time to enjoy!!! Kali ni group kmi plak yg lmbat kuar..group chalen dah lame habis...time dlm bilik csl tu, just nmpak chalen jek..c amin dah lenyap...huhu lgsung x inform yg dia nak jln dulu...tp takpelah...maybe dia btol2 rushing kot nak uruskan “something” haizz...sy mati2 ingat yg dia x sabar g mkn kat pasar filipine dgn rumet dia...ampeh btol laa...
Mase kmi 3 dah nak gerak g 1B..tb2 edith plak wat hal...dia dlm dilemma whether dia nak g ke tak...coz dia mention yg abg w mrajuk dgn dia...ekceli since yesterday lgi sy dah accept yg edith will not join us...tp biler tb2 dia ckp nak join, sy ok jek...tp jgn ler plak last2 minute ckp x jdi lgi...its not fun at all...we give hope to other people then we destroy it...ekceli if edith btol2 x dpt join, its ok for me...lgipun sy n chalen pun xpenah outing ber2...lgipun sy x nak edith outing dlm keadaan yg serba salah...kmi kuar nak hepi2 bukannya nak moody2...mmg lama btol edith mo decide...smpaikan kmi dah kuar dri sktm, she’s still thinking...sy x tau ler whether this is part of the “plan” or edith btol2 dlm dilemma...c chalen plak mmg nmpak len btol...muke dia ceria jek...wlpun time tu dia komplen yg dia lapar, skit pun x nmpak air muka dia brubah tnggu edith wat decision...sy plak mmg hmpir2 hilang mood dah time tu...seriusly, klau edith still x wat decision, besar kmgkinan sy x jdi outing...dah ler time tu lapar giler...
Sy ckp kat edith, x pe lah if x dpt join this time, next time ler kt 3 outing sama...tp edith ade mention yg rugi kalau dia x pegi kali ni”..sy time tu pelik gak nape dia ckp mcm tu...haha now i get wat she mean...then atas pujukan chalen, edith pun agree ntuk pegi...huh wat a long wait...
At last, kmi ber3 pun berjalan ler kaki p 1B...first2 mesti lah g mkn dulu...sy ekceli nak mkn kat apple’s tp chalen plak nk mkn kat kfc...sy ni craving for rice...klau kat kfc trpksa ler mkn colonel chicken rice..huhu xnak...last2 sy just order snack plate jek...edith time tu x mkn pun...tp me n chalen pksa gak dia mkn..so kmi share2 ler..hehe quite fun oso...tgh2 mkn tu, suddenly dpt kol dri my mom...haizz nasib ler sy switch on my phone...ekceli b4 this sy decide nak off jek phone coz sy x nak org krim2 brg...somemore hanisa oredi know yg kmi outing...smpat gak dia krim relod..but sy smpat warn her jgn bgi tau org len kmi outing...lantak ler korang nak ckp sy jahat ke apa...seriusly dat time sy btol2 x nak trima kiriman org...oh ye balik kpada topic my mom kol tu, sy tabik ler dgn mak sy ni...asal sy outing tnpa pengetahuan dia, msti dia akan kol pnya...instict sorang ibu mmg kuat kan haha....nasib baik ler mak sy x mrh yg sy outing...ekceli mak sy just nak inform yg brg kok teh krim tu dah smpai...mak sy dah letak dlm almari sy...sy brabis tnya whether dorang dah buka blom brg tu...mak sy ckp jgn risau...haha bukan ape, kok teh tu yg briye ckp jgn bgi org len buka...sy je yg bleh buka...so sy ckp kat mak sy, nnti klau dorang dtg kk jgn lupe bwa brg tu...coz i guess sy x chance nak balik rumah dah...huh klau lah sabtu ni x pgi kudat...confirm sy balik mnggu ni huhu...
After slesai ckp phone, kmi 3 truskan perbualan...bleh2 crite sal instinct sorang mak kmi tukar topic g kes bayi yg kene bakar tu...huhu tp mmg kejam ler manusia yg buat prkara tu...tergamak dorang buang n bakar bayi...bodoh btol!! Klau ye pun x nak anak..bgi ler kat org...x prasaan perikemanusiaan btol laa...
Then suddenly, edith mention sal something yg ekceli sy x tau nak jwb apa...dia tnya napa sy skang ni x brapa rapat dgn alynn...outing pun tak ajak dia...ekceli chalen dah tlg ajak, tp chalen ckp sifu ade plan nak tgk movie dgn ros...sy pun tak tau nak respond mcm mana dgn soalan edith tu...dunno, maybe antara kmi dah x chemistry...edith tnya xkan ler start kes “cafe sktm” tu hbgna kmi jdi mcm ni...x tau ler..maybe gak both of us x nak bcome too close bgi mengelakkan prkara lalu brulang...x tau ler...susah ler nak ckp...its come naturally...lgipun she’s oredi has ros..takpelah...dorang pun nmpak hepi brsama....(sy asyik ckp takpelah...but the truth is...its not okay)...ottukay...as long as we still friend...it doesn’t matter kot...like wat i said b4...thing will not owez brjalan spt kehendak kita kn...so, ape2 yg brlaku in the future, we have to accept it...pasti ade hikmah ntuk sume yg brlaku...
