Always put urself in other's shoes. If u feel that it hurt's u, it probably hurts the other person, too....
Giving someone all ur love is never an assurance that they'll love u back!Don't expect love in return;
Just wait for it to grow in their heart
but if it doesn't,
be content it grew in yours....
erm as i mentioned on previous post, after the conflicts, my relationship with amin bleh dikatakan agak kamceng da la...
tp yg tak bestnya both of us being quite sensitive
even its only involve something that's not a big deal to others but its still borther us a lot haha
1st week of ogos, perangai amin really ade weird skit la...die x act normally, kdg2 tu die mcm over reacting or hyperactive i think..penah skali tu after pbl, mase tgh tnggu ed, kmi 2 berborak la n time tu ade la gak amin gurau2 yg kin panas but sy still dpt tahan n just okay with that jokes...
tp bile amin start bergurau n ckp "haa nurul, tu bf kmu da smpai tu (time tu kamal lalu), n amin keep on teasing me n ckp kat kamal yg sy krim salam" , sy trus rasa panas n cant x accept that kind of jokes...bile difikirkan balik mmg la nmpak mcm ala biasa la ba tu, gurau2 saja maa, tp sy pun x tau napa sy btol2 sensitif time tu...maybe sy still trasa impact of our conflicts b4 this kot...huuu really dunno oo...sometimes we just unable to control our emosion...
slalu jgala terjadi mcm ni...cthnya mcm sy nak pura2 marah, but when people try to pujuk me n when they mention "skit2 pun mau marah or whatever..." automatically, dr pura2 marah trus jdi btol2 marah or mcm terasa la...
berbalik pd crite td, after amin ckp cam tu, trus muke sy brubah n amin prasan la yg sy marah...erm sy x ingat le plak ape die ckp, yg sy ingat sy ade ckp "bergurau pun ade limit maa" dgn nada suara yg agak marah la...then amin plak yg trasa dgn sy n die plak yg merajuk....
hahaha itula yg sy btol2 tak tahan ni...
mmg susah la nak merajuk lama2 dgn c amin ni, sal tak lame die plak yg akan merajuk dgn sy balik...so slalunya i'm be the one yg akan apologize to him n cheer him up...however, that kind of thing not happen for this situation...
mase jln balik (dorang amin balik hostel, while me trpksa p kelas ppib ALONE- sy x ingat le plak ct p mana time tu huhu), me n amin mmg x jln samala, then masa nak berpisah tu kmi siap mengungkit la pasal td, amin ade mention sal ayat bergurau ade limit tu (sy tau, mesti die da trasa tu hehe) then die siap ckp la hati2 jln tu nnti kena culik (tp dr nada die tu bukannya concern pun, tp mcm ade unsur sindiran laa), mase tu tmbh la lg sy punya hot...sy x ingat la ape yg sy ckp kat die...tp last2 tu kmi ade la ckp start hari ni kmi x kan berckp or bertegur...
that time i feel really stress n mad with amin...kebiasaanya kan sy yg msj n apologize to him first, tp that day dia dulu yg apologize to me hohoho siap wish happy friendship day....die msj sy dlm jam 1 lebih...sy balasla, "cis baru skang mau wish friendship day, da terlewat 4 hari bru mo wish".... then dia bls "haha sebab ada org merajukla sal tu die wish"...mmg kin panas oo dia ni kan...after received his msj i feel ok n prasaan marah tu trus hilang...erm honestly, wlpun sy cepat trasa or cepat mrjuk, but sy jga sembuh dgn cepatnya ^^
keeson harinya....
'm bit surprise bile amin gave me dompet hp kaler pink haha kawaaaiii *_*
present tu sbgai tnda minta maaf...huhu as i mention b4 this, kmi 2 byk kali mrajuk kan...n here it is, satu lgi drama berlaku hak3....
amin bg hadiah tu b4 kmi p cafe mkn, die ade la suh sy buka dompet tu, tp sy tak buka sebab malu baa buka dpn org haha lgpun kmi pun mau p cafe da kan...then mase otw jln p cafe sy prasan mcm amin nmpak x mood or marah...sy tak paham la knapa plak die marah...then tak lama ed memecah kesunyian n ckp kat amin "ko suda bg ka hadiah tu dkt nurul?" then amin ckp la dkt ed " suda, da la x berterima kasih ni" .... then bile dgr die ckp cam tu, sy ckp la " eh ade la sy say thanks" huhu time tu berlegar dlm fikiran sy, aisey sy btol2 x ckp trima kasih ke td? then amin skang mad with me la ni....
