WeLcoMe To mY wOrLd

First Week Of Exam.....                5th April - 9th April

As usual, mgu 1st exam dirasmikan dgn theory paper....
well, seriusly, i think i didnt did so well for exam kali ni...
but i'm really2 syukur that i can passed...syukur Alhamdulilah...
ntuk sem 2 ni, study pun x seSemangat mcm sem 1 dulu...
feels like final exam ni juz mcm m.test biase2 jek...
others oso feel the same as me..
tak taulah nape momentum sume org menurun...
the cause is...idiopathic...
adeh i guess i better describe more bout that in different entry...
hehe mcm jak tak biasa...
i'll describe bout exam week before i recap bout the whole study week...
jom selami dulu wat i feel n wat happen during exam week...
will there is anything interesting happen???
haha laayaaannnn~

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5April 2010 - Epidemiology

dlm byk2 module...epi is in my black list...
seriusly...i really dun like epi much...
coz since 1st year, dis is my "enemy"...
plus, for m.test hri tu, sskkkkiiiiiiittttt jek lgi pun mo lulus...
kurang 0.8 jek lgi...mane tak sakit hati haha...
time tu sy mmg "sayang" giler kat Dr DKSN...
i guess dr oso syg me a lot hak3...

for dis module,
we (me n amin) fokus more on past2 year qs...
try to recap back qs mase m.test hri tu...
ekceli there's nothing much to study on dis module...
plus, its juz 2 weeks module n tak byk mane pun...
klau tgk balik qs dulu2...most of it juz the same...
same pattern...balik2 tu jek qs yg kene tnya...
haha btol ler org ckp, Dr daw mmg suke repeat qs...

HOWEVER, during the exam...
i'm quite SHOCK when i saw the qs...
OMG...why its different n tak mcm soalan2 pas year...
there's oso some qs dat repeat from m.test n i guess i can answer it...
but there's some qs dat we didnt expect dat we'll be ask...
or can i juz said dat...biler masa kmi study sal bnda ni???hahaha
for example soalan paling last tu...
psal randomized control study...
OMG i dun ever understand the qs...
i think i juz left it blank...
huhu free2 hilang 5 marks...
then there is 1 qs from 1st year...
bout relative risk tu sume...
i'm totally blur!!
i oso didnt answer the qs...
so, hilang lgi 5 marks...
can u all imagine dat...
10 marks hilang mcm tu jek...
yg paling mmbuatkan sy hot,
biler jwb soalan mcq...
bru sy tau yg soalan relative risk tu ekceli senang jek...
haiyooo nape lah sy bleh blank time tu...

besides, esay part oso buat sy kurang yakin with my epi huhu...
cam biasa ade 3 qs..
i choose to answer reading journal and qs bout sensitivity/specificity...
i dun dare to answer qs bout reading journal coz i dun know how to answer part b...
past year kene tnya sal role of IRB...but not for this time...haizz i forgot oredi wat been asked ^^

ntuk soalan reading journal tu,
haha confident oo ntuk part a & b..
but biler masuk part c...
omg...wth...
instead asking guide for causation...
we been asked bout guide how to distinguish btween good n harmful therapy...
aiyoo btol2 rsa brsalah kat amin...
coz sy dgn confidentnya ckp soalan tu x kan kuar...
hak3 tulah confident sgt...
nasib ler amin ckp dia bleh gak jwb soalan tu...
sy pun men hentam jek...
hrp2 ler dean bleh bgi mrkah kesian ^^

then bout 2nd qs,
sy btol2 brani mati pigi jwb soalan bout specificity tu...
sy avoid to answer soalan steps in writing proposal coz takut tak sempat...
lgipun i dun think there's much to write ntuk soalan sen/spec tu...
juz kira2 n describe skit2...
ekceli msa jwb tu sy terfikir gak takkan ler juz kire sen/spec plus sdkit expalanation bleh dpt full 15marks??
sy ragu2 gak whether i shud kira skali nilai PPV n NPV...
i guess it shud been include kan....
but i dint write bout dat coz time tu x ckup msa dah..
somemore i have to look back of my MEQ qs yg sy x jwb tdi...
haiyoo mmg brserabut otak time tu...
end up, i failed to answer any...

huhu habis jek exam....
mmg agak down ler...
i really2 afraid dat i cannot make it...
dah ler m.test pun failed...
so possibililty me ntuk lulus mmg agak tipis...
somemore even qs bout RR pun x dpt jwb...
mnmbahkan lgi risk to be failed...
ye r...mane r tau dr daw fkir yg dis student even qs 1st year pun tak dpt answer, looks like dis student not really understand bout epi...she's shud learn more!!
huk3 mmg risiko ntuk kene fail tu tnggi kan??

however....it's a miracle!!!
i'm really2 thankful dat i passssssss for dis module!!
Syukur Alhamdulilah Ya Allah....