Then after mkn, mata sy trpndang ke kdai dvd sbelah guardian tu..bru tringat sal adnan sempit...hehe msti dah kuar cd tu...excited gak ler g cari..skalinya bile tnya sales girl kat sana...dia ckp blom kuar lgi...huhu sedeynye...x kan ler blum kuar lgi...lmbat jga...kin spoil mood jek...tp takpe...cool baa...pasni kan nak berkbox...hopefully sgala stress n kesedihan dpt terubat...
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Yeah akhirnya masa yg ditunggu2 since 2 weeks ago....its time ntuk berkbox...x sabar nak men”sumbangkan” suara pasni...lantak ler suara best ke x...masa ni ler nak nyanyi brabis lgipun just 3 of us...x rasa kekok sgt nak nyanyi...
Chalen yg dulu mulakan upacara perasmian...dia nyanyi lgu avril...then follow by me lgu farah keh3...mmg hancooo gler lgu tu sy bawa...pastu edith plak lgu Isabella...me oso join nyanyi...waseh best gak nyanyi lgu tu..feel giler kmi 2..chalen mcm biase lah buat2 aksi “overacting” dia tu hahaha mmg menceriakan suasana...pastu lgu stacy gagap...sy yg choose lgu tu..ingatkan chalen tau...rupanya x...adeh x best plak sy nyanyi sorang...so half song skip jek...n bgi laluan kat chalen plak..haiz byk giler lgu yg chalen nyanyi..me n edith just interupt2 mcm tu jek...layaannn jek...masa dorang berduet lgu fergie..sy pun busy r cri lgu...rasanya tak lama pastulah...after sy habis cri lgu n syiok2 tgk dorang 2 nyanyi, tb2 pntu kena buka...sy btol2 terkejut time tu plus blur...aikk nape plak ni?wat happen??? Sy btol2 x prasan dgn kehadiran dorang amin..sy start back to reality biler dorang brjalan masuk smbil bwa kek n ckp suprise!!! hepi bufday!! Hahaha thankss~!!!!!! I really didn’t expect it at all!!! Really suprise me!!! Seriously sy tersentuh giler time tu....then korang nyanyikan lgi lgu bufday ntuk sy..hehe brtambah2 laa tersentuh...terima kasih banyak2...
Sy tau ni mesti keje c amin n chalen r ni...coz klau tgk experience b4 this, mmg kmi2 jek yg rajin wat planning...the others just follow jek...however, i appreciate korang pnya penat lelah...sy x tau ler mcm mana korang plan ni sume...later i want to know the whole story!!! So i cant elaborate more bout that...i hope chalen will crita dlm dia pnya blog hehe...thanks to all of u!! amin...chalen...sifu...edith...ros...ed... love u guys soooo much!!!
Starting sy admit its really happening...but lama kelamaan...hmm something’s wrong someway...the mood mcm agak down skit...erm maybe ape yg akan sy ckp ni will buat certain2 org terasa...but mcm yg sy mention awal2 td...in this entry, i will crita wat ekceli yg sy rasa dat day...napa sy still nmpak sedey n x brape ade mood...korang jgn plak fikir yg sy tak menghargai korang pnya pengorbanan ni...sy really2 appreciate it...haiyoo x tau ler nak crita mcm mana...susah...
First, edith refuse nak nyanyi wlpun time tu sume lgu tu edith yg plih n pda awalnya dia mmg briye sgt nak nyanyi...hmm sy rasa maybe edith segan kot coz rmai org...so since edith x nak nyanyi...org len ler yg konker...then amin oso nmpak x so interest with the kbox coz most of the songs not his type...hmmm after sy habis berduet lagu mayday dgn sifu...mmg jrg dah pegang mike...just jdi penonton jek...time tulah sy rsa mcm alone...wlpun korang sume ade kat situ...i still feel alone...ade skali tu, lgu yusry dekat padamu...sy x tau sape plih lgu tu coz sy just plih lagu smpai lgu mayday jek..since ros x interest mo nyanyi..so dia pass mike pda sy...seriusly sy x tau pun lgu tu ekceli lgu amin n sifu...time tu ade rsa len skit lah...but i try to hold it...sy x tau wat kind of feeling is that...jeles ?? or x puas hati??