after mkn, we're having slp, d kelas amin tarik muka dgn sy....die x tegur pun sy n die study slp d discussion room....huhu leh kerna rasa bersalah, sy pun send la mms gmbar teddy n gune ayat yg bleh tahan power la ntuk pujuk hik3...fiuuhhh thankfully he accept my apologize ^^
sbgai tnda minta maaf, me oso did bought him something mase me outing with sifu d cp hri tu (haha that day la sy n sifu terserempak dgn org kiut...sifu punya cinta pertama hak3)
slain nmpak org kiut,mase outing tu, sy btol2 giler la bile nmpak patung lembu, rase mcm nak tibai beli semua patung2 tu...sifu pun da start sindir2 da hahaha...
i did bought 3 patung lembu...but small2 one je...2 tu beli d popular haha ade discount ba...satu lg tu (yg djadikan sbgai volley ball oleh my dear rumet -_-) beli d ngiu kee....sy bg amin yg patung lmbu yg kaler merah punye...then sy ade gak bg die notebook kecil...
amin happy la dpt present tu...me oso happy la coz die pun happy...
however.....
another conflict arise....this time was not between me n amin...but it was between me n sifu...
haha that's why i said this few weeks really suck...so many conflicts happen ni...stress ooo...bile da okay dgn amin, dgn sifu plak de problem....
rasenye conflict ni berlaku on the same day i gave amin present...huhu ekceli sy pun tak sure hows the conflict btween me n sifu happen...did sifu jeles bcoz of i gave amin the present or what???
hmm oh ya bru tringat, sy la ni yg be the factor....hahaha sy once again mrajuk dgn sifu...i dunno mrjuk psal apa but time tu mcm ade la sifu bergurau dgn sy...n sy trasa dgn gurauan tu...sy pun brgurau la balik if sifu still ungkit sal tu, sy nda mo tlg sifu print lgi...then sifu ckp la die bkn mnta print free pun byr baa...lepas dgr je ayat tu, sy btol2 rase mcm hmmm ntah la...rase mcm mls la nak bertekak, so better if i'm just keep my mouth shut....then amin n sifu berlawan pasal siapa yg lebih penting d hati sy antra dorang 2...honestly, sy btol2 tak suke ble dorang buat mcm tu...both of them pun sama penting d hati sy..both of them are my buddies n close friends...perlukah mau banding2?
then bile sifu da prasan yg sy mrah n die pun try la pujuk...but fail...so as i expected sifu plak yg mad with me...d blik kmi 2 x berckp pun....
keesokan harinya.....
hahaha this time punya merajuk mmg da pecah rekod la....rasenye more than 24 hours kmi tak bertegur sapa ni...d kelas pun kmi duduk asing2...
our conflict finally end mlm tu....tu pun sebab sy p apologize to sifu...hehe mestila apologize guna note...klau ckp depan2 mesti nda kena lyn pnya huhu....kali ni sy btol2 menyeksa jiwa n raga sy...mane taknya...sy da promise dgn sifu yg sy x kan easily mrajuk n if mrajuk pun kene p jauh2 d tmpat yg sifu nda nmpak hahaha....i oso promise to be a gud friend n will do my best to make my friends happy ^^
berbekal ayat tu la sifu accept my apologize...n sifu stresskan la ayat yg mrajuk tu....
huhu naaahhh rasaaainnn lo farahana...skang pndai2 la lo kontrol lo punya emosi k haha...
rasanye tu je la koleksi2 conflicts buat masa skang ni...mase hdpan tak tau le lgi....
hopefully takde la konflict yg teruk2...minor2 takpe la haha...if takde lg bagus
PEACE NO WAR
p/s: hmm sebenarnya ade beberapa factors nape amin act abnormally past few weeks, hehe firstly is due to adverse effect of ciprofloxacin yg die ambik tu...huhu seriusly, klau die mkn je antibiotiok tu, adeeee je la prangai2 pelik yg die kn buat haha....secondly rasenye die stress dgn gf die...dpt nmpak la die mmg syg gler kat gf die tu, so bile dorang break kire mcm tmparan hebat la ntuk die...but now i'm happy for him bcoz his finally berbaik smula dgn gf die....tak silap, hari yg sy berbaik dgn sifu tu jgala die berbaik dgn gf die ^-^
byk kan perkara berlaku...tp as sy ckp sblum ni...setiap prkara yg berlaku pasti ade jln penyelesaian n ade hikmah d sebaliknya...
cthnya: sgla konflik yg berlaku ni sebenarnya membuatkan kt jd lebih rapat dgn org tu...n mmbuatkan kt lebih memahami org tu...i'm oso feel that i'm grew up a bit- not physically ok but mentally...hehe (n_n)
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Nurul Farahana Majid is trying her best to control her emosion n try not to easily merajuk 0.0
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