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6 April 2010  -   Neurology (NIGHTMARE)

hahaha dis is really2 unbelievable!!
guess wat...
for us, dis module is like killing us!!
however, thankfully...
we all passed dis paper...
thanks god...
thanks oso to prof peru coz let all of us passed =)

during m.test, ekceli i tot i can passed epi n not neuro...
but things happen differently...
i ekceli passed my neuro n not the epi...
pelik2...
when look through the marks given...
prof peru ekceli soooo generous in giving us marks...
most of us ekceli get high marks for his qs...
hmm seems like prof peru not so strict in marking...
most importance is, he juz wanna now how far we understand bout the topic...
as long as we write something n if its relevant...for sure we'll get some marks ^^

although i passed during the m.test...
for me, dis module still the scariest module ever!!
wlpun prof peru give us soooo many tips...

we still x depends 100% with the tips
coz its perumal's paper...
anything can happen...
we shud prepare for any unexpected things...

due to dat, during study week, me n amin focus more on perumal's topic n
doesnt touch much other lecs esp dr wendy one....
to tell da truth, we only start to fokus on non-peru topic the day b4 the exam....
we only cover for lectures n neglect bout the slp n sgd...
so, wat happen....
haizz we ekceli can answer well peru's qs but not for non-peru 1...
huhuhu so damn mnyesal...
i didnt expect there will be 3 qs from dr ohmar...
all the cerebral edema, ICP, hydrocephalus....
damn!! i cant answer it...juz hentam jek...tu pun tak jwb full....

then for dr wendy qs...
haiyooo tu lgi lah disaster...
didnt expect there will be lots of qs from dr wendy...
paling sandi qs bout substance misuse...
its ekceli sgd n i dun ever read bout dat...
wat a disaster...i juz can answer few common sense qs =(
so. overall i didnt did so well in my MEQ...
jz yakin my answer on peru qs...
ermm except for the maple syrup...
haiyoo i tot PKU dat will be come out T.T

thankfully, for essay...i able to write something haha...
ekceli i'm really scared dat i'll be blur mase jwb essay tu...
somemore i take risk to answer peru qs...
i dun dare to pick qs 3 coz i didnt read much bout meningitis...
btw nasib ler tiah ade bgi hardcopy cth esay peru...
i ekceli didnt memorize it from a-z
but thanks god i still can remember some points n try elaborate it using my own words...
overall for the essay...i oredi tried my very2 best...
really hope dat i can get gud marks from essay coz my meq totally hancoo T.T

MCQ....
haizz~ is it prof peru wanna play with us???
how can a qs have more than 1 answer???
its not relevant at all...
ekceli we all did ask him bout dat during the briefing..
n prof said dat he will modified the qs...
but...he didnt...
we all quite confusing during answer the paper...

some of our classmates raise up the issue n end up there were some
changes been made...
however, some students still feel worried bout dat n
did mention bout it during meeting with external examiner...
hmm i dunno whether its necessary for us to tell org luar bout dat...coz it may affect many people esp the coordinator itself...huhuhu sorry prof if we cause trouble to u...
ekceli we did dat bcoz we afraid dat it will affect our marks n we may failed in dis paper -_-

dis issue really2 give big impact to all of us...
mane taknya, bcoz of dis matter, our result kene tahan till last monday...
sepatutnya friday nite the result shud come out oredi...
its really make us tak senang duduk...
penantian yg menyeksakan jiwa ~.~
but, our penantian can be said berbaloi jgalah...
dats why people said "setiap kejadian tu ade hikmah disebaliknya"...
there must be some gud thing behind the bad thing ^^
thanks to god n all lectures coz let all of us passed dis module...
i think if the problem x become the issue...there will be students dat will failed in dis module...
and i may be the one...
i guess prof peru feel guilty to us, dats why he let us passed...
if dat so...thanks a lot prof...u ekceli save our life =)

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8 april 2010 - Bloody hell!!