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Pastu sy tringat balik insiden kmi outing b4 cuti cny...to tell the truth, sy sedey coz x org nak teman sy tgk crita nabil...then biler sy habis tgk movie, chalen plak inform yg sifu n amin g tgk movie ...mmg sy x puas hati time tu...but i hold...then chalen n ros ajak kmi p kbox smntara tnggu dorang 2 hbis tgk movie...sy pun on je lah...mmg enjoy gak time kbox tu...leh hilangkan sgala kesedihan...then biler dorang 2 dah hbis tgk movie, dorang g tmpat kmi...time tu sy tgh nyanyi lgu farah...tgk riak muka amin pun tau yg dia x enjoy...suddenly dia dgn sifu kuar n p bilik len...n skali lgi sy trasa dgn tindakan dorang....
Tp sy x nak fkir byk sal tu...lgipun b4 this dah trima msj “nasihat” from amin...so klau sy tarik muka time tu, msti lgi menambahkan masalah...after kmi hbis kbox tu, sy byk kali msj n kol dorang 2 tp x kena layan...at last kmi decide ntuk cri dorang...jumpe pun...tp riak muka amin mcm x suke jek kmi join dorang...ekceli sy try to smbunyikan my kesedihan td dgn acting cool dpn dorang....nasib ler ade chalen time tu...i manage to hold my bad feeling dgn layan bergambar with chalen...
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Bile tringat jek insiden tu sume, tak tau ler nak ckp ape...i just feel alone...after habis kbox...amin ajak men boling...chalen plak x join coz abg dia dah dtg jmput dia...edith plak dah lame balik...sifu mmg mention yg dia x men...then msa kmi otw nak p men boling tu...tb2 ros ckp yg dia ade benda nak beli...sifu teman ros p beli brg...so dia suh kmi 3 g men dulu...tp tnggu pnya tnggu...sy yg habiskan 4 games tu...ros lngsung x muncul2...since dorang amin n ed enjoy men, dorang tmbah lgi 1 game...sy plak mmg dah hilang mood...somemore sy blum lgi g beli relod kiriman hanisa n oso my phone hansfree...so sy beransur pgi dulu....msa g cri hansfree tu smpat lgi trsrmpak dgn dorang munir...then masa d giant plak, trsrmpak plak dgn karleen n michelle...karleen ade offer ntuk tumpangkan sy balik...hmm klau lah sy tau xde taxi...better sy ikut dorang karleen balik...x yah susah2 guna 2 taxi...msa sy g cari dorang kat tmpat taxi tu...once more sy trasa hati...however takde kaitan lgsung dgn usikan dorang coz msa dorang brgurau sal “goda pemandu taxi” tu sy oredi x interest with their jokes...sy just x sabar nak balik hostel....tu jek...
Msa dlm taxi, i get irritate dgr prbualan dorang....ntah ler...seems like byk btol prkara yg buat sy rsa irritated...smpai jek d bilik...ade jek insiden yg kin panas sy...paling x leh blaa si siti la...jahat btol oo...smpai hati dia x ingat bufday sy...dgn konfidennya dia ckp bufday sy 28hb...adehh sabar jek laa...masa tu, sy g hntar kek dkat siti..then ct tnya kek sape plak ni...sy pun buat2 mrajuk ler dgn ct n trus balik bilik...ct pun ape lgi g r bilik pujuk...haha lawak baa siti ni...brabis dia say sorry..then sy ckp takpe laa lgipun 2day bukan bufday sy pun...then ct pun ckp ler dgn knfidennya...haa yaa...ko pnya bufday kan 28hb...so bukan salah aku lah kan...aku ingat baa ko pnya bfday...hak3 siti2...wlpun sakit hati sy time tu...but takpelah...lawak plak tgk gelagat ct ni...apepun thanks ye for the wish...
Ok, i think oredi dah smpai ke pnghujung crita...sgala kekasaran bahasa harap dimaafkan...ape yg terjadi n ape yg sy rasa oredi sy coretkan d dlm entry ni...spt yg sy ckp b4 this, sy bukan bertujuan nak sakitkan hati korang....sy just luahkan ape yg sy rasa slama ni...tu jek...coz i feel lega biler dpt luahkan ape yg terbuku dlm hati slama ni...coz sy takut if sy pendam sume tu lama2...i afraid dat something really2 bad will happen...huhu i dun want to encounter dat anymore....hmm but no need to worry...i’m okay now...ambil yg jernih n buang yg keruh...sgala kenangan yg x best x usah lgi dikenang...tp yg pasti kenangan terindah dgn korang will owez brada dlm memori sy....1 of dat mstilah saat2 korang wat suprise ntuk sy...kamsa hamida~ i really appreciate it!!
Chalen: arigatou aa for the gift >>>>bantal lembu....btol2 kiut...n oso for the card =)
Sifu: xie2 ni de li wu n kad...haha tergelak sy biler bca ni de kad...lawak!! really creative!!
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