weird!! so weird!!
we did get sooooo many tipsss from the coordinator...
but why???why??? why???
why i still cant answer well in dis module???
Lol...i guess i'm being too confident bout dis module kot...
somemore i did quite well during m.test hri tu...
huhu really2 didnt expect yg my brain terblack out mase jwb paper blood!!
oh mannn...wat a waste....

detik ketika sy look through the qs...
i'm ekceli smilling when SLE n DM come out as essay qs plus 1 qs from dr tan hemolytic anemia...
haha its easy...(dats wat my mind think b4 i answer the qs )
things start become tak kena when i answer meq qs...
i start become confusing n blur...
huhu i ekceli have read bout it but why i cant recalled it??
i cant remember whose qs yg ekceli buat sy stuck...
dr ohmar??
erm not really...qs bout DIC, multiple myeloma...i can answer it...
but for rheumatoid athritis...nasib ler sy ade revised skit2 (it didnt include in the tips!!)..
so bleh r gak jwb....

dr mie2??
hmm hell yess!
some of the qs so kejam...
the marks only 2/3 but dr ask us to list till 6 answer...
paling sandi, there's qs come from slp bout PTH disorder...
haiyoo i tot its ekceli from the lec...
when the qs ask to list 6 causes of hypercalcemia...
i jz realize that's its ekceli from the slp...
haiyoo i didnt read bout it T.T
so, i juz hantam ooo...
but there oso some qs yg quite easy..
mcm qs metabolic BD tu...
dr juz ask us to define n list the diseases...
haizz...so, i cant ekceli label dr as kejam ler kan akekeke....

hmm other qs yg totally out from our tip list were thalasemia n adrenal hyperplasia...
haiyoo nasib ler still can think something n juz write the answer...
although rase mcm salah...haishh redaaahh jek...mane tau kot2 leh dpt mrkah kesian ^^
sy paling geram coz tak dpt jwb clinical feat of cushing syndrome...
i did read bout it n ade gak hafal...ottukay...cant recall it...
dr ask to list 6 n i juz can think 2 (yg confirm btol)...
moon face n buffalo hump...yg len hantam jek...tu pun x smpai pun 6 haizz...
somemore, i oso feel dissapointed coz cant answer the 1 n only qs from dr shamsur...
huhu i tot dr will repeat m.test qs...coz i ekceli can answer it...
but....dr change the qs...huhu he ask something dat i ekceli didnt fokus on...
huhu i tried to write something but failed...
i juz manage to define some of the term n guess i jz can get max 1 mark ~.~

then lets move on essay part....
huuuu i'm totally blur during the essay...
i ekceli have more than enuff time to answer essay part
coz i stop answering meq in time less than 1 hour...
so i ekceli have more than 1 hour to answer my essay...
if my brain can function well at dat time...
for sure i can finished answer the qs b4 times up...
haizz ottukay....
nasib tak menyebelahi sy time tu...

pda mulanya i oredi decide to answer qs DM n SLE...
but biler bace balik soalan SLE tu...
a bit confusing coz x sure whether dr asking to elaborate bout SLE
or bout autoimmune disease as generally?
sebab x nak tnggung risiko...
i choose to answer haemolytic anemia coz i ekceli did study bout it...
haha ekceli thanks to amin coz we did diskus bout the topic n i ekceli
remember bout the investigation part...
so, confident ni mo jwb soalan HA...
then mase tgh jwb tu, suddenly yusry ask Dr bout soalan sle yg quite confusing tu...
then barulah realize yg ekceli qs tu wan us to elaborate psal SLE...

hmm i dunno wat happen to me dat time...
suddenly i feel like wanna to change qs...
at first confident jek jwb HA tu...
tp biler pikir2 balik...
rase mcm better jwb SLE...
coz i think i can write more bout it...
so, i stop answer HA n proceed to 2nd qs - DM...
coz SLE is qs 3....

DM oh DM....
i did hafal kaw2 bout it...
huhu but i'm blur when i enter part pathogenesis DM-2
then biler nak msuk part complication lgilah blur!!
coz marks for complication mencecah 12M...
walaweh if recall back the notes...
ekceli nothing much to say...
melainkan dr wan us to include bout the emergency cases...
argghhh so damn blur...
i dunno how to start writing bout the complication...
lama kelamaan i start to forget bout the details...
oh god wat happen to me??

ntuk x nak membuang masa,
i juz proceed to qs SLE...
disebabkan my brain sot dri tadi...
i oso cant answer very well for SLE...
ekceli i didnt eleborate much...
most of the qs i juz write in point form n do mind map but in full sentences...
thank god i able to answer all qs bout SLE...
juz tulis yg termampu jek haizz...

okay, i still have 15minutes more...
can u guys imagine dat...
i ekceli decide to answer back qs HA..
tp biler msuk part causes...

my brain stuck!
i cant remember the causes...
haiyooo stress nya time tu...
smpat gak kene serangan panic attack time tu...
huhuhu i feel like my whole body are shaking n my heart mcm mo tercabut!

oh no...
i think i better juz finish my DM qs...
part complication yg sy tngalkan td...
within 10 minutes...
i tried my best write wat i can think during dat time...
seriusly not so many elaboration...
n for the emergency cases...
i just list it out!!
huk3 i manage to finish the essay...
but dun have time to look back my meq qs...

habis jek paper meq...
feels really2 down...
afraid dat i might fail dis paper...
i tot i'm the one yg rasa mcm tu...
i didnt expect my other friends oso feel the same...
haha mmg sandi kan...
we did given so many tips...
but we screw it out!!

yg lawaknya all of us feels like wanna to suicide...
oh gosh feel really keciwa with ourselves...
yg sandinya...kmi sume brabis menyalahkan dr ohmar...
smpaikan smpat lgi wat lawak ntuk blackmail dr ohmar to let us passed...
if dr didnt let us passed...we all bunuh dri depan dr...
hak3...klau btollah ni sume terjadi...i think dr will answer like dis...
DO I REALLY CARE???!!
hahahaha sepalah kami ni....hanya insan biasa!! hak3 ^^

however...once again...
syukur ke hadrat illahi coz let me passed...
if recap balik my performance on dis module...
seems like tipis sngguh peluang ntuk lulus kan...
i guess its my m.test dat help me to pass...
hmm wat i realize...no matter wat happen...
no matter how blur we are...
tried to be calm n tried our best to write n answer the qs...
coz we never know kan...
lecturers definitely will try their best to help us to pass...
yg penting have faith n believe in god's help =)

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9 april 2010 -  GIT (all time faveret haha)

Lol...rasa mcm nak tergelak biler pikir psal module GIT...
mane taknya...
bukan sy sorang...
most of us oso did the same thing...
we didnt touch any bout GIT during the study week...
n take risiko to cover it nite before the exam...
somemore dis module is our last module n we ekceli bru jek
habis m.test bout dis module bout 2 weeks ago...
so kirenye, our mind still can refresh a bit bout GIT although we didnt
cover it during study week ^^

if nak compare module lain, dis module ler 1-1nya module
yg xde tips...coz the coordinator sooo stingy bout the tips...
haha mmg geram lah dgn dr shamsur time briefing exam hri tu...
lgsung dun wan to give us some hint bout others lecturers qs...
lgi2 qs dr ohmar coz there are soooo many topics dat under dr ohnmar
n all of them are bout the tumors...
dah ler lecture note dr ohnmar pnjg giler...
so how can we cover it all??

the thing become even worsen coz GIT paper is on the day after Blood module...
haha i oredi describe how bad i screw out in dat module kan?
so do u think i can fokus to study bout GIT module after the test??
haizz dis shud be a lesson for me...
dun ever2 study last minute mcm ni...
coz things will not flow like wat we expected...

habis jek module blood tu,
most of us slept till late evening...
wlpun kmi tau yg there's lot to be study bout GIT...
we juz dun care...
yg penting our brain need some rest...
wat a stressful day...

seriusly, at 8pm mcm tu brulah me n amin start study...
yg sandinya...both of us mmg not in da gud mood
due to the bloody module...then plus some prkara yg bikin panas...
really2 make us x slesa ntuk study...
yg paling sy hot coz dewan dun have enuff krusi!!!
wth!! teruk btol pengurusan JAKMAS!
buat apelah g lock sume krusi dlm stor???
ingat org g dewan tu ntuk men badminton n pingpong jek ke??
we used dewan to study!!! to have meeting!!
n how do u expect us to sit tanpa krusi??

i oso quite hot with gp of people yg cbuk reserved krusi ntuk kwn dorang...
which at the end kwn yg dorang ckp tu lgsung tak muncul2!!
haiyoo klau x guna krusi tu bgi lah kat kiteorg!
mangkuk hayun pnya manusia...
dah ler buat bising time kmi study...
ckp gp discussion tp haraaammm!!
yg kmi dgr juz gelak tawa dorang jek!
dats u kol as discussion??
mmg rasa mcm nak baling jek krusi kat dorag...

coz btol2 takde krusi...
i have to import krusi from my room...
sandi kan??
time tu i'm totally hot!!
klau fikirkan better balik study kat blik jek..
somemore amin oso bad mood time tu...
but thanks god, amin realize yg i'm more hotter than him...
so he did brjaya to settle things down...
alhamdulilah both of us able to continue our study...
mcm biase we try to spot qs n hafal sama2...

it's true wat amin expected...
biasanya coordinator module will put their own topic in the essay qs...
keh3 memandangkan there'e only 1 lec from dr shamsur...
for sure drugs for peptic ulcer will be 1 of the essay qs...
somemore dr oso ade stress out bout some points like the antacid, H2 blocker n oso PPI...
so both of us mmg brabis study bout dat...
finish cover bout dat topic..we move on to dr mie2 lects..
coz dr did gave us some tips b4 this...
then for dr tan n dr zahirul...
we juz leisure2 spot topics dat might be ask...
ntuk topic dr ohmar plak...

we jz diskus bout breast cancer n cover topic based on tips yg dbagi for m.test...
seriusly, masa study module tu, tak rasa pun mcm nak jwb final exam...
but more to like having a m.test haha...

jengx3....
masa yg ditunggu2...
hehehe alhamdulilah...
the qs ekceli not so tough spt yg disangkakan...
me n most of us ekceli quite confident in answering the qs...
lawaknya, wlpun dr shamsur jz has 1 lec...
byk jga soalan yg kuar based on his lecs...
really2 give us bonus marks ^^

takpelah bagi can baa...
dr shamsur kan coordinator...
he has the right!!!
keh3...btw kesian gak kat dr coz during neuro paper...
1 pun xde qs from dr shamsur...
dats why dr brabis kluarkan his qs in dis module hehe...

overall meq qs quite okay for us...
dr ohmar qs oso kluar based on tips m.test dulu...
erm nasib ler takde qs from dr thiri..
haha i ekceli not so master bout Dr's topic...
dr tan n dr mie2 oso repeat qs from m.test...
such as esophageal dis, gatric ulcer, gstric tumor...
for dr zahirul plak...
kuar psal ARF n urolithiasis...
fiuhh nasib ade bca...

then move on to essay part...
hehe as been expected...
drugs for peptic ulcer come out!!
n it juz fokus on antacid...
alhamdulilah nasib ler ade study...
2nd essay i choose to answer liver cirrhosis...
i ekceli ragu2 gak whether the qs wan us to desribe bout liver cirrhosis as general
or fokus on alcoholic cirrhosis??(haizz mcm kes SLE ni)
ntuk x nak tgung risiko...
i juz describe both...at first i write bout liver cirrhosis...
then ade elaborate skit psal alcoholic cirrhosis under the etiology...
ekceli for both qs...
i didnt write dlm bntuk paragraph...
i juz write it dlm point form/mind map...
lgi2 ntuk soalan liver cirrhosis tu...
for pathogenesis sy tulis ler dlm perenggan...
but biler msuk part etiology n complication...
i just list it out ^^

overall, i really sastified with my performance...
not only me...
habis jek paper GIT tu...
there's are senyuman terukir on all of our faces...
sume pun muke berseri-seri...mcm pengantin hak3...
haha seems like everyone oso feel confident n sastified with their effort...
to tell the truth...
module GIT jek yg sy rsa2 mcm ade can ntuk lulus...

guess wat....alhamdulilah....we all passed dis module!!!
hehehe thanks Dr shamsur!!

finally, we finished our last theory paper on 9april...
feels like 50% burden been lift up from my shoulder...
yeahh tngal ospe,osce n viva jek lgi...

so after gone through dis whole week...
wat i realize is....dun too depends on tips...
however dun oso try to absorb everything...
just study smart n bijak dlm spot qs ^^
dun oso be too confident!! jz take the bloody module as an example akeke...
paling penting....byk2 kan berdoa and tawakal...
smoga kt sentiasa dlm jagaan Allah swt...

p/s: erm i think i shud stop till now...wait for my update bout 2nd week of exam ^^
haizz i shud sleep now...it oredi 5.15am...huhu at 2pm need to be at library auditorium for rehearsal of opening ceremony IMHC...hrp2 x terbabas tido...k lah chaw dulu bye